I admitted I felt great when Kayler said he was going to take care of me. In other circumstances, I would have been very grateful, but this boy had a girlfriend, the mean girl Paige.
The strange thing was, I didn't know him well, and it was the first time we talked to each other. Before this, only our gazes had met but I couldn't keep looking into his eyes for long because his eyes are so deep, so ... attractive. Just one gaze, for one moment, but he made me feel like I had known him for years. I felt like I wanted to believe in him, just like he said ... he would protect me.
Kayler's car stopped in front of my house, we were silent for a long time.
"Well... bye." I unbuckled my belt and opened the door.
Should I thank him for bringing me? In the end, he was the one who forced me into his car. I opened my mouth wanting to say something but he beat me to it.
"A 'Thank You' for bringing you home would be a nice way to say bye." Kayler looked at me through the open door.
"I was going to say it," I replied, gave him a smile, and closed the door.
As I walked to my front door, I heard Kayler stall his car. I turned around and see he got out of his car and walked over to me with his hands tucked into his front pockets.
"Where are you going? I asked, frowning. I had not invited him to my house. He stepped in front of me with a mocking smile I'd like to snap off.
"I'll accompany you ..." he crossed his arms and look at my frowned eyebrows, "Hey, what's that look for? I would be jumping into emotions. Do you know how many girls kill for just one word from me?" He said in an arrogant tone, "Just appreciate, Miss Lane, show some respect."
Kayler walked to the door and wait for me to open it like he was the one who lived there.
"But I'm not those girls, you idiot!" I snapped and opened the door. I knew I should send him away but part of me wanted him to stay. It was like with him I could feel safe. Yeah, that is it. I just didn't want to be alone in the forest.
Kayler entered the house and looked around. I put my backpack on the sofa and stood idly watching him.
Kayler stopped in front of the pictures Mom hung up on yesterday. He frowned as if remembering something. What was he thinking?
"Who is he?" Kayler asked suddenly.
I shook my thought out of my head and walked over to Kayler. He was looking at a photo of me when I was little. I was smiling and the sparkle in my eyes only meant one thing and that was happiness. There were also mom and dad. And knowing that that was the last photo we took before he died.
Sadness invaded me, and a lump in my throat prevented me from speaking. But I took a deep breath and swallowed it.
"My dad," I said, "He passed away a few years ago."
Kayler looked at me, noticing that I was pretending to be strong. He came over, put his arms around me, and gave me a warm hug. I wanted to reject it but just got carried away. I felt his perfume. It was a soothing smell and made me feel so good. Kayler's hand rubbed my shoulder. Then I felt calm. Sadness ran away with his comfort. I couldn't help to close my eyes enjoying the moment.
Stop! What's up?! I'm letting my enemy's boyfriend hug me!
I pulled Kayler away quickly and cleared my throat. He was taken aback but then returned to his normal composure.
"I think I should go." He said walking towards the exit.
"Ok ..." I whispered under my breath. Something inside of me didn't want him to go, but I knew I couldn't say anything to let him stay.
"Bye.." He spoke as closed the door. I flopped onto the couch and breathed deeply.
I heard a noise of a car driving away and that warned me that I was alone. I started to feel chilled again. Maybe I should go back to school. The classes didn't end yet. I didn't even know what I was going to say to Mom, that the principal suspended me on the first day? That would give her a heart attack...
My belly roared asking me for food. I didn't even have time to eat at school today. I stood up and went to the kitchen, thinking about what happened along the way.
I had never fought with anyone before. But at that moment I felt imposing, with strength, and Paige was also strong too. This was not normal for a plastic girl like her to be...and for me, I was never this irritable...I did not think I was weak but Oh, God! There were moments I thought Paige would beat me up, but she couldn't. Instead, I won the fight.
It was like something inside me woke up when I squeezed her neck. It was a strange feeling I could not explain. Yes, strange. Strange things happened since I got there, and I had been there just for two days.
I made myself a sandwich, opened the fridge, and took out a glass of milk. I had left food in the morning because of my nerves, so I didn't have a good breakfast.
I continued to think while eating.
Kayler. Why can't I stop thinking about him? I had to get away from him. Guys like that would bring in problems and I didn't want to have any.
And Paige. This girl was hard to deal with. I have to be careful of her and her little group.
***
Night fell and Mom had not yet come, nor would she come. She sent a message saying that she would be very late and told me not to wait for her. I turned on all the lights in the house but still felt insecure. Everything would be different if this house had a fence or something around it so that no animals could cross.
I was in my room reading Pride and Prejudice which had been recommended to me by a former classmate from my former high school. Everything was silent, in a scary way. I couldn't concentrate. No matter how hard I tried, I couldn't. I felt something inside me, anguish, a ... fear.
Knock, Knock!
Two knocks on the front door made me
jump. Who would it be at this lat? It was nine.I put the book on the bed and went downstairs cautiously. Another two knocks were heard, and I was scared again.
"Who is there?" I asked loudly, and my voice felt fragile. No one answered.
I went to the door and took the knob, turned it slowly, and opened the door. There was no one outside. I went out into the corridor to make sure, but there was no one. Suddenly I heard footsteps on the side of the house as if someone had run past and rustled the leaves. I did get more scared.
I went down the two steps carefully and walked slowly feeling some pointy stones prick my feet. Silly, I should have put on shoes. When I got to the left side of the house I realized that there was no one there either.
Are they playing a joke on me? Well, if so, it was in very bad taste. I wanted to get into the house but before I turned the big full moon caught my attention. Its reflection shone in the lake water. And this was ... magical.
I looked at the house across the lake. Some lights were on. Now I knew Kayler lived there. He said he never heard a wolf howling. Could this be true?
Suddenly I heard footsteps from my left side and there was the forest. I saw a figure peeked at me hiding behind a tree and went disappeared when I was looking over.
It was late and dark. Who would be looking at me in a forest? I walked away with careful steps, but before I left the figure exclaimed.
"Help me!" It said, sounded like a girl.
"Who's there?" I asked.
"Help me!" This one came from deeper in the forest. And, there was a bit of fog in the forest and it threatened to rain.
"Hi?" I decided to help the girl. It was dangerous for her to get into the wood.
I walked, going deeper and deeper into the forest until I reached a flat area. But no one was here. ..
Suddenly a growl went up behind me, making me shiver. I lost control of my body and I knew I couldn't run fast because I didn't wear shoes.
Another grunt made me turn my face now. I gasped at the sight of the huge wolf in front of me. It was staring at me and tasting its tongue. I saw saliva dripping from the corners of its mouth.
There was only one thing left in my mind:
Is this the end?
I had never thought about death before. The only thing I believed was that I would die old with the person I love. But apparently, it was happening right in front of me. Today was a full moon. The bright moonlight made me able to see what I was looking at. The huge wolf growled with hatred as if it had me. Behind him appeared three more wolves. Despair, fear, and terror invaded me. I'd die, it's obvious and I'd be torn apart by four wolfs. There was no worse way to die than this. "Please don't ..." My breath hitched and I felt like I was losing control of myself. The lead wolf approached with a determined step until it was in front of me. Its eyes are black, very black and I would swear I had seen them before. But where? The three wolves behind were also approaching, growling. Maybe I should look for something to defend myself, a branch, something ... I couldn't make this so easy for them. The wolfs walked, surrounding me. I looked down and started to search. There was a bran
"Mom!" I can't believe mom said yes to Kayler to take me to school. He is the last person I want to be with right now. Mom just shrugged and went to open the door. I stared at her with my arms crossed. The front door opened to reveal a smiling Kayler and, as always, with those airs of greatness. "Kayler, darling, come in." Mom greeted Kayler with a warm smile. Oh, God. Why did she use "darling"?! "Good morning, Ma'am." Kayler smiled. He was wearing black jeans, a T-shirt that clung to his body very well, and a black leather jacket. His hair was, as always, disheveled, making him look sexier than usual. "I'm not going to school with him," I complained, but cannot take my eyes off Kayler. He just kept looking at me playfully and winked at me. Damn, that wink made my heart beat faster. "Come on, Carolina, you don't want to walk to school, do you?" Mom questioned. "We don't know what kind of animals are in the forest. Also, I feel safer if you go with Kayler.". The animals
You are mine. Powerful words. I should berate him for his conceit but yet I was too surprised to move. Why did he say this? Kayler looks at me with certainty. Apparently, he was not lying or playing a joke. Finally, my ration came back to me and I became angry. "I'm not yours!" I pushed him away, but as expected it didn't work. He's stronger than I am. He held my chin with a little force but without hurting me, so that I could look at him. "You're mine. Point. It is not in dispute. And, from now on I'll take you home. Everyday." Kayler emphasized when said "Everyday". This picked up my nerves. I glared at him, "Stupid swaggerer! I'm not an object! I'm a person! I don't belong to you! Who do you think you are? My father? " "The wood's not safe." After throwing these words out like some final decision, Kayler turned his body back without speaking again no matter how I tried to yell at him. I wanted to open the door and jump out of the car, but this idiot locked the door and I
Fear haunted me. Receiving a threatening letter is not an everyday thing. I had only been here two days and they already want to see me dead. I couldn't take my eyes off my phone. I was breathing with difficulty. Maybe I should just ignore it. Maybe it's a practical joke. I desperately wanted to write this off as a bad joke, but my gut told me someone was onto me.Who had sent the message? Paige? I looked at Paige, who was drinking her juice calmly. I don't see her with her cell phone in her hand so it might not be her. Could it be another girl who has a crush on Kayler? He was too popular after all. I turned off the phone and looked at Anne, who was watching me with her frown. "You're good?" She asks, "You look pale." Yes, I'm fine, if not considering that there are wolves in the wood wanting to get me killed and now I'm in trouble with Kayler's girlfriend. And Kayler, that strange guy. "Yeah, it's just ... I'm not feeling well." I lied. I feel terrible. Anne placed he
Saturday. Today is party day. Of course, I am not going. Kayler will be there, and most likely Paige will also be. I won't fit in. So I prefer to be alone in my house watching Netflix or something, eating popcorn. Maybe order a pizza. I organized my stuff, hung up the rest of the photos, cleaned the house, and took out the trash. Yesterday I took the pills nurse gave me and feel much better now.It was about seven-thirty, and I was watching TV in my pajamas. Through the window, I saw the lights of Kayler's house all lit up. Cars parked outside of that house and young people kept coming inside out. Vaguely, I heard music come through. The moon was brighter than ever, and also was reflected in the water. The scene is beautiful and the other side of the lake is very busy. But I don't want to go out at night again, lest encounter wolves. A chill ran through me as soon as I thought of that. Wolves. How could I allow Mom to bring me to this city that's so ... unknown to us? And to t
I angrily got up from my chair. How could he say this, in front of all these people? "I'm not yours, Kayler!" I spat. Connor turned to Kayler. "You heard her," Connor said, hiding a smile at my reaction. Kayler looked at Connor angrily. His jaw was clenched and he broke his beer glass in anger, by hand! Kayler warned, "Connor, You know what I mean." Connor didn't answer. Though he didn't speak I knew he is angry right now. What was Kayler talking about? What did he mean? Kayler gave me one last look before leaving. The drama I expected didn't happen. Connor approached me. "Hey, do you want to dance? "Connor whispered in my ear. I looked up at him, confused. "Connor, I don't know if it's..."I asked, but he interrupted me. "Hey, we came here to have fun. Don't listen to Kayler."Connor grabbed my hands. I couldn't help frowning. I feel weird being touched by Connor. It's not the same feeling I get when touching Kayler. Kayler's touch is warm a
A week has passed. A week since the time I sprained my ankle and Kayler wrapped a bandage around it. A bandage that, by the way, I still have. Being Saturday I'm super bored at home with nothing to do. I didn't go to class all week. I also didn't see Kayler again since that night. I didn't see him again. I didn't get any weird messages either, part of that is good; you can tell I've had a really rough week, as you can also tell that on more than one occasion I've missed Kayler's asshole; and I don't even know why. Anne has mailed me what you've seen this week in class, I haven't even written it down in my notebook. You know what's even weirder? That I haven't heard a single howl in all the days, weird isn't it? Mom was working, today she was even coming in at night. Every once in a while I looked out my window at Kayler's house; do you believe I haven't seen a single light on since the party? Could they have gone on a trip? That's impossible. Kayler and his group have to go
As soon as my humanity came to the surface of the water, I grabbed hold of Connor's neck, being too close for my liking. But it's just that it's deep and I can't swim. I thought it would be dry. Connor smiled. "I ... "he began, a little nervously. "Don't get your hopes up," I whispered. I can't swim," I confessed. I put my arms around his neck and I could tell that he wrapped his arms around my waist. At least this way I won't drown. "Really?" he asked, astonished. I frowned. "You've never met someone who can't swim before?" I questioned. He denied Our faces were too close so I avoided his gaze. I buried my head in his neck. Anyone who saw us like that would think we were a couple. And then I remembered. Kayler I turned to look at him. He was looking at us, I know he would be a little far away but I could tell he was angry. We had our hands clenched and then suddenly he turned and walked away. Where did he go? "I bet he's coming this way." Connor commented,