Anna took a step back , her face pale while her lower lip wobbled "Fine , then good luck with that tub of fat blob !"
If it was before I would have remained silent and acted like it didn't bother me that much; because as long as Anna couldn't sense that Bella mattered to me that much she wouldn't continue insulting her but not today ..Because today I wasn't up to listening her bullshit and she knew it better than anyone how much Bella meant to me .
" Let me explain something " I rumbled rage and anger pouring from my body " I'm not here to chat , nor I'm here to listen to your pathetic woes , I'm here to get facts out of you and you are going to give me those facts that I want right now or else I'm gonna destroy you and everything that matters to you "
Now Anna looked a bit afraid . I didn't blame her , it was impossible not to feel terrified when I was glaring at her with homicida
" Bella " after we were done eating our happy meal , Chris gunned his Chevy and pulled us out of the parking lot ." Don't " I knew what he wanted to say but honestly , I didn't want to hear it , not now when I was feeling so emotionally exhausted and empty ." I need to say it ... " said Chris glancing at me side ways while he was half focusing on the road"Not now Chris " I shook my head" But I gotta tell you how sorry , I'm ...I shouldn't have done that , hell I should have stopped the bullying when it started ....what I'm trying to say I am sorry , For acting like an ass "" Woah did you just apologized to me ?" I casted him an odd look . I was pretty sure that Chris hadn't apologised to anyone since he was five. Thanks to our mother who had pampered him rotten , Chris grew up much
It was past midnight and I was still tossing and turning in my bed, now that Chris was gone and I was done with my homework, there was no more distractions for me to keep Jacob out of my head . Pangs of hurt and regret had my heart aching , I knew that after what he had done , I should be done with him. And the so called rumours that Chris just told me should have been enough to let me know that I should create some distance between him and I , however , as contrasted as it sounded , I was even more curious , I wasn't disgusted by those rumours . Though I did sincerely hoped that whatever Chris told me were nothing more than rumours but my stomach was still twisted with disgust , I threw the cover over my head and rolled closer to the wall . I had picked up that there was something wasn't quiet right with Jacob's family especially when I heard that Mrs Knight had physically abused Annabeth until she was traumatised but I had never considered this . Against my better judgment , I fel
" I can fix this let me fix this please " Jacob pleaded" Why ?" finally I couldn't withstand his pleading, something ugly , something that had been waiting to get out for the entire day , snapped in me " so you can fuck it all again ? What do you think I am Jake ? I'm human ! I'm made of skin and sinew , not fucking steel and iron , I didn't strap on iron man suit every fucking time you hurt me ? I feel hurt ! Do you think I can survive the blow again and again ? "My heart ached at the pained expression of his , Jacob was looking at me like I sucker punched him in the gut . Urge to soothe him bubbled inside me but I shove it down right at the back of my head , Jacob was hurting but I was hurting as well maybe even worse than him." please , this will be the last time " he
♡ Jacob ♡My rational side screamed at me to let Bella go , to step out her way and talk to her after she gets a little more calmer . Atleast she hadn't thrown her books at my face like yesterday night when I refused to leave her room but my stubbornness didn't want me to let her leave , it was real damn hard to have her this close to me but not being able to touch her ." Alright , I will let you go but then after you are done with your classes , you will have lunch with me this afternoon "" Yeah I totally love to go on a lunch date with my ex boyfriends " her sea green eyes hardened as she pursed her lips and stared at me like I was some lunatic that ran out of the asylum .I didn't put her right , that I was her only boyfriend , now ex boyfriend ( the jury is still out on that , because I sure wasn't taking that title on my head ) and I will b
" Oh my god , what have you done to yourself ?" Greta literally shrieked her head off as if an abdominal snowman was standing in front of her rather than her own granddaughter , freakfuckingtastic .I was pretty sure that Greta and I was meeting each other for the first time in the last six or seven years , the last time I saw her was when she came to ' grace ' us with her presence at my nanna 's funeral - and I have hated her since then ." Good to see you too , Greta " ignoring her hair raising scream , I gave her a cheery smile like her stupid comments didn't bother me at all .And , Greta didn't like it at all . She didn't like me either which could be the only explanation why she was looking at me like I was a dung beetle crawling out of well whatever ." you look so - I don't even have words for you anymore , Bella …Jesus , what is your mother feeding you ? You look like that stupid big white robot " gasped Greta a
♡ Jacob ♡This wasn't what I expected Conan to say and I wasn't sure whether or not I wanted to hear it." You like her Jake , you really like her , like her for what she is , you don't ask anything of her in return , you just like her - I mean like her , Like " Conan emphasised the word like as if I couldn't hear it clearly " I have never seen you acting so possessive and jealous , you have never been so hot for someone before not even Mila , But right now you would definitely punch any guy who approach Bella in your absence "He was wrong I would definitely not punch that guy , I will fucking obliterate him ." If this was anyone else , I wouldn't have bothered about them at all but its you , and you have more issues than a normal playboy . If I don't give you a push in the right direction you might take the trail down the wrong path and you will regret it " wincing slightly Conan scrubbed his face with his hands " that's w
" Oh come on Kyle we are having so much fun , why do you have to ruin it like that ? "I offered with a gleeful smile " You and I both know that Jacob Knight does not date "" what's with that runny eyes expression " he asked looking up from the foam covering dishes" what runny eyes ?"" That's the expression you make when you don't want to talk about something " said Kyle all too wisely , like he knew me like the back of his hand and maybe he did , we have been working together for like three years and this much time was enough for someone to understand a person's habits ."I'm not making runny eyes but you are right I don't want to talk about Jacob right now " or ever , Jacob Knight had ruthlessly clawed out my heart and had eaten it for a snack , I couldn't even imagine a decent scenario where I would be willing to forgive him . He had proven to me that he might be an excellent person to waste your time with but if you were look
" Don't move " said Jacob from behind , if there wasn't an angry highly Likely poisonous snake in front of me , I would have definitely responded with a snappish retort something like ' yeah , Like I can -' you know what forget it , because I was so petrified that I could no longer think straight . I had seen snakes before but we had a rather thick glass acting as a barrier before , never have I seen a snake up so closely . And the fact that I was down right scared of slimy , ugly reptiles like the one in front of me - my legs have turned jelly , I couldn't move even if I wanted to run shrieking my head off . " stop clutching on the door so tightly Bella , I can't pry your fingers off the latch " still whispering Jacob tried to remove my fingers from the door latch , on which I was clutching on with a death grip. " I can't " I moaned , I didn't know how I even made a sound when my entire heart seemed to be lodged in my throat .