CHAPTER 45

I'm Sorry

(Amber POV)

<5 months later>

"Zy, Zy, you're big now. I can't carry you anymore and you can't be taken out of your cage. Maybe you'll run away and what else will happen to you if you did," I whispered to my pet Vazzy while feeding him.

I would have planned to just take Zy to the dog shelter or where he can be taken care of because I only remember what I did to Vaz then with him every time I see him. But I loved him so much I couldn't keep him away from me. Zy is my only memory of Vaz somehow.

How can I forgive myself? Fear is what I feel. Loneliness, I'm used to it, but this feeling of guilt, there is no way I could escape.

I was nervous when the doorbell rang. I stood up and looked in the direction of the gate.

Manong Kulas just left. Who could it be? I also did not call delivery food or supplies.

I locked Vazzy's cage tightly and walked to the gate.

I peered through the crack of the gate.

I was s