Alanna shrugged again, "People, at the beginning, when we don't know each other well, all we see are their strengths. We get dazzled by their appearance, talent, and personality. But once you really get to know them, all the flaws come out. You realize the other person isn't as perfect as you thought, they have many flaws. I, for one, have a flaw—I don't like taking care of others, and I can't stand seeing someone I used to admire change. So, I prefer not to like anyone. Anyway, there are plenty of people in this world, everyone is different, everyone has their shining points. Why should I be obsessed with just one?"All sorts of twisted logic.What nonsense.She pretended to help me move my suitcase to the living room, hesitated, then asked me, "Does Shelby know?"I tossed a pillow at her and pondered her words. Still thought it was nonsense. Shelby and I weren't the situation Alanna described. I always disliked Shelby, although that dislike had somewhat transformed later on. But I b
Perhaps weighing her priorities, Alanna pushed her family's Azure's appointment and drove me to the airport, but even so, she still chanted in the car every now and then, I said heartless, that she didn't even want to be beautiful for me, while I didn't even tell her where I was going. She swallowed her apple, "Wait, you're not leaving until after New Year's, why are you in such a hurry, is there something wrong at school?" She froze, her phone-obsessed head finally looking at me, "Flight? Where are you going?" Then it probably got poisoned and turned all the hate I had for her into love. What a load of bollocks. I hmmm. I sighed, "With the recent New Year's Eve and the peak season for clothes, are you sure you're doing the right thing by your boss?" She slurred, "It's long overdue." There was still some time to go when we reached the airport, Alanna stayed with me for a while before I sent her away, how much I had sinned when she had given little time to someone else's love
She dropped her little fork at that and sat groggily on the couch like a puppy, looking at me, "There's a story there, and you're still gambling." She hiccuped and continued, "Look at that honey in your smile, can I ask what happened?" She asks again, "Didn't you say you'd be back after New Year's, it's the day after tomorrow, what are you doing back now?" I said back to her, "Fine." Once one night, Shelby and I didn't want to go to sleep, we talked freely all night, she gave me a lot of comments, among them were capriciousness and bigotry, she said don't look at me like I don't care about anything every day, and I am polite and friendly to everyone, but in fact, I have a little devil in me. Eden was very happy to see me, and said good evening to me. To the door of the room, I stopped her way, knowing this bit of news, she already knew enough, I looked at her, thought about it, and said, "There is one more thing, you can ask if there is anyone who wants to share the room with yo
I raised my eyebrows, "Yeah?" I tapped my hand twice on the tablet. After I got well I began to find excuses to stay away from her, I was afraid that if she came near me, or even if I saw her close to other people, I would develop different feelings. Growing up my dislike for her had become habitual, trying not to show up where she was present had become habitual, and after my mother's death I'd yelled at her so much, and then later when we'd fought over Alex, my dislike for her had become laughable. Although it didn't get worse, she was the closest to me in my senior year of high school except for Alanna, and made it strange that she often acted nasty and caring when she was clearly supposed to hate me. After waiting a few seconds, Celine ahs, "That's it?" It was no longer possible for me not to be attracted to her. Once on my way home, I found a place where no one was around and asked her why she was treating me like this and if she thought I was funny. "Yeah." She laughed,
Let's be together. But as the song goes, there are no ifs. I clenched my fists and took a step back, pushing her away.Shelby bone is a proud princess, then she mixed in the classmates pile of wind, very favoured, but also heard that there are that a few like her but do not dare to confess the small followers, their grades are mediocre, in the class into a ball, but compliance, who can not control. But I was more upset when she was upset. She gritted her teeth and grabbed my hand again. With the smile still on her lips, she looked at me and said, "Hey, you like me." It was just a light touch, and after letting her go, her expression was a little richer, surprised, confused, incredulous. I was going to pretend I wasn't there and not open the door, but I didn't expect her to send me a message saying she knew I was home. She pursed her lips and frowned at me. After a few seconds, I cursed in my mind, stepped forward, grabbed the collar of her shirt, and kissed her on the lips.
My fondness for her might have faded over time. As if she had heard an extremely like a joke, even exaggeratedly covering her stomach. She deflated and changed her shoes and came in, sitting very familiarly on the couch, picking up the fruit I had just washed on the table and trying to eat it. Shit, why the hell, all of this, it's on me. She wrapped her arms around her chest, "Why do you keep avoiding me." But as the song goes, there are no ifs.Shelby bone is a proud princess, then she mixed in the classmates pile of wind, very favoured, but also heard that there are that a few like her but do not dare to confess the small followers, their grades are mediocre, in the class into a ball, but compliance, who can not control. She put the fruit down, stood up, looked at me and asked back, "What do you mean!" I looked at Shelby with the microphone and wondered what kind of person she was. She gritted her teeth and grabbed my hand again. I exhale and stand still, waiting for her i
She was stunned by the question of whether it hurt or not, and I was also a little stunned. I didn't know why I used such a question as the beginning of our reconciliation.Her time was squeezed out, so early the next morning I went to the station to take her back. Because I was sleepy, I slept for half a day again. When I woke up, there was her message on my phone. She said she arrive.Shelby is the only accident in my life. So far, I have exposed all the good and bad things about myself in front of her.With her eyes closed and not wanting to care about anything, she turned sideways and played with my hair, making me more and more sleepy.After she finished it, her mood calmed down a lot. She looked up at me and asked, " Are you hungry ? Let's go out to eat.”That night we spread out all the problems we could think of to solve. She told me everything she wanted me to be like, and told her everything I wanted her to be like. Although there was some unpleasantness during the process,
When she finished, we remained silent for a few seconds, and I whispered her name.She was not surprised, but laughed: " I also think we are not suitable.” She listed: " We have no common hobbies, few common friends, our life circles are different, and our personalities are different. We have different ideas and different views, so we can’t talk about it at all.”The car drove for a long time, and I looked at her for a long time. After thinking wildly, she suddenly raised her hand and waved it twice in front of my eyes, suddenly scaring me.I don't want to take a shower first, so that she can't disturb me, and I can also make some mental preparations for myself.She thought for a moment: " Maybe during my sophomore year.”I felt my towel fall to the floor and cover my feet. I felt the screams of several children downstairs outside the window, and I felt the sound of the TV she turned on in the living room.I closed the door and turned to look at her. Because I didn't turn on the light