I have never been kissed like that before
My body is still buzzing from the way you touched me…
You made me feel delicate, precious and strong at the same time…
It makes me want to kiss you for the rest of my life.
(I know that’s not possible.)
But I know I would be happy…
-Adira
I read the text Adira sent me last night for the 100th time this morning. I can’t stop smiling at the words she wrote. I feel the same way she does, that kiss was different. I could feel her let me in, she wasn’t holding back and it felt amazing.
I woke up happy this morning, last night was magical. Everything was different, the way we touched each other, he way we kissed. I can tell we moved forward in big way.
I can only imagine what it would feel like if she let go of all her fear and let hers
The breeze makes Adira’s hair fly around her, she smiles at me through the lens taking my breath away. I snap a few pictures of her beautiful face. I’ve wanted to take pictures of her from the moment I saw her. I wanted to capture her beauty and keep it forever. The ocean behind her makes her look majestic; she looks like she belongs here. The waves sloshing behind her give the pictures a depth that is incredible. I want to touch her and bring the same beauty I feel around her to me. But at the same time I don’t want to ruin the moment. Now that I’m here doing just that I’m lost for words, this girl is beautiful. She has the kind of beauty no one can deny. She doesn’t have to try hard; her smile alone is life changing. She looks even more beautiful when she’s frustrated. She been like this from the time I took my camera out and started taking pictures of her. She complained she looks too plain, and then she complained she looks too ugly and now she’s
“You look beautiful tonight.” Simon says intertwining my fingers with his. The warmth of his hand seeps through my body a nice contrast to the cool night air. I breathe slowly, enjoying the atmosphere. We walk up from the parking to a gate in the far distance. I breathe in the evening air, smiling at how happy I’ve been this whole weekend. We had so much fun at the beach, once I got over my awkwardness I started to enjoy Simon taking pictures of me. He made me feel so special. I’ve never gotten so much attention from one human being. It feels good to be catered to, adored and taken care of. Thank you.” I say feeling my face get warm. I smile looking up at him, I feel like the most beautiful woman in the world next to him. “Thank you for bringing me here.” I say and he smiles at me like he won the lottery. Tonight we’re back in Simon’s world he’s taking me to the town’s art walk. The mayor hosts a street art exhibition once a month in the city cen
“How have you been man?” Charlie asks Simon from across a dinner table. He insisted we have dinner with him after he ran into us at the art walk. He claimed Simon owes him a meal after he ghosted him for their entire high school life.He’s been badgering Simon with stories about their childhood since we sat down. He’s not even giving Simon a moment to talk. This whole conversation is weird and intense. I can tell they are not as friendly as they one would think.Apparently these two stopped being friends out of the blue. Charlie believes Simon turned his back on him when he found new friends and got popular in school. I don’t know what happened but I do know I don’t like Charlie at all; he has an air about him that makes me uncomfortable. He keeps looking at me with so much interest, he doesn’t care that Simon is sitting right next to me. He’s being creepy and I don’t like it.I’ve met so many men
“Thank you for meeting me.” I say smiling at my Adira. She nods but she doesn’t smile back. “I appreciate you giving me this opportunity to talk to you. I know I don’t deserve your consideration after what I did.” I say and she looks at me her face devoid of any reaction.“I didn’t want to show up but your mother made me do it so…” Adira says annoyed but she’s trying to mask it. I nod looking at her apologetically but I don’t mean that shit. I’m just doing it because my mother said I have to do it. She is forcing me to beg Adira to take me back in. And I’m doing it because I hate living with Phil. If it wasn’t for that I would have told Adira to go and die.“Thank you for being so understanding.” I say and she nods. “I just want to start by saying I’m sorry for the way I‘ve been treating you. You opened yo
Chloe (After the meeting with Adira)“What did Adira say?” Phil says when I opne the door to his apartment. I sight at the sight of it. All the stress and tiredness of the day weigh on my shoulders. I hate coming back to this, there no feeling of being home. There’s so much dirt that it feels like I’m sleeping in the streest.He never cleans.He has chlotes all over the floor, his bed is not made. This apartment is too small fro it to be this messed up. The dirt in the kitchen overflows to the livin\bedroom areas. You can’t see what’s what.I hang my coat on the door handle and close it. I wear this coat at work; I don’t want it to take on the smell of the apartment. I would hate to smell bad at work.“She said no.” I say and he throws a tshirt across the room in anger. I look at it fly in the air and land on a pile of papers. I can’t believe we’ve been l
Adira “Chloe? What’s wrong?” I say running up to my sister. She’s gripping the door handle to my building. Her body is hunched over like shes in pain. She starts crying as soon as I say her name. Her cries come in loud dry heaves.I look at her face and realize she’s been crying for a while. Her face is red and swollen; the tea stains on her face are dry.Tonight was supposed to be a relaxing and forgetting all my troubles. Simon and I had a great day and we were planning to end it with one of his amazing dinners. This is not what I imagined I’d come home to. I just stepped out to go get ice cream and I come home to this?What happened between the time sne ans I met to now? Where the hell is that stupid boyfriend of hers? Why does she look like she’s dying? Why is she out her in the dark alone? I want to shake her hard for putting herself in this p
Chloe “Are you ready to get going?” Adira asks when she gets out of her bedroom. I look at the open door in anticipation. I wonder what Simon is going to say when he walks out. He was so kind to me yesterday; it felt nice to have someone care for me like that. He made sure I was fed, he drove Adira and I to the doctor. It was such a huge contrast to the way Phil treated me.I chose to have my breakfast at the kitchen island so I can have a great view of him when he walks out of the bedroom. I used to have my breakfast in my room when I first came here but today is different. I want to talk to Simon. I didn’t want to miss the opportunity to see him.I want to ask Adira where he is but I don’t want her to set her alarms off. I noticed how alert she she is when I’m around Simon. She knows she can’t let her guard down. But I fear she’s wasting her time and energy. Being vigila
Adira “What’s wrong?” Chloe asks getting into the car. She closes the door looking at me with so much concern on her face. I smile to make her calm down; I don’t know why she’s looking at me like the world is five to ending.“Nothing is wrong.” I say and she looks at me unconvinced. Where is this sudden concern and worry coming from?“Then why are you here?” She asks looking at me like I’m lying. “You never pick me up from work. Why are you picking me up today?” She asks staring at me. I start the car and we leave.“I want us to go talk to dad.” I say and she looks at me shocked. She quickly looks out the window hiding her face. I don’t have to see her face to know she’s annoyed with me.“I didn’t think you meant to go talk to him today. You didn’t sound like you were going to do it today