…I may not be your first love, but I hope I will be your last… Lawrence POV:- Here, we bound her poor soul with me and they are taking it lightly, over-confident as if we will work. How can they be collected about it when I am burning from inside? I know Evelyn doesn't have a lover but what if she likes someone else? What if she doesn’t accept me? Anything could happen but despite all this, she agreed for this marriage. I am deeply grateful for her. “Okay, here goes nothing.” I sighed. My heart began to beat so fast. Maybe I shouldn't go. I gulped and took a deep breath and opened the door and went inside. I walked closer, my body felt frozen with strange sensations. I looked at Evelyn, the moonlight was falling on her face enhancing her features more. She gave me a scared look and turned her gaze away from me. “Evelyn…” I should have known. Was she always scared of me? I walked towards her and leaned on the other side of the window. She didn't dare to lift her gaze. I th
....Our eyes met and I saw that look of passionate hatred burning in your eyes and that's the moment I understood, nothing is the same anymore...Evelyn POV:-I stood still as the cold droplets of water drenched my petite form. I shivered at the coldness of the water. My heart was beating so fast. “Calm down, Evelyn, Calm down.”I put my hand over my chest to calm my anxious self. I was worried for nothing. I looked at the floor as a tear released itself followed by a stream of them. No matter how much of a great husband Lawrence is, I still can't give him the love and affection he deserves. I sniffed and wiped my tears."Just be normal and act like Adrian is nothing but your Brother-In-Law."I scold myself for thinking about Adrian. I won't let this happen. I will think only about Lawrence and no one else. After spending quite a while in the shower, I wore the clothes Lawrence gave me. Unwanted convulsions emerge from my body when I realize that I am wearing Lawrence’s clothes an
…You are the label of my love…Evelyn POV:-I was getting ready to go to the Bayford Mansion. As usual, I was trying my best to look good so that Adrian might notice me but to no avail, though it hurt a lot to see him far enough to never reach but I bore it.Lawrence called me urgently so I went there.I greeted everyone and went to Lawrence, he gave me a side hug and we went to the garden."So? What is it?" I asked."Look, Evelyn, you are a girl." He began to say nervously, pacing around. "No, I am a boy," I said, pouting."Look, it's serious." He said a little seriously this time. I sighed as he continued."You know that girl I am dating, Hellen. I tried to take our relationship to an intimate level." My face lit up hearing that, "Really? What happened? Oh" I began to tease him."That didn't happen." He frowned, stopping and turning to me. "Then?" I said tilting my head in confusion."You know I can't control my anger and desires." I nodded."Even though I have seen none of that.
...I want never to leave you but how can I stay with you when you are not mine either?...Evelyn POV:-“Argh..”My eyes slowly opened and adjusted themselves to see clearly. The sunlight penetrating through the window made the room lit. I was laying on my stomach with my arms and legs stretched out. I yawn and frown at the sunlight that was igniting the room. I averted my gaze from the window to the bed and my eyes widened.I realized that I am not in my bed and whatever happened yesterday was true. I lay there still like I am drowned in the pool of my thoughts. “Oh my God, it was true…” I closed my eyes and sat on the bed. I rubbed my eyes and stayed in my messy form.After a while, my eyes fell upon Lawrence who was sleeping peacefully yet with discomfort on the couch. I kept looking at him as the flashbacks from yesterday rushed in my mind.I deeply sighed. No matter what, I am married now and I also promised that I'll be a good wife. I got out of bed and took a quick shower. M
...Is this love or a passion for your presence, either way, it's the most treasured feeling for me ever…Evelyn POV:-We reached the hall as everyone stopped their activity just to look at us. Watching the newlyweds made me slightly uncomfortable.Even though their gazes were soft and loving with the intention of blessing us, there is a certain person here who never fails to disrupt my mind. Lawrence gave me an assuring look to calm down, I stared back at him for a few seconds and passed him a faint smile as We greeted everyone."May God bless you both." Aunt Camila said. “Thank you.” I passed her a smile and we took a seat. My whole being went numb when I saw Adrian sitting in front of me. I let out rapid breaths to myself. Our eyes met for a second and a glint of hurt behind that smile of Adrian was clear which I tried my best to ignore and turn oblivious to it. I startled at this and averted my eyes from him, I didn't dare to meet his gaze again. Even though it didn't seem like
...Love can either be the most treasured feeling of immense fondness you desire or can be the most ravaging feeling that leaves you in a desolate place...Evelyn POV:-After breakfast, the sordid feeling of asking Adrian's assistance for the preparations of Reception obstructs my mind with undesirable thoughts from wanting to stay away at all cost.“Dammit.” I muttered, walking away.I want redemption from these unwanted feelings. I was stressed and turned to my room. On my way, I saw Lawrence, Uncle Shawn and Uncle Ray in the living room. “Just say you can’t do it and end this.” Mumbling to myself, I built my determination.I decided to go inside and join the conversation but when I was about to enter I heard a voice behind me."There you are! I was looking for you," I turned to Adrian. I exhaled and said nothing."Come," Adrian motioned me to follow him. I walked behind him and my mind fluctuated with problematic thoughts. I'll drive myself insane if I think that much about these
It's night and I have decided to call my mother, to let her know about my day. I couldn’t pick her call earlier so I decided to do it now. "Hello," I said. "Hello Love, How are you? Are you alright? Does Lawrence treat you right? Are you happy? You are not angry at us, are you?" I smiled when I heard my mother's melodious voice. A feeling of solace rushed in me. "I am well, Mother. You also know Lawrence, he'll never cause any harm to me. I don't regret marrying Lawrence and no, I am not angry at you," I answered her every question. “In fact… No, leave it.” I think I am glad I married the best man. Mother sighed in relief and said, "I am glad." "By the way mother, We changed the reception date and place." I told them. "Really? When is it?" She asked. "On 22nd, at Bayford mansion,". "At home? Anyways. I am elated that you are doing well. Have you received your clothes? I got everything in them, did you check?" She asked, vexed about me. "Oh yes, I got it in the morning. You
…Whether I live with you or not but your happiness means the world to me… Evelyn POV:- The next day, I woke up exhilarated. A grin crept upon my face just at the thought. Even though it's just one day I've been away from my parents, it felt like a year to me. I'm gonna cherish every moment I'll spend with them. With my heart, filled with content, I quickly got up and readied up. I turned and looked at Lawrence. I know that Lawrence leaves for work at 10 am. I took a deep breath and decided to do what mother does because that's what I can do. I took out a suit jacket with a matching tie for Lawrence and went down to cook breakfast for him. “Morning, Everyone.” I walked down and greeted everyone. “Hey!” I went into the kitchen and prepared breakfast. Aunt grinned at me. "Making breakfast for your husband." Aunt teased as my face flushed. A sly smile formed my face when I thought about it. After making breakfast, I went to our room to wake Lawrence. I entered and saw him