Chapter Forty Five

I need to sleep.

Fuck

Jesus

Why am I so irritating again? Tossing and turning have been happening for the past hour. Whenever I close my eyes, she comes to mind. Her beautiful skin and loud moans. The whole day was a mess, and my mind was still stuck around her. No one knows what that is. Someone mark her before me. I’m sure if I asked Neil, he would surely come back with some results, but I don’t want to.

“Please let me sleep.” Why does she keep coming to mind? Her thoughts woke me like an owl. We haven’t talked since I left her. What if I called her now? Maybe her voice calms me.

No

Uhh, coming outside from my bedroom, I sit in the library to read a book. Placing one book in front of me, I try to concentrate on the words. Fifteen minutes passed, and my eyes still kept running on one line. My mind is trying to understand: What’s the fuck written here?

“Sir.” Neil entered the library. Maybe he saw the lights on, and that’s why?

“What?” My words are a little hard for him.

“Sorry. I jus