Stupid feelings and memories

Aria walked back into the sitting room with mixed feelings; on one hand, she was glad that Triple J now had respect for her, he no longer saw her as an object for satisfaction, a sex toy, but then she was also sad that he had decided not to be intimate with her till he regained his memory.

She was sad and scared for two reasons; the first was that she wished she didn’t have to wait that long to be back in his arms, she didn’t even know how long this would take; what if it took months for him to regain his memory? So she wouldn’t be able to get close to him till that time? Now she wished more than ever for his memory to return.

And that led to her next fear; what if his memories returned and then he went back to his old self? What if he for whatever reasons he had back then, didn’t like or respect her anymore? What if he finally remembers and then everything is ruined again. She was scared of losing this new him, after getting to love him so deeply in the past two weeks, she didn’t kno