Karina.I felt myself writhing in the darkness. Faces and voices filled my ears. I could barely recall any of them, but I felt myself struggling under their hold.Was this where he was taking me all this time? Where was he? Where was Levi?Slight pressure pushed against me. I couldn't tell where it was coming from, but the more it did, all the things surrounding me faded away.“Ina… up… Karina.”His voice felt faint but so very familiar. What was I missing?“Karina.”“No…” I groaned. My eyes felt heavy as I lifted them, anchoring myself to the real world.As I opened them fully, I met darkness, illuminated by very few lights. I squinted against the darkness as I felt more pressure on my shoulder.“Karina?” I blinked blearily, stretching my neck to face Connor.His face was mere inches away from mine, eyes full of something akin to worry. I wasn't too sure if it was the sleep fooling my eyes or if it was real.“We’re here?” The words slipped out of my mouth as my memories came back to
Karina.I stepped into the house in silence, shifting my gaze around whilst trying to not make it too obvious. The place was truly luxurious yet somewhat minimalist.“Please sit.” They gestured to the large couch in the living space.I did so accordingly, shifting slightly and doing my best not to fumble as they did the same.Levi, despite being asleep was like a shield, wedging a distance between me and the rest of them. Guilt flooded me at the thought, but I pushed it away.“Connor had told us about you.”‘Only good things I'm sure.’ I would have joked if not for the tension brewing in me. I looked at both of them interchangeably for a moment before looking down.I could only nod hesitantly, mind brewing for whatever was going to hapoen next.An awkward silence filled the air, capturing is all in its tension for a short minute.“We’ve prepared the room for her.” I heard his mother say. I could tell it wasn't focused on me.“Thank you.” He said just as I finally looked up. “I'm so so
Karina.The next morning, I woke up lethargic and panicked. It took time for my memories to come back until I processed that I was no longer in my bedroom.Levi had kept me up for most of the night. It had been late when I'd finally gotten reprieve. Moving to his cot I smiled to myself at his sleeping face. Now he was at peace for the time being.On the other hand…I tore my gaze away from him to the unpacked luggage from the day before. A sigh left me immediately.I still had plenty of work to do.Time passed quickly as I dealt with unpacking my luggage, arranging every trinket and clothes I brought from home to the path I visualised. By the time I was done, there came a knock on the door.I snapped toward it immediately. Was it Connor again? I pondered the question, dropping the clothing hanger as I rushed toward the door, opening it to see…‘Oh.’It wasn't him. Instead, a young teenage girl stood at the doorway, seemingly meek.“Excuse me,” she muttered. “The former Luna called m
Karina.I stepped out, looking around the lavish hallways to find nobody in sight. This was the first time I was out.Flashback.“We need to talk.” He said.I let him in, taking a step back to fold my hands defensively.Despite my posture and the sound of his words, confusion flit through me. ‘What on earth did he want to talk about?’ It had been less than a day since I saw him last, and the last time he'd already stated he was here solely for Levi. Nothing explained this moment then.“You didn't come downstairs for breakfast.” He said, making me sick in my breath quietly.His eyes and tone didn't seem accusing at all, rather neutral and soft, but the implication was there as well as the question.I cleared my throat slightly, trying to stave away my nerves before I spoke.“I'm still recovering. Jetlagged and… Levi,” I spoke the last part lamely, eyes moving to the polished crib, silently apologizing for using him as an example yet again.“Is that it? You weren't trying to avoid us?
Karina.By night time, in the end I opted to not go, receiving my food in the rooms once more. There was still a slight twinge of guilt that followed me immediately after, but strangely enough, something in me told her that she wouldn't mind.‘Connor would though’. I thought to myself. It was evident, considering his visit today. I wondered if his mother told him of my arrival. Would that change his opinion?Whatever. I didn't care. Clenching my jaw, I pushed away all thoughts of him.Our mate bond was no longer recognized by either of us and now, he was keeping his distance. It was evident from his curt appearance today and the day before, if his announcement wasn't already a dead ringer. I wouldn't care about his opinions so long as they didn't involve Levi and his well being.From now on, we were more like co-parents. Focusing back on the food, I smiled to myself as I noticed the little ingredients I helped prepare with her. The reminder made me smile slightly.Today wasn't the be
Karina.By the time we were done with our conversation the sun was fully up, morning completely at its peak. I ended up calling both Gino and Felix immediately after, quickly catching up on everything that happened within the past two days. By the time I was done, I sighed into the silence.There was one thing I'd thought.Even though I was gone, life still went on without me. The pack went on without me. No matter how much I missed then and vice versa, that was the truth.In the same way, I had to do the same.Stepping out, I picked Levi up. He was gratefully awake, gurgling happily as his hands grasped my cheeks. My lips rose without thinking.“There you are. Ready for a bath, baby?” I murmured, pushing him onto my face. His scent, still new and young mixed in with the natural baby scent enveloped me as our shared bond soothed.Today was a good day for exploration. If not out the pack —I wasn't ready for that yet— but within the new house I stayed in. That much was enough for a good
Karina“You're right.” I conceded, earning her stare.I sighed, stroking the side of my baby I would have never thought that one day I would be a mother, yet less than a year ago everything turned on its head and I learned how to love someone more than my parents.Change came out of nowhere, sometimes as sudden as a spark and others, as gradual as the seasons changing. You didn't knowI smiled slightly. Sam would be so proud if she could hear my thoughts. Turning to face the older woman again, I sensed a twinge of pride in her gaze. Or was it approval.I couldn't feel myself breathing as her green gaze glittered slightly, just like someone else's once did.“I like you already Karina. I think we're going to be good friends.” she spoke lightheartedly, making me blink.Out of anything she could have said, that was the last thing I expected. Beat rose to my cheeks and I looked away.“My son seems to not want to care for you.” With those simple words, something in me sank.I licked my lip
KarinaThe room was bathed in awkward silence. I could barely breathe as I stared helplessly at the empty space where he was supposed to be.Why had he left so abruptly?There was already an answer in my mind, one that told ne that it was my fault. Yet I couldn't decipher why.Was it my presence alone? He had previously called me out of doing the opposite, so why would he be annoyed now?A spark of irritation cut across my confusion. A sigh brought me back to reality. I turned to find his mother staring back at me.“Don't be bothered dear. He must have had a hard time with the elders today.” she said, smiling comfortingly. She looked completely unfazed by her son's sudden attitude.Opposite me, his father nodded.None of their excuses were convincing, but I bit my lip and nodded.It was after the dinner, walking across the hallway that I knew I couldn't let it be.“Excuse me.” I called out to the younger girl as she almost slipped past me, passing an assurring smile to ease the insta