chapter 32

back to when Gigi first arrived at capital.

Zayn POV

I lifted my eyelids when the sun light caressed my face like it was telling WAKEUP.

i sat on the bed rubbing my face and stretched my body.

Something....about today is.....different!

i feel fresh and.....happy!

i never felt like this ever.....since the day petris was born!

Petris.....she is coming back tomorrow!

She is the reason my family was destroyed and so was my childhood.

she took everything away from me i know it's not her fault but i can't stop hating her!

Do i hate her? How much i don't want to admit i don't hate hate but its true or i don't know it's complicated. ughhh leave it.

i got up, did my usual morning routine and buried myself into work!

today i didn't felt frustrated at all otherwise everyday i yell at at least 5 people for not doing their simple fucking jobs right way.

at lunch time i felt i wanted to go to my secret place. i only go there if i feel more depressed than i usually am but today something is pu