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Sixty: Harsh Reality?
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ILLICIT AFFAIRS Sixty-One: Love
LISAHis hand didn't leave mine and he didn't attempt to step up position on the floor and I could only stare at him with wide eyes because I couldn't fathom a thing. I couldn't fathom why he was doing this."What are you doing, Axel?""I wish I knew," he smiled a bitter smile, "but I just knew I'd be damned if I allow you to walk through that door without letting you know how I feel."I thought my heart had reached the maximum level for how fast it could beat but why did pick race again? Why was it beating so much that I feared it would burst out of its rib cage?Without letting me know how he feels? How does he feel?"I don't know, Red, I should ask you because what have you done to me? Why can't I stop thinking about you?" He asked me, eyes boring into mine and filled with so many emotions that I couldn't even start to decipher them.He can't stop thinking about me?"I can't stop thinking about you, Red, I see you when I close my eyes, when I open them, I see you in every girl, e
ILLICIT AFFAIRS Sixty-Two: A couple or something like that
LISAI woke up feeling refreshed as I'd never felt before. For a minute after I woke up, I was disconnected and lost because I didn't understand where I was. The white walls and interiors didn't feel familiar at all and I was immediately discombobulated before I remembered that I had slept over in Axel's house and I had woken up in his bed. I don't remember ever waking up in someone else's bed.I smiled in contentment as I stretched on the bed and I expected my hand to meet the solid frame that was Axel's body but my hands met nothing. Sleep cleared from my eyes and I looked around the room to find him gone. I stood up and my first check was in the bathroom but he wasn't there. I quickly freshened up before going out of the bathroom and I went in search of him. The smell of fresh toast and brewing coffee immediately assaulted my nose when I stepped out of the bathroom and I took a deep breath to inhale the scent deeply. I started to walk in the direction the aroma was coming from a
ILLICIT AFFAIRS Sixty-Three: Lovestruck
LISAAxel IvanovAxel.Ivanov.That guy had incinerated every part of being, leaving only what I feel for him and the memories of us together in its wake. It's been three days since that night at his house and it's been nothing more than euphoric bliss.I've been thinking about him a lot.In fact, he was the only one I'd been thinking about.Here I was again, I was sitting in front of my vanity and I was supposed to be getting ready but guess who was getting all distracted because of the thoughts of Axel? Me!I don't know where we were headed, especially since we have to keep things under the wrap for now but damn, thinking about Axel was making me warm and fuzzy and I just can't get him off my mind. He's like a virus taking over my body in the best possible way, but this virus was dangerous, and I still fucking love it.I know what we're doing is risky but we couldn't control our feelings and who would have thought that there'd be one day when I'd feel this way about Axel?I was supp
ILLICIT AFFAIRS Sixty-Four: Surprise?
I'd never gotten used to parting ways with Tana once we arrived at the lecture halls, but I returned her small wave as she walked away because I knew I'd see her real soon.The wind was having a field day, blowing through rustling leaves and ruining my perfectly laid hair as I walked toward my lecture hall.I loved the weather, but it had its unpleasant quirks, ones that made it somewhat annoying.After walking in long strides to avoid unnecessary chit-chat with passersby, not like I’d ever involve myself in conversing with anyone in the first place, I was finally seated right in time for the lecture.As if on cue, the lecturer waltzed in a few minutes after I'd set up my laptop and greeted the class casually.The lecture went by in a breeze mostly because I was immersed and intrigued enough to enjoy every bit of it, I loved being a brilliant mind in the tech space.The lecturer left the class with a few students trailing behind him and badgering him with questions, while I stayed put
ILLICIT AFFAIRS Sixty-Five: More Surprise
LISAI enjoyed the ride so much because Devin played one of my favorite love song medleys the whole way, I'm certain Axel tipped him on my music taste, he knew exactly how to make a girl giddy in love.We pulled into a park shortly and I felt the car coming to a halt, I was staring out the window in awe since I'd never had the opportunity to spend a day at a park, and somehow my inner child felt seen and understood.My Childhood memories were an endless loop of violent and tedious training sessions with men thrice my age because my family put the mafia's organization before everything else and I was no exception.I stared out the window like a child watching the ice cream man's truck drive by, I'd dreamt of visiting a park someday but I had no idea it would feel like an out-of-body experience when I finally did."Ma'am, we're here" Devin's voice broke through my thoughts as he opened his door and walked towards mine."Thank you so much, Devin, I enjoyed the ride- and the music" I wink
ILLICIT AFFAIRS Sixty-Six: Love Love Love
LISA"I'll be your lover and server for the day mademoiselle," he said teasingly as he rose from his seat across me.I blushed so hard, I must've looked as red as a freshly harvested tomato.He shot me a low sultry glance as he noticed my blush and I looked away shyly while he opened the picnic baskets to reveal mouth-watering mini shrimp rolls which I assumed would serve as appetizers.God, this man was a genius."Here, beautiful." He handed me a small saucer with three mini shrimp rolls and curtseyed like an actual waiter making me laugh.No matter how many times he called me beautiful, I'd always feel my heart skip because I truly felt seen, beautiful, and whole in his presence."Why, thank you handsome" I made sure the compliment sounded like a tease since he was intentionally being one as well.I grabbed a mini shrimp roll and stuffed it in my mouth, it tasted just as amazing as it looked and I knew I was in for a picnic I'd never forget."Wine?" He asked as the cork of the Caber
ILLICIT AFFAIRS Sixty Seven: Beautiful Love
As every minute passed, I realized that there was nowhere else I'd rather be than Axel, and in a way that scared me while equally making my heart race.I was having what would easily count as the best day of my life while I watched him make small talk and smile at his weird jokes, and as you'd expect I smiled in return because I was paying more attention to him rather than the words leaving his mouth.Every movement, every feature, every flaw, every detail, and every single thing about Axel appealed to me in a way that almost seemed obsessive, but knowing that he was just as in love with me brought me an unmatched relief."Lisa? Lisa? Babe?" His deep voice barely broke through my thoughts."Yeah?" I replied absent-minded, still trying to push past my thoughts and focus on what he was saying."Are you having a good time love? You've been so quiet" His brows furrowed in confusion as he stared at me trying to deduce my mood based on my expression."I'm having the time of my life, I'm qui
ILLICIT AFFAIRS Sixty-Eight: Lovemaking And Impending Doom
LISAWe walked into the house with our arms intertwined and I kept bumping into him slightly as we went up the stairs that led to his room. I loved that being tipsy made me bolder yet I would be able to savor every moment because I was perfectly sane.We'd barely even entered his room when his mouth was suddenly on mine and he was kissing me. He kissed me slowly, not the ferocious one that I was used to from him, as if he was trying to savor this moment. It was a very slow kiss, one full of passion, like communication of souls, like he was enjoying doing this and it just wasn't foreplay or build-up to sex for him. I couldn't get used to this; couldn't get used to the fact that Axel was kissing me as if I was a treasure, a trophy, and not just someone he was with for the sake of kissing alone. I moaned into his mouth at the intensity of the pleasure his tongue was invoking in me, and the sound caused his hand to tighten around my neck as he dug his hips into me so I'd feel the budge
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