Chapter Fifteen

Emi

We got nothing done. Hours later and I’m still in bed next to Jack. I did not know that guys could go for more than one round. He blew my mind and the sex was great, but I want more than sex. I want him to commit to me. I want to trust him, and our past makes it hard for me to trust him. He always said mean things to me, blamed me for things, and at one point, he blamed me for ruining the relationship he had with Ty.

I let out a sigh, and I guess it was louder than I thought it was because it got Jack’s attention.

“Everything ok?”

“What are we doing? I mean, what are we?” I asked, moving my finger back and forth between us.

“Well, I was hoping this meant you wanted to be with me.” Jack’s tone was nonchalant.

“Really? I need to know that this is more than sex for you. I need to know that you’re just not pulling me along until you’re tired of me or until you’re ready to get back with Lauren.”

Jack set up, leaning on his elbows to look at me.

“It is more than sex for me. I was