After a long morning of taking classes, lunchtime had arrived. Anne and I left for the cafeteria. After the teacher said we were going to Jhonson's I haven't been able to concentrate well, and the worst thing is that Kayler is going. I don't know how I will react to seeing Will again; we were boyfriend and girlfriend for two years and I grew to love him. But it's so strange, I've never felt that special feeling I get when I kiss Kayler, but when I kissed Will it was something else. We went to get our lunch and sat at a table in the back. I told Anne what happened last night with Kayler and, most of all, that I heard a howl. Every now and then I looked at the cafeteria entrance hoping to see him coming. I don't know where they went. These guys sure are strange. The rest of the day I spent super bored, deep inside I knew something was missing. Today I would look at Kayler at the lake, I don't know what he would say to me, would I go alone today, how would he bring me and take me?
I was paralyzed, mute, suddenly I felt short of breath. My heart began to beat faster than normal. Now I start to think about everything I have been through in this short time I have been living here. I never thought that when I came here I would find Kayler, well, at the beginning I didn't like him, I admit it, but for some strange reason that hatred started to fade and something else grew... Something I can't explain but now I'm terrified of the idea of being without him, now I just want to have him near me, I miss him when he's not around. It's like an anxiety towards something. It's like my drug. Now that I have him in front of me, under the moonlight, asking me to be his girlfriend is, without a doubt, unbelievable. Who would have thought that someone like Kayler would say cheesy words like what he said, I don't find it weird, but tender. Too cute. But what if he's messing with me, what if I end up heartbroken? I don't want to suffer, although I think I'm already in too deep
I was dreaming peacefully that I was eating a whole pizza by myself, with no one around me asking for it, but suddenly I heard a noise coming from my window. It was raining very hard, there was lightning, I'm afraid of lightning, so that noise made me alert. I covered myself from head to toe with some fear, at this moment I would like to sleep with someone, but there is no, there is no one around. Ash. Maybe I should go to sleep with mom, like when I was a child and it was also raining very hard, I would cross to her bed and she would hug me, there I felt comfortable, the fear would go away. But now I don't think it's a good option to go. Suddenly, another noise made me startle, also coming from the damn window, I had left it locked with a padlock, you can imagine why. I know Kayler is my boyfriend and all but that doesn't change things. I plucked up my courage and pulled my head out of the sheet, I looked at my night watch and it was 2:40 a.m. God! I hate staying up all night. I
As soon as I watched Kayler get into his car and start, followed by the other guys, Anne and I headed for hims. I sat in the co-pilot seat, while she started up. We had to go slowly and at a fairly long distance so they wouldn't get suspicious. They were much farther ahead, now I do think I will be able to find out a lot of things and that puts me in a good mood. I just hope that whatever I find out doesn't ruin my relationship with Kayler. "Now you're going to tell me," Anne commented. "Why are we following them? If they find out, Carolina, we're not going to find out anything and we're going to get in trouble," she said. "And what we have to find out is why they always leave class in groups and never say where or what, or if they say something they always say it's a job, I don't believe them, something tells me there's something else." I sighed "Besides, I think those wolves have something to do with all this." I could tell he looked at me. "I think you're right," she sai
Oh, God, that voice. That voice is the one I've been looking for a long time, the one I haven't heard for the last few days. And it just had to appear now. Anne and I slowly turned to Connor, who was standing in front of us with his arms folded, looking serious. I smiled at him as casually as possible, as if we were doing nothing wrong. Anne grabbed my arm. "Connor!" I exclaimed, scratching the back of my neck, "Where have you been? I've been looking for you." He frowned and I could see his face light up, but then he quickly walked over to us and grabbed our arms in the direction of the car right in front of us. "Get in, you two have a lot to explain to me." He rounded the car and got into the front seat. We didn't say anything, we just listened and got into the back seats. We couldn't stay here any longer, Kayler could leave at any moment and well.... Then he'd be in big trouble. Connor started up and accelerated. "While we get to your house, Carolina, you can explain to
Feeling Connor kiss me is very... Weird, his lips are soft and it tastes like... I have no idea what. I'm not kissing him back, I think this is a mistake and that I'm a lousy girlfriend because until yesterday Kayler asked me to be his girlfriend, and how it had cost him because he's not that much of one. And that's a lot. Connor pulled away from me, slowly, seeing that I didn't reciprocate. I pursed my lips in a single line. "Connor, this isn't right....." I muttered. The atmosphere had become tense. He nodded his head repeatedly and ran his hands over his face. "I understand," he said, "I understand," he repeated. He stood up quickly and walked to the door, opened it, but before leaving, he turned to me. "I'll see you later, okay?" He pretended to smile, but he didn't come out. I stood up and turned to him. "Yes, that's fine." I grabbed the doorknob as I watched him leave, "Connor," I called out to him. He turned to look at me, "Don't disappear, will you." He s
I was a little worried, I did not know what was going to happen in the next few minutes, because it was almost noon, Anne was next to me a little sleepy, our classmates were a little excited because they will know another school, the girls were only thinking "I hope there are cute guys" Bah. I know them all and... Well, yes, there are several good looking guys but they are all shallow and the typical womanizing and popular guys. The car bus Kayler was in was ahead of ours, I guess those must have arrived by now. God, I don't want to get there. Hopefully Will got sick today and didn't make it to class. Hopefully. I looked out my window at the houses, the stores, those same ones I once went into. I smiled to myself. However, I no longer feel part of this place, not anymore. Now I feel like I belong somewhere else, with someone else. Anne stirred beside me and yawned. "Are we there yet?" she asked, clicking. "Yes," I replied. She frowned. "You look worried..." she comment
Oh, God. I pull away from Kayler, slowly, not taking my eyes off of him What do I do now? Kayler looks behind me, where Will is supposed to be, and frowns. His gaze turns cold and dark. I squeeze my eyes tightly shut and get ready to stand up. "Hello, Will." I greeted him, in a whisper. Kayler immediately stood next to me, rigid. Will stares at me with a smirk on his face and, without warning, comes over and hugs me. "Oh, God, I've missed you so much." he murmured. I could sense sincerity in his voice. I hugged him back. "Me too." I said. I closed my eyes a little but then opened them as I felt Will's shirt being tugged away from me. Of course. Kayler. "Kayler." I threatened him, seeing him stand in front of me, looking menacingly at Will. "Hey, I was just hugging my ex-girlfriend." Will snapped at him, also being rude. Kayler laughed sarcastically. "You said it yourself, ex-girlfriend. She's my girlfriend now, and I don't want you anywhere near her. And I do