Being married was turning me into a dick.
We were walking outside in the late misty morning. Up here in the mountains the mist and fog often stuck around, swirling through the trees until lunchtime, or later. I’d been showing Cara around, telling her stories of the times we’d spent up here as a family, and the trips with my friends during high school and college vacations. I didn’t mention Stephen or my dad, just the good times. The fun memories. I was trying to keep both of our minds off everything that wouldn’t make her smile. Because Cara’s smile was beautiful and lit up my chest every time she did it.
Of course, that was half the problem. Every time she smiled I needed to take that mouth in a kiss. And every time I kissed her my body woke up again.
~ RIG ~Cara wanted to make lunch since I’d made breakfast. But both of us were buzzing a little with tension—uneasiness about the future, but also anticipation of our time together. She kept shooting me little, smiling glances that set me on fire and if I didn’t do something to distract myself, I was going to just throw her over the kitchen counter and take her.So while she puttered around in the kitchen I decided to get things ready for that evening. And since we could talk in our heads, I put music on the system and made sure it was playing in the living room and bedroom… just in case.‘What are you smiling about?’ Cara asked in my head. It was obvious she was still tentative about the bond—her thoughts always coming a little hesitantly.
If you like music while you read, try “Into You” by Ariana Grande. It’s what I listened to while writing this scene.*****~ CARA ~When he was dancing around the living room, it was cute and sexy and made me want him again—which was kind of mind-boggling.Then he wanted me to dance with him and I just kind of froze. It was stupid, I knew, to be self-conscious about something like that after everything we’d been through. But watching Rig move, his smooth, controlled, perfect body, his elegance, and sheer sex-appeal… I just felt inadequate to meet that. He would overwhelm me with his hotness, while I jiggled and giggled and generally… didn’t look attractive.I was so enjoying being with him—
~ CARA ~Rig was as stunning under my hands as he was in my eyes: Smooth, warm skin stretched over hard muscle—muscle that clenched when I touched him, his stomach sucking in and his breath catching.I could make Rig’s breath catch.That seemed… improbable. But the evidence was there.Soon I found the rhythm he’d set and my body—without me overthinking—began to match his, hips rolling, stomach rippling, body writhing in a smooth wave. And when I had that, he dropped the hand on his chest, pinned my other to his belly again and started to turn, slowly, drawing me with him.Suddenly, there were too many clothes between us and they were mostly mine. Trailing my fingers back along his abs,
~ RIG ~My body was going to short-circuit. I’d already lost my mind. Cara was wide eyed and smiling, panting with pleasure, and watching me.When she stared at me like that, when her eyes widened and blazed fire at the sight of me, it almost pushed me over the edge. I pleaded with her—I’d barely entered her, barely made this good.But she urged me on.She was perfect. Perfect. And going to make me fucking come.As we moved together I fought for control—my body peaking pleasure, my wolf slavering for release. But I couldn’t do it. I couldn’t take my pleasure without giving her hers.It was a
~ RIG ~The couch was too small for me to stretch out, so eventually when we’d caught our breaths I turned her on her side and curled her up, spooning her, one arm around her middle, my knees behind hers, and an arm under her chin while her head rested on the arm of the couch.She sighed and I wondered if she would sleep, but her eyelashes kept blinking like she was looking around the room.I was still a little stunned. But I’d never been happier.As I reached up to stroke her hair back, away from her face and down her back, I whispered, “Sorry for the surprise, that was supposed to happen in the treehouse.”She giggled. “We still have days here yet.”
~ CARA ~I couldn’t sleep. At all. My body hummed—but not with pure desire. Not just that. I still wanted Rig, was pretty sure I would never stop wanting him. But I was satisfied. Warmth and pleasure coiled in my belly like a happy cat. No… it wasn’t Rig.At first I thought I was just nervous about his dad, about Mack and Natalie, and about what we would all do. But when I thought about that, a different sense of anxiety appeared to flutter in my chest. And when I looked at Rig, already asleep, his arm thrown over my waist, I felt so sure he was going to figure out how to do that… no. It wasn’t that either.This was different. A restless energy that hummed in my muscles and pushed me to move. As if my body would spasm if I didn’t.
~ RIG ~Cara was dancing with me.She had been in the kitchen making breakfast in nothing but a robe. When I turned the music on, she started to move to the music, smiling at me. “I thought you were hungry?” she said, cracking an egg into a bowl.“I am,” I rumbled, and let her see in my shining eyes and smile what kind of hunger I wanted to sate.She laughed and tossed her hair, putting the food aside and coming to join me in the living room. Her hips swayed as she danced towards me. I opened my arms, reaching for her hands as she drew closer, turning her and holding her to me so we could sway together, our hands clasped at her waist.I raised one of mine thou
~ CARA ~I was confused. My head split into two different frames.One remembered everything.The other couldn’t quite take it in.Strange things happened in my mind when I hunted, as if a part of my mind that worked purely on instinct—already knew everything that was needed—took over. And even though the rest of me was still there, still conscious, even though I could remember leaving the house and circling the property, even deciding to watch over Rig… it all felt different. When Rig appeared on the lawn below and spoke to me it snapped me out of… whatever that was.“Cara?” His voice was oddly