I want to die.
Can I die now?
I am so embarrassed right now!
Oliver is inside my apartment and he is cooking for me. Again!
“Aren’t you tired from work?” I asked.
“Nope I feel refresh whenever I see you” He is not looking at me but I know he is smiling.
Damn it! I am so in love with him. I understand what really love is because now I experiencing it. All this things are new to me that I don’t know how to handle.
I am just waiting for him to finish cooking because he said that we should eat together.
“You want some sushi?” He asked.
“Yes, please” I answered him. Sushi is not my favorite but at least that food is exactly my taste.
I don’t know what he is doing because I am facing his back. I am also too shy to peek at him so I sit still and watch only his back.
I can’t help but to get shy all over again remembering what he just told me ea
Jesse's I woke up early and I stare outside the window of our apartment. I barely see any cars and people outside. Of course who would want to go outside when there is a terrifying and deadly virus that spreading? I leave my bed and head to the kitchen to make myself a coffee. While making, I saw that there is no more coffee bean in the cabinet. Well after I drink this, I will buy a coffee. I sit on my sofa and I feel a little cold. I blushed when I remember what happened yesterday and I remembered that I am only wearing a boxers. Anyways, it is only 5 in the morning. Before, I always waking up so late because I am so tired of work and I am lacking of sleep but now, because of this pandemic there are many company that closes and the other people are being quarantine and held up in their work. Oliver and I are lucky enough because we still have our work and the company agreed that we can work at home. Also the other day
Today is Monday. Yeah Monday, the day where all the employees should start to work and today Oliver left very early. He is the Chief Editor of the publishing company where I published my own works. He is very busy that he can’t even say good morning to me in person because is in a hurry. I am not mad or anything, I am just worried that he can’t even eat his breakfast because of too much obedience. Might as well I start to work, I don’t want to disappoint Oliver because he is very kind to me. Wait I forgot to check my latest work on the bookstore. I am curious if they are buying my so-boring book. I’ll eat outside later for my breakfast after I check the bookstore who bought copies of my books. But the thing is… I forgot what is that store. Hmmm. I remember it sounds like Novel but I forgot the whole name! Well I’ll eat first maybe I am too hungry too recall its name. So I decided to take a
Today is Monday. Yeah Monday, the day where all the employees should start to work and today Oliver left very early. He is the Chief Editor of the publishing company where I published my own works. He is very busy that he can’t even say good morning to me in person because is in a hurry. I am not mad or anything, I am just worried that he can’t even eat his breakfast because of too much obedience. Might as well I start to work, I don’t want to disappoint Oliver because he is very kind to me. Wait I forgot to check my latest work on the bookstore. I am curious if they are buying my so-boring book. I’ll eat outside later for my breakfast after I check the bookstore who bought copies of my books. But the thing is… I forgot what is that store. Hmmm. I remember it sounds like Novel but I forgot the whole name! Well I’ll eat first maybe I am too hungry too recall its name. So I decided to take a
“Uh, you are staring too much Jesse” She said. I came back with my senses when she said it. “Sorry you are really too familiar to me, I don’t know where and when.” I blurted out. She’s the one who’s staring at me now. Then she raised her eyebrows, like she can’t believe it. “Really? Well maybe you saw on TV or YouTube channels because I frequently got interviewed with sir Klein” She stated and the most irritating thing she said is Oliver’s last name. I know it is Oliver she’s referring to Mr. Klein. She said it with daydreaming eyes like she has a huge crush at my boyfriend. Arrg. Why am I getting so angry about this little thing, but she’s pretty and I don’t have a reason to say that she’s not good for Oliver. “Oh I remember now.” I said. Yeah I finally where did I saw her. She exits in the car of Oliver before, the reason why I got angry and a fever before. Wait I need to escape here because I feel a bad feeling about
“Hey, Welcome back!” I said when I opened the door. Matthew is with Zeus. “Thank you! You are really the best!” Matthew said and he hugged me. They entered and I led then to the kitchen where the food I cook is. “I know you are hungry so you should eat first” I suggested. I am excited to what is their reaction. Matthew’s mouth is watering (just kidding lol) when he saw the different food lying in the table. The plate are also in their right places so it is totally done. “You cook it all?” Matthew asked. Then he sat in the chair. Zeus followed him and he sat beside him while me are just sitting waiting for their reaction. “Yes, please eat” I said. Crab is not the only food I cook. I also cook sinigang, a Filipino dish. I just add a little surprise at the sinigang, heheh. They place the rice on the plate and start eating. “Wow! You’ve improve! Thank you so much for the wonderful meal Jess!” Matthew
I’m so busy at work and I am so tired when I got home. I never have a proper date or a lot of time for my boyfriend but I hope he will never turn his eyes away from me. Honestly, I am scared that he will leave me again because I can’t give him time so here I am cooking and preparing food for us. I want us to have a simple dinner date inside my apartment. Jesse is surprised when I told him that we are going to have a dinner date, well I also got taken aback a little to myself because this is the first time I spend lots of effort on a person. I don’t even cook for my parents. It’s only Jesse, I know because he broke down my walls and made me weak for him. “Can you wait because I will cook our food?” I asked Jesse who is in the middle of spacing out. “Huh? Uh sure! Where will I wait?” He asked. I laugh. He is too cute! I mean, of course, he would be surprised because I just suddenly told him that I want to have a dinner date with
The night was long and I don’t want Jesse to get home already but he has to sleep because I know we are both tired from our work or maybe I can ask him to sleep here instead. Well I should try maybe he will agree. After washing the dishes I found Jesse sitting in the sofa with closed eyes. I know he is tired but I want to ask him still. “Hey, Jesse I have a question” I said then he opened his eyes and he looked at me with questioning looks. “Well, instead of going back to your own apartment, do you like to sleep here?” I ask. I want him to sleep here but the decision is still on him. He looked at me with flustered look and he is shock. Why? I just ask him to sleep here. I want to wake up and the first thing I will see in the morning is his face. “Uhm, I uh. I want to accept it but I still have a lot of things to do and I don’t want to bother you so, maybe the other time?” He said still with flustered expression. I am a little sad but o
Alexandra's POV Since 1st-yearcollege Oliver and I were classmates. We both have the same classes and subject, actually we took the culinary course but we ended up not getting the work related to culinary arts. And the most shocking thing is we are both accepted to the same company where are we working right now. I always think that Oliver really wants to be close to me but too shy to ask because I am a girl. You know, a fact about Oliver is that he never smiled at anyone including me. Well if we’ve done a good job he’s smiling though. He is also super kind because he is always helping me in my job and guiding me. And even though he is really a cold person, he still has a soft attitude. That’s why I like him and I will do all my best to make him feel that. But the saddest thing I heard this morning is that he is dating someone. Never thought I will have heartache for a person I like since then. I wish it was me who can make him smile lik