She Is Still Alive!

LYDIA'S POV:

The song from the high school musical played in my head as I took Nathaniel's hands as we reached the dance floor and I remembered each instruction given, so I was able to place my hand in the right places. The only problem was the song was slow and romantic, so Nathaniel just kept staring in my eyes intently, at first I stared right back but it was too intense.

“You're so beautiful, Lydia. I can't believe I almost lost you.” His voice was deep and serious. I wanted to argue with him, saying, "Who said you haven't?” But I kept my mouth shut seeing he had more to say.

“The other day, I felt extremely guilty after reading your book and hearing comments from your family. It was too much for me listening to all that but it was all so true. You have gone through so much because of me, can you ever be able to forgive me?”

I was genuinely tired of this topic especially coming from him but I could understand how he felt in some weird way.

“Nathaniel, I already stated that I forgi