Not just one but two: Part2

Stephanie's point of view:

I can't believe that such a wonderful night turned out to become 'the hell' itself for me. I still can't understand what exactly happened. I don't know even who to blame, Chris for lying, or Lucas for being himself.

My mind can't recognize the monster I was while attacking my mate. I don't know if it was for what he had done to me. 

The thing that's destroying me by now is how I feel. I should normally hate him after seeing all he had done to me. I wasn't his first tie cheating on me. Whenever I die, and for hundreds of years, he replaces me with someone else.

I came to learn based on his memories that I am pregnant, and that the one who told him so is my one and only sister. The funny part was that she told him that I was cheating on him, and he believed her while he was the unfaithful one. 

I did trust his honesty even when he lied to me; only to be trained that way. What irritates me the