"I really want to get better," I say, giving him a tentative smile, "Thanks for caring about me enough to... shake me up, I guess." "Of course. We've really missed you, all of us. I'm glad we finally have you back and I’ll do whatever I have to do to make sure you’re at your best," he promises and touches my face gently. There's a part of me that feels weird with him touching me like that, but I know it's just my incest-trauma because of Damon's demonic ass. Harry has never ever made me feel weird. He's actually the only man who's never made me feel weird. Even my biological father made me feel weird when I was sixteen and he managed to kidnap me for two days, but that man already died a few years ago so he can rot in hell for all I care. But Harry is special and unique. He loves to take care of all of us, his family, and overwhelm us with love and attention... but it's usually only for a couple of minutes at a time. If only he wasn't a serial cheater and a huge enabler of his son
My office is really big. I have a computer and a huge desk and a rolling chair. Honestly, I’m kind of super excited to do something in there, but I don’t have the chance to. I have an assistant, her name is Lucia, and she told me she’s going to be handling everything while I learn and get used to things. Then she spent the rest of the days filling me in on office gossip and introducing me one-on-one with every single one of the employees. To be honest, it’s a little embarrassing to be so obviously a nepo baby, but what can I do about it? It’s not like life is fair. So, all I can do is be nice to them and make sure this is not a horrible working environment under my jurisdiction. As soon as Lucia tells me I’m allowed to leave, I get on my car and Roger drives me to my apartment so I can get Chocolate and then straight to the Carrington house. The house I fled at seventeen, hurt and confused and disgusted with myself. I take a long time getting out of the car because I’m preparing
"Every now and about, my dad takes me to work with him, that's my real school,” Aiden continues talking almost absentmindedly as his eyes fall on my leg. My heart is pounding, “I don’t do much, I just get to see him work and I learn what he does. He says he's building another company just for me.” “Another modeling company?” “No, that's not my vibe. He wants to expand on a different field. He wants to ride the new tech wave, I think that's really smart," he says. I dont really know what he's talking about, but I nod, "You like this life, Lily? You like being rich? I mean, is it better than middle-classness?" "I don't know. I guess I like the cute clothes and stuff, but I had more fun before," I admit, he frowns as if he can't believe that, "Rich high school is cold and boring, so I guess I understand why you don't like it. Everyone is looking for connections and being mini-adults already. In my other school, everyone just wanted to have fun... like, real teenager fun, not those r
"What the fuck is that ugly thing?" Damon asks, making me tense up, "Oh, it’s Lily… and there's a dog too." "Don't be mean," Dean warns when he realizes I lost my easygoing smile, "Where's Aiden? Maggie just told me dinner is ready. I was on my way to daddy's office to tell him." "I can tell him," I rush to say, just so I can have an escape, "Can you take care of my baby, Dean? He's not used to demons, he could get scared." "Don't worry, I'll keep the Demon Lord away from baby Chocolate," Dean says with a giggle, so I stand up and walk to daddy's office down the main hallway. As soon as I'm away from Damon, I take a deep breath to calm myself. I didn't even look at him and I was fucking shivering, I'm definitely not looking forward to this dinner. I already know he’s going to antagonize me the whole time, he’s going to give me those intense eyes and make me squirm and call me ugly or a slut or anything just to hurt me because that’s what he likes. That’s what he used to to b
"Why did it end, by the way?” Damon asks, unable to hide his interest, “I've always been confused about the way she left... did she talk to you before? Or at some point?" "Not really. One day we were fucking and saying ‘I love you to each other’, the next day she left. We never talked again," I say, that makes his shoulders relax a little. Maybe he’s trying to see if I know about his indiscretion or not. I’ll keep my cards close to my chest in this instance, "You're taking it a lot better than I expected, man. I thought you would freak the fuck out. I mean… this is our little sister, right?" "You really think I would judge you?" he asks, laughing like that's insane, "I'm shocked about the news, but not that surprised. I would've fucked her too... and I'm actually kind of sad you didn't think to share her with me. You used to share all your tens with me." "You think Lily is a ten?" I ask, eyebrows up. Damon freezes for a second, then scoffs and shrugs, "Well, she was... really go
{ Damon } The truth always comes out, so I’m not surprised that we’re finally talking about the Lily Situation. I’m just surprised it took this long. Almost eleven years and Aiden never suspected anything until I just came and said it. I’ve been craving to see that pissed off look on his face for a decade. The ‘smart’ son, the ‘genius’, he never realized I was there the whole time during his relationship. He doesn’t know I had his girl’s attention the whole time, he doesn’t know Lily was the one who started stalking me first, he doesn’t know I gave her the wildest sex she’s ever had. That sounds pretty stupid to me. “Now I have to go down there with a hard dick. Thanks for that, bro,” I say, making Aiden give me that look I love. A look that shows exactly how much he wants to punch me, “Let’s go. It’s the first family dinner with our sister.” Aiden clearly still wants to punch me, so I answer my own question and walk to the door. But before opening it, I turn to look at h
After being in therapy most of my life, I have a great understanding of my own mind and my problems. Mommy issues to the max, some light daddy issues, antisocial personality disorder, borderline personality disorder and obsessive personality traits. Basically, I'm an obsessive sociopath who can't control his emotions or compulsions that much... although, I've been getting better with age. But because of my antisocial personality diagnosis (people like me are often called either sociopaths or psychopaths), I'm obligated by the fucking state to continue a consistent schedule in therapy. Forever. Even if my diagnosis is a secret between me, my shrink, my father and the state. I've had the same shrink for thirteen years now and at this point he's my best friend. I mean, he knows everything about me so I might as well keep him a millionaire who likes me. Anyway, I've told him all about Lily. Zion says I need to stay away from her because she would never understand me, let alone sur
We all fall silent. I don’t even know what she means by that. "I mean… It sounds fun,” she shrugs, “I want to see you model, Dean. I didn't know you did that." "Yes! That'll be so fun," Dean squeals in front of us, now even more excited, "I only had one campaign before, I'll show you some pics later." She smiles and I can’t stop looking at her. I can’t stop the need to get under her skin and fucking stay there like a flesh-eating parasite that consumes her bit by bit until there’s nothing left of her because I ate it all. "Hey, Lily… you could model too, if you want. Now that I'm the boss, I can make some exceptions for my little sis," I say, looking directly at her light blue eyes now that she’s forced to look at me. I touch her leg again while holding her eyes, "I don't care if you're awkward or not pretty enough." "Don't, Damon," my dad warns from across the table, but Lily is still holding my gaze and, surprisingly, she's not scared. She looks pissed now. "I mi