"Bilisan nyo dyan ah baka may gawin pa kayong kababalaghan." Pang-aasar ni Sam, vice-captain ng Silver Valley Volleyball Team, bago pa man iwanan si Karl at Andrew na nagpapalit pa ng damit sa club room.
Nagkatinginan naman ang dalawa with a silent conversation of Si vice-captain talaga kahit kailan.
"Karl." Tawag ni Andrew ng makalabas ang kanilang vice-captain sa club room.
"Hmm?" Busy naman si Karl sa pagpapalit ng kanyang pantalon.“I’ve changed my mind.” Wika ni Andrew tsaka na humarap ito kay Karl. "Why don’t you live with me for real?"
Napalingon naman si Karl kay Andrew na nakatitig na sakanya."What’s with the change of heart? I asked you about it so many times before pero sabi mo ayaw mo." Sagot naman ni Karl tsaka na nagsuot ito ng pamalit na t-shirt.Humarap naming muli si Andrew sa locker nya tsaka na nagpalit ng t-shirt. Matapos itong makapagpalit ay sinara nito ang locker nya. He then faces Karl again na nasa tabi lamang nito. "I just want to feel at ease. I’m having a bad feeling."“Bakit?” pagtatanong naman ni Karl, “What’s wrong?” tsaka na sinara din nito ang locker nya.
“I… I don’t know.” Napabuntong-hininga naman si Andrew. He hates this feeling of anxiousness.
"Hindi kaya nadadala ka lang sa pang-aasar nila Nelson?" pagtatanong naman ni Karl.Palagi kasing inaasar ang dalawa ng mga teammate nila. Para kasi silang linta sa isa’t isa, di mapaghiwalay. Kung nasaan si Karl, andoon lagi si Andrew. Kaya inaasar sila palagi na mag live-in na lang.
Umiling-iling naman si Andrew tsaka na hinawakan ang dulo ng tshirt ni Karl. "No Karl. I… I’m really having a bad feeling. I don’t know why but I just couldn’t help not to worry. I just really want you to stay with me. I don’t want to have a second not seeing you around… Please?"A smile was formed from Karl’s lips. He knows that Andrew was just anxious but he couldn’t help but to think Andrew is too cute when he begs like this.He pulled Andrew closer and hugs him tightly. "Alright Mr. Too Obsessed with me. You’ll see every bit of me in every seconds."
It was not hard for Karl to move to Andrew’s condo unit since it was not too far from the apartment he was settling in. At hindi na rin nya patatagalin pa na hindi lumipat doon dahil habang tumatakbo ang araw, lalo nyang napapansin na nagiging anxious si Andrew. He doesn’t want to lose that bright sunshine from his sun.
"What’s wrong?" Tanong ni Karl as he placed his arms around Andrew na nakaupo sa dulo ng higaan nila."Di ko alam kung pupunta ako." Sagot ni Andrew habang nakatitig sa kanyang phone.Napatingin naman si Karl sa phone ni Andrew. He saw an open chat between Andrew and a person named, Brad.
“Brad? Is he your friend from high school?” pagtatanong ni Karl.
Napatango naman si Andrew. “He’s inviting me over to attend our teammate’s death anniversary.”
"Death Anniversary?" muling pagtatanong nito.Napatango naman si Andrew. "I-It’s Ralph’s death anniversary." Andrew bitten his lower lip and paused for a second. "The last person before Emman who was killed by Allen. The one I talked to you about. His name was Ralph. He’s Emman’s bestfriend. Death Anniversary nya this coming Sunday."
"Don’t you want to go?" Napahawak naman ng mahigpit si Andrew sa phone nya sa tanong na iyon ni Karl."Never akong pumunta sa kahit anong death anniversary gatherings ng mga kaibigan ko. Even kay Emman. I... I..." Andrew then started to tremble.Niyakap naman ng mahigpit ni Karl si Andrew. "What are you afraid of?""I-I can’t face them. Lev, Ralph... Emman. They all died because of me." At di na napigilan ni Andrew na maiyak sa mga braso ni Karl.When Karl first heard about Allen, he thought that guy was a stupid jerk pero nung makwento na ni Andrew na may pinatay pa ito na dalawa nilang kaibigan bago pa si Emman, Karl was sure. Allen is a psychopath who’s too obsessed with Andrew.Nakwento din sakanya nila Troy at Nelson na ka teammates din ni Andrew nung highschool na muntikan magpakamatay si Andrew noon ng mawala si Emman. He received a year of therapy and was given medications for anxiety and depression. Umiinom din ito ng gamot na nagpapakalma sakanya and he’s still drinking those meds up until now. Buti na nga lang daw at mayaman ang pamilya ni Andrew. Their family is kind of influential so Andrew can receive all the treatments he needed.They told him na hindi pumupunta si Andrew sa lahat ng Death Anniversaries ng mga kaibigan nila and when he actually did one time for Emman’s 3rd death anniversary, nagkaroon ito ng episode of panic disorder."You don’t have to go. They will surely understand." Pag-a-assure ni Karl ditto."M-Maybe I can..." Tsaka na hinarap ni Andrew si Karl. "Will you go with me? I’m sure I’ll be fine kung kasama kita."
Karl brushes Andrew’s hair. "You don’t have to ask me. I’ll always stay with you."*****
"Isn’t 5 years too long already?" A man with a black beard wearing eyeglasses and a suit and tie asked the young man in front of him."5 years is not enough for the crime I did." The young man replied.The man with the eyeglasses nodded. "You are right. But everyone deserves chances and I believe you deserve one. You weren’t sent in the Juvenile for nothing."The man with the eyeglasses stood up from his seat and looked closely to the papers he’s holding. "For the past 5 years, all I heard was good things from all the delinquents here. Even those doctors and police na nakabase dito, they were impressed by your records considering those crimes you did. They believe you can go out from the prison." Naglakad pa ito patungo sa may dingding at sumandal dito. "I can say that you’ll mostly have a 90% chance of released.""Are you sure you are letting me out?" The young man asked with a smile plastered on his face."Andreeeeeeeeeeew!!!!!!!" Sigaw ng lalakeng may blonde at spiky hair ng makita nito si Andrew sa di kalayuan na kasama sila Karl, Nelson, at Troy. Agad itong tumakbo patungo dito with his arms wide na ready ng yakapin si Andrew. "Terry-" agad namang naputol ang pag bati ni Andrew sa kaibigan ng humarang si Karl.He was stretching his long right arm forward with his palm up-front enough para mahawakan nito ang dibdib ni Terry at mapigilan ito sa tuluyang pagyakap kay Andrew."What the he-" Pero agad na tumigil si Terry ng makita nito ang mukha ni Karl with his sharp eyes and cold gaze. “Andrew!” Isa pang lalake with dark chocolate brown hair ang lumapit kila Andrew. And after him, tatlo pang lalake ang sumulpot smiling widely kay Karl na matagal na nilang di nakikita.“Karl, sya nga pala si Will. Sya yung vice-captain namin sa dati naming volleyball team nung highschool.”
“Nandito na ba si Andrew?” Pagtatanong ni Karl ng makarating ito sa club room. “Di ba sya nagsabi sayo?” Pagtatanong naman ni Sam na nagpapalit ng t-shirt. Umiling naman si Karl. “Isa yang masamang pangitain.” Agad namang napalingon si Karl sa umakbay sakanya. “Pag nagsimula ng hindi magsabi sayo ang tao ibig sabihin may iba-“ agad naman syang napatigil sa sasabihin nya ng binato ito sa mukha ng bola ni Dale, captain ng Silver Valley Volleyball Team, na nagpapalit din ng t-shirt sa tabi ni Sam. “Imbis na kung ano-ano ang sabihin mo dyan Troy, magpalit ka na!” sigaw ni Dale sakanya. Napatawa naman ng malakas si Nelson. “Kung ano-ano kasing pinagsasabi mo dyan, akala mo naman relate ka!” Pang-aasar nito na nasa likod lamang ni Troy. “Ikaw talagang asungot ka“ wika nito tsaka na aakmang aabutin si Nelson pero agad na tuma
“Totoo ba?” pagtatanong ng isang estudyante sa classmate nito. “Yep. Narinig ko kay Dad. The case was so famous 5 years ago.” Sagot naman ng classmate nito. Nakuha ang attention ni Andrew ng mga nag-uusap nyang classmates sa harapan. “5 years ago” ringed on his ear like an alarm. An alarm that he doesn’t want to hear but still rings no matter how he tries to ignore it. He couldn’t help but listen to what they’re gossiping about. “He killed three people but since he was still a minor back then, dinala sya sa Juvenile center.” Pagdudugtong ng classmate nito. “OMG nakakatakot.” Tsaka na niyakap nito ang sarili habang nakikinig sa kwento ng classmate nila. “Bakit pinalaya?” tanong naman ng isa pa nilang classmate. “Sabi ni Dad, maganda daw ang records. They think the guy was cured. And you wouldn’t believe i
Kakatapos lamang ni Karl mag-shower ng madatnan nya si Andrew na nakatayo sa tapat ng bintana. He was leaning sideways against the glass window with a worried expression. Napansin naman ni Karl ito kaya agad nya itong nilapitan.“Okay ka lang?” yapos ni Karl mula sa likod ng kasintahan.“I’m fine.” Sagot naman ni Andrew, pero bakas sa tono nito na may bumabagabag sakanya.Agad namang pumasok sa isip ni Karl ang payo sakanya ni Sam. Alam nyang malimit kung magkwento si Andrew sakanya pero ika nga ni Sam, walang masama kung sasabihin nya na bumabagabag ito sakanya.“Andrew…” Karl murmured against Andrew’s head. “Don’t you trust me?” he added na agad na nagpalingon kay Andrew sakanya.“What are you talking about?” tsaka na hinaplos ni Andrew ang kanang pisngi ni Karl. He looked Karl i
“What are those?” pagtatanong ni Andrew ng maupo ito sa kabilang silya habang nakatingin kay Karl na kaharap ang mga nakapatong na notebooks at intermediate papers sa lamesa.“Ahh, mga notes to ni vice-captain nung 3rd year sya, pinahiram nya sakin.” Sagot naman ni Karl.“Hmm, that’s so nice of him.”Napangiti naman si Karl as he read on Sam’s notes. Same si Karl at Sam ng course kaya naman malapit din sya dito. Unlike sa iba nilang teammates, Sam is that one varsity student na hindi lang talent sa sports ang meron pero may angking talino din. That’s why as much as possible gusto ni Sam na makatulong sa teammates nya, not just in volleyball but also in academics.Habang binabasa ni Karl ang mga notes ni Sam ay napansin nitong natahimik si Andrew. Napatingin sya dito at nakitang nakatulala ito patuon sa kanyang ginagawa.&ldquo
Black and white symbolize a lot of things in life. Black represents evil, darkness, night, and despair. It's the color used to convey certainty and authority, and when used in opposition with white, it's a symbol of the eternal struggle between day and night, good and evil, and right and wrong. These two colors also represent mourning, purity and perfection of the deceased person's spirit. In the hall, everyone wears either of the two color. Each person coming in and out of the hall has sadness, misery, or even regret in their faces. May iba na nakatulala, trying to grasp everything. May iba naman na umiiyak at labis ang pagdadalamhati sa yumao nilang kamag-anak o kaibigan. Other visitors are questioning kung sino ang walang-awa na kumuha sa buhay ng isang inusente, positibo, at pala-kaibigan na si Sam. Lahat ng nakakakilala sakanya, walang maisip kung sinong may hinanakit o nakaaway nito. If anything, mas kilala si Sam bilang isang tao na gagawin ang lahat pa
It was already two days ago ng nilibing si Sam and three days ago mula ng nawala si Karl. Matapos ang bente-kwatro oras na paghahanap sakanya ng kanyang teammates at mga kamag-anak, minabuti na nilang i-report ito sa pulisya. He was then tagged as a missing person and they have carried a search since then. Allen Sanchez was also deemed to be the primary suspect for his disappearance and was also considered being the person behind Sam’s death. “Is it really alright for us to gather like this?” pagtatanong ni Herbert habang nakaupo ito sa isang upuan sa loob ng café. He looked around cautiously, then immediately lowered his head and whispered,“Isn’t Allen Sanchez still on loose?” Napatingin naman sakanyang sila Nelson at Troy na nasa harapan nya. Nakaupo ang mga ito sa tapat nya. Sa tabi naman ni Herbert ay si Dale na mukhang nahawa sa pagiging alerto ni Herbert
A night sky full of blotted stars could have been so calming and satisfying to the eyes. But for this night, the sky is beige, awful, and weeping. The vengeful clouds blindfolded the stars, throwing its sorrow waters down to the land. And for every drop it falls, tears are being washed away from Andrew’s face as if hindering to console his emotions overflowing with hate and guilt upon himself. The drops of rain slowly wiped the bloodstains on his white shirt out, leaving only a few traces. His breath was unsteady and his legs were trembling from the combination of cold and perhaps from the rush he made of the warehouse heading to the place where his mind takes him. He was no longer wearing any shoes. His pants were grubby on their knees from the constant stumbling and falling on the ground. At one last turn, he stepped on the grass, falling on his knees in front