RPOVSongs: Silver Lining by Rilo Kiley, Sedona by Houndmouth, Breath In by Low RoarI woke to a loud banging on my door. I'm not sure how long it had been going on but I was ready to kill whoever was causing it.I pulled myself out of bed and stomped over to the door. My eyes would only open halfway, but it was enough to see where I was going. My hand fiddled with the door handle a couple of times before I managed to unlatch it and creaked the damn thing open. It felt heavier than usual."What, what? What do you want?!""Well, good morning to you too." I rubbed my droopy eyelids and squinted at a grinning Adrian standing in the hall."What time is it? Why are you waking me up?"His grin grew and his eyebrows rose. "Wow, you are not a morning person.""You're just figuring this out now?"He let out a small laugh and the slight rise in volume caused my head to pound."Can I come in," he asked, looking over my shoulder into my room.I leaned my body against the door lazily and used my w
RPOVSongs: Into Happiness by Phantogram, Bottom of the River by Delta Rae, NFWMB by HozierOver the next few days, more letters arrived. Some of them were as vague and cryptic as the first one, others were very specific on the group's plans and purpose.Basically, they were psychopathic, racist cocktroughs who wanted to rise to power by suppressing the Dhampir. They described a new order they wished to instill, which gave the Moroi species more authority over my kind. One of the letters even had a list of new laws they demanded our kingdom adopt. A main initiative was that all Dhampir would enlist in their kingdoms troops at the age of 12. Any who were incapable of fighting were then sanctioned as slave workers by their rulers.The only exception to this new law was to females—and their proposed fate wasn't any better.Lissa was appalled by the growing list of demands, but I could tell the threats that came with them were starting to get to her. She would go from angry to paranoid an
DPOVSongs: Black Hole Sun by Soundgarden, Claude's Girl by Marika HackmanTraining the next day with Rose started right on time. I thought about calling it off at least a dozen times on the way down there. It was stupid of me to agree to it—masochism at its finest. I should have never said yes, but when she claimed it could help her with her memory recovery, how could I say no?Although, I could hardly affirm those first few days as actual training. They pretty much consisted of one thing: running. Not only were her injuries still not fully healed, but there was another predicament plaguing my mind. I didn't know how I was going to touch her.Since that night in my room where I'd foolishly pulled her into my arms, I was terrified of being close to her again. The feeling of her warm body pressed against me gave me more comfort than I'd felt in months, only to be ripped away by the cruel reality that she was no longer someone I could seek comfort in. I was a fucking idiot to have caved
DPOVSongs: While My Guitar Gently Weeps by The Beatles, One More Cup of Coffee by The White Stripes, Breathe (In the Air) by Pink FloydWe picked training back up the next day, neither of us bringing up the hot springs. I thought about asking her why she lied, but instead, devoted all my energy to something else.Adrian.In between routines over the next few days, I asked her questions about him. Most of them harmless but opened the door for more inquisition. Usually, she was the chatty one and I remained quiet, responding to her with a grunt or curt reply, so naturally, the change in my attitude pleased her. She answered every question with excitement and in great detail, which was hard to hear a lot of the time but helped me piece together the puzzle that was Adrian Ivashkov.If he was hiding something, I wasn't stupid enough to think he'd share it with Rose, so on top of gaining information from her, I ordered a few of my men to discreetly tail him and report back to me. There was
RPOVSongs: Brain Damage by Pink Floyd, White Teeth Teens by Lorde, Answer by Phantogram, Present Tense by RadioheadSleep came surprisingly easy. I was sure I was in for hours of restlessness after the events that had unfolded that day but after unleashing all of that rage built up inside me, I crashed. Hard.I fell into a deep sleep. The kind that throws you into nothing but blackness, yet somehow it isn't terrifying. That was until the dark scene around me began to take a new shape.It was our old meeting place, the garden from the Western Isles. We'd met there about a dozen times before, but that time...something was off.Vines crawled up the walls in unnatural directions, starting one way and sharply jeering to another. Light was softly pouring in through the surrounding windows, but above us, the sky was pitch black with storm clouds hovering close by. Every once in awhile I'd feel a low vibration hum through the room. It caused the leaves to fervently shake before jolting to a
EPOVSongs: Leave Before the Lights Come On by Arctic Monkeys, Humility by GorillazI starred my opponent down, unblinking until I thought my eyes would turn to prunes. He starred back, neither of us refusing to back off. I could smell tiny beads of sweat beginning to form along his forehead and knew I almost had him. I clenched my teeth, flexing the muscles around my jaw as he started gnawing on his bottom lip.My fingers were itching to move, but I kept them gripped tightly. A clicking sound came out of his mouth, one of his many tells and it was clear what I had to do next."Call," I shouted as I slammed down another stack of wooden chips.Dougal huffed and shook his head from across the table, "Big mistake Castile. I'm about to take you for all you've got."I flicked my cards between my fingers, letting them finally relax. "I like my odds.""Oh yeah," Healy laughed as he scratched his ginger beard. "That's what ye said three hands ago and even though ya slipped those cards back in
APOVSongs: Every Single Night by Fionna Apple, Lola by The RaincoatsTap Tap TapThere must have been a leak somewhere in the room. Either that or it was in my head. Hard to tell.Tap TapMy hand against the table joined the rhythmic water droplets.ThudA propped book flattened onto its shelf. Funny thing. I wondered how long it had been sitting like that. Barely clinging to stand until finally the weight of it just gave in and laid it to rest. A feeling I knew well.I fixated on that thought. Curious what the title of my book would be. Would it be thick, or thin? Would it be leather-bound, or frail material with tattered thread only just keeping the pages entwined? Regardless, the images inside would be spectacular.Tap Tap TapMy fingers sped up. I felt eyes on me. Eyes that weren't there.I wanted a drink. Something to calm my thoughts. But a sip wouldn't be enough. Not anymore.Honestly, I don't mind the drinking so much when it knocks you out and keeps you quiet. Then we're spa
FDPOVSongs: Blue Monday by New Order"Have fun you two."Her back turned to me as her hand lifted towards Ivashkov's shoulder. Those fingers that had just been nervously fidgeting with a stone gently curled into a loving squeeze. His face lit up, and I was suddenly aware of the bruise forming on my chest where Rose's stake had been pressed.The past several weeks I'd conditioned myself. I'd used every situation with Rose as an opportunity to fortify my Guardian training. I wasn't necessarily detached, but I was far less emotionally invested. She was my pupil in the training ring and the Princess of St. Vladimir's outside of it. That idea played in my mind over and over like a mantra keeping me in check.But seeing them together was the ultimate test of my control. Especially when the voice in the back of my mind was clawing its way towards the surface, combatting my composure and begging to break out."...there are constantly two people battling inside me and I'm afraid what will ha