Chapter 60: Heart At War

Angel

I could clearly see the pain in her eyes at breakfast. Sometimes I cared but sometimes I didn't. She hated me, I could deal with that but the moment I saw a tear drop down her eyes I felt it again. That sting of guilt and this time it felt more real.

Why in hell's name did I have to feel this way? As much as I wanted to deny it I cared that I hurt her. This had to be a joke of some sort, I could never care how a bitch felt but this time was different and it was driving me insane.

" I'm done eating, if you don't mind I'll like to retire back to my room." She sounded polite almost like she was hoping I wouldn't get mad. I wanted to order her to sit back but I didn't find the strength to, so I remained silent thinking of ways to feel angry at her and get rid of the slight guilt in my heart. "I'll get going then." Her soft voice echoed again in my head and my heart took a leap

Fuck!

My heart was beating strangely against my will. It was all too strange and I couldn't place a meani