This Evening

She left this house three weeks ago and did not return.

I miss her so much. Everywhere in the house I look I see something of her. She left her permanent mark in this household, it is impossible to be here without thinking of her. My princess, holder of my heart.

Sometimes I wake up startled in the middle of the night, it's like she's calling me in her soft voice. Then I hear her whisper that everything will be fine, I must be patient. Elena, my lawful wife, asked me last night what exactly is wrong with me, she noticed it when I got up at night to wash my face after such a night with Loraine in my dreams. I wouldn't call it a nightmare, because thinking of Loraine doesn't scare me, quite the contrary.

And today I'm back in our penthouse, sitting on the back terrace looking out over the city. Only thing is, I just can't enjoy the view this time, my heart is so heavy. Loraine is with Danner who made it out of the car accident alive, according to the papers he is sufferin