~ RIG ~
After Natalie left I found myself just standing there for a while, trying to tease apart all the threads of danger that were currently trying to choke me and Cara. But I was distracted by a scuttling behind me.
Beans, body low and parallel to the ground, with head stooped and ears flat was darting along the wall, every inch of his body fluid and quivering at the same time. He was shaking.
“Whassup, Beans?” I asked him quietly, but he only tucked his butt and hurried to the carrier, poking his nose at the little gated door like he wanted to get in.
“Hey, hey, let’s relax—” I took a step towards him, but he spat and whipped himself around the carrier, hunching behind it. But when I moved closer he gave a strange yeowl, then strea
~ CARA ~I’d barely followed any of the discussion. My mind kept replaying that phone call and the tension in Rig’s voice, the edge of desperation.Was he really that good of an actor? And what did it mean if he wasn’t?Charlie’s words in the car came back to me. That little speech about Rig being different with me—and my conviction about that same thing. I’d seen the shift in him. Noticed it.I could feel myself wavering, and that scared the hell out of me.Natalie, I reminded myself. The sparks that flew between them whenever they were close—the way he touched her without even thinking about it. The way she was fearless around him and completely undisturbed by his touch. As if it we
~ CARA ~ A few days later, I walked out of the library after an evening shift, grateful that I didn’t need to close up. As soon as I stepped outside, the hair on my arms stood up and that tingling started in my stomach. It was surreal. The whole week had been surreal. The weather was growing colder and night fell earlier and earlier. And yet, when I walked into the woods to hunt, I never needed my jacket, or my shoes. I only wore my hoodie inside because it covered my body and made me feel safer. As if in response to the thought, a memory of that day in the bathroom with Rig flashed in my head and my entire body lit up. …Rig had shuddered against me. His hand on my stomach s
~ CARA ~ Natalie stood on the sidewalk behind me dressed in an elegant sweatsuit, her hair tied back and arms folded. My chest heaved with the rush of adrenalin from not knowing she was there. I should have scented her… shouldn’t I? “How did you—” “The wind was blowing the wrong way,” she said bluntly, then looked down at Ralf. “Who’s your friend?” “He’s just…” I trailed off, frowning. “None of your business,” I said quickly. “What are you doing here?” “I was looking for you.” “Oh? Why?” I let go of Ralf’s head and folded my arms to mirror her. “Because I need to talk to you.” She wasn’t smiling, but her tone wasn’t sharp. She l
~ CARA ~My entire body reacted to the sight and smell of him, looming over me there in the glare of the parking lot lights. My skin prickled, my breath got shallow, my belly tingled. And the hair on my arms stood up.Rig stared his face twisted and tense. He cleared his throat.“I heard Natalie calling, are you okay?” he asked quietly, his voice that low, husky hum that simmered in my belly.“I’m fine. I’m leaving. You guys have a good time,” I said quickly, then tried to step around him.But his hand shot out to curl around my stomach. “Cara, please—”“Don’t.”&l
~ RIG ~I'd realized Cara was close before the others. I'd been slow closing my side of the noose around this Night Walker because I was watching for her. But the wind was running in the wrong direction, and I got distracted by the creature. We finally cornered him.I could feel Cara was close, but after the guys called me to join the hunt, I wasn't paying enough attention. It wasn't until Charlie shifted and I heard Cara’s sharp intake of breath nearby that adrenaline flooded my system. I whirled, intending to get to her side, to calm her... Ralf always calmed her. But she was already running. And I could feel the jittering terror driving her forward.It was instinct. My mate was in need. I didn't even think.As my brothers shifted and raced afte
~ CARA ~Everything in me went still. I think my heart stopped.My thoughts, which had been spinning, babbling, racing, just… stopped.Rig crouched in front of me, his eyes so wide and pleading, his expression worried. He had his palms up and his mouth was moving… trying to soothe me.He was naked. And he was stunning. Every muscle clean and cut as if he’d been carved from marble. It should have freaked me out, but after everything else it seemed like such an insignificant detail.Rig was naked and he was—unsurprisingly—beautiful.I had bigger fish to fry.
~ CARA ~“Mates?” I asked breathlessly. He nodded. “Like… a couple?”“A pair,” he said quickly, wetting his lips with his tongue. “Among wolves it means that we’re always regarded as being a unit… Loyal. Committed. We belong to each other. That’s what you’re feeling, Cara. That’s what I’ve been feeling. I was so dumb—I didn’t want to accept it at first because of everything it could mean. But I couldn’t deny it. Once I realized…” He trailed off, clearing his throat. “When… when we accept each other and complete the bond it will get even stronger. Can you imagine it, Cara?” His hand was still extended towards me. It trembled slightly. He wanted me to take it. Even though he hadn’t said anything, it felt significant somehow. Like taking his hand was some kind of declaration.I wanted to touch him so badly I twitche
~ RIG ~“Thank God,” I whispered, then, unable to resist, I kissed her hair. “Don’t ever let go, Cara. I won’t. Just please… don’t ever let go.” I doubt I’d ever spoken a more genuine plea. It felt like I’d cracked my ribs and bared my heart and left it there, at her mercy.Cara trembled in my arms, but I could feel the tension in her fading as I held her. Then she nodded. “I won’t.” The whispered words fluttered against my chest and I wanted to howl with joy.Thank God. Thank God. Thank God.Relief washed through me like a wave. Even though I knew her acceptance would ultimately only increase the danger, I couldn’t find it in myself to care. In that moment all I could feel was joy and re