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IT WON'T MAKE A DIFFERENCE
Lu Sheng had the answer at the tip of his tongue but his mind was telling him something else, which was completely opposite to the reality. To be true, he was not clear himself about how he felt towards her. Lu Sheng could only pull a frown for his question and ignore it as if he hadn't heard it.
"Bro, for a while, just be true to yourself. Deep down you still hold a torch for her it's just that you are not willing to admit it." It was An Zihao who spoke up; Lu Sheng was completely astonished by his cousin's words. Was it really how he felt about her, no, this can't be. Lu Sheng immediately refuted, "No, I don't hold any kind of feelings for her. I just feel guilty, maybe I went overboard this time, that's it!"
An Zihao nodded helplessly, okay, since you want this we will do it in your way. An Zihao smiled and asked, "What are you guilty for, weren't you the one who
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