Let the game begin

Estonia

The following days, weeks, and months are the same. I didn't notice that it was already been two years since we've been married. Travis has been very busy with his work. We barely talk or even see each other I would sleep without him and would wake up knowing that he had already left for work.

We were just communicating through text or phone calls. At first, I didn't mind it, since I had been very busy with different gatherings and social events organized by his mother. But as they pass, I'm feeling my identity is slowly slipping away. Whenever I look in the mirror i don't recognize who l am looking at.

I can't see any trace of the old Tonia. I feel like I've become a puppet that was following the order of my puppeteer. I already forgot who I am, I've become a dress- up doll but deep inside I'm nothing but a rag doll.

This world is not for me But I have to endure, it may not be my world but Travis the man that I love dearly, belongs here. I can't