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This Is Where It Ends For Us.
Okay, so firstly, I felt like the hugest idiot to be here. For God's sakes, this was Bellamy's engagement party and here I was smiling like a fool and pretending as if I'm okay when I'm not, but my therapist said I should finally come to terms that we were finished so I guess this was me finally coming to terms?
"You look great," he said pulling me in for a hug which I didn't want to take because I was afraid I would fall right back in, and harder this time. However, it felt neutral for me and it was becoming really awkward because the guy was squeezing the life out of me while I awkwardly patted his
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