Duke povWe used nothing."your a total piece of shit!",Jonathan yelled at me."her heat hit Jonathan and protection never crossed my mind",he growled."I bet she is pregnant and you pull all this guilt shit",I sigh."it took a year to mourn Laura and after that I fucked around but getting another chance I embraced it because Kat deserved my whole heart just like May deserves yours. You fucked this up and you alone will fix it",he leaves slamming the door hard. I sit awhile before worry hits. I run to May's place and her friend Jenny glares at me."she won't stop sobbing, she growled, all day and night because of you. You don't deserve someone like her and you know it. I hope she rejects you",she storms off and I hurry to May's apartment. I pick the lock and sneak in. I smell her in her room asleep so I tip toe my way back to check her. Walking in my gut clenches she has dark circles under her eyes again and she us curled up clutching a pillow. All our progress went right down the drai
Duke povI carried May home after the whole Jenny and Seb fiasco and she fell asleep on the way. I studied her features and loved them. Freckles light but still there and dark hair to her waist which I love playing with. She has dimples even when she sleeps they pop out. Her eyes are bright and I love them. She is perfect for me I know that and I really hate I treated her like an afterthought for a year. Somehow she forgave me which I'm thankful for but I still regret how I treated her."Duke, her sleepy voice makes me stare at her, I'm sorry",her voice is slurred and soft. She talking in her sleep Silas whispers. "shhh baby your okay",I kiss her head and keep walking."I'm sorry, her sleepy voice keeps talking, I'm sorry I'm not her and your disappointed",fuck I'm not disappointed I love her and I love she needs me the way she does. Hell she is somewhat independent but still relies on me which I love. I love protecting her and caring for her. I love she is complete opposite of Helen.
Duke povMay was going through decorations when I went to answer a call from Jonathan council wants to visit. Coming back in my little mate is sleeping curled up on a soft blanket she got and the pups are snuggled against her."we found a good one Helen",I whispered as I stood watching. I took a few pictures and smiled she is beautiful Silas purred."Jonathan I'm sending you something ",I mind link and send the pics."fuck bro that is beyond cute",he linked back. It was fucking cute and even though I hated that Helen is missing our pups growing up May is taking over the mom role perfectly. I stand watching but I feel May needs to be on a soft bed. Gently I take each pup to their rooms and go back for May and she curls up in my arms seeking warmth."cold",she whimpers so I quickly put her under the covers."there now my love all nice and toasty",I turn off the lights and go shower. Once in here I get a flash of Helen and me fucking but I brush it away. Yes I have flashes and after I fee
May povHe makes love to me all night well almost and refuses to let go of me. He spilled everything and I wanted to rage out but I don't. He said he had no control of them or how to stop them so my mind went to witches. With everything else going on I wouldn't be surprised if they are helping someone trying to hurt us."I love you May",he kisses my lips again. "I love you Duke ",I lay my head on his shoulder. I missed snuggling with him and he won't let me go far. When I have to pee he carries me to the bathroom and then carries me back to our couch love nest. I feel hurt still but at least he is talking to me. I swear we keep having ups and downs constantly. "are you feeling okay?",his hands go to my belly I'm not that big."my back hurts but doc said it is normal",he starts rubbing my back and I lay there loving his big fingers caressing me."you should of told me May, he rubs my body gently, fuck I keep messing up with you and I really just want to be the best mate ever. I don't
May povHe rushed in and begged me to believe him and I do but it still hurt to hear. I'm pregnant so my hormones are crazy and hearing you won't amount to the level of love he had for her is devastating. The whole way home Travis tried to comfort me but I stayed quiet. I Iove him with my whole heart and I know he still loves her and I can't fault him over that. I'm the second chance and I'm the fill in. I sobbed before I started dinner so my mind would stop running to that. Thoughts are ugly at times and I wish I could forget everything I heard. "smells good",he rubs my belly and kisses my neck. I want to pull away but I don't. "I wanted to try it",I say softly. I can't seem to stop crying and I blame my pregnancy hormones. He just holds me and I let him. "I'm sorry you got hurt again baby I hate that bitch for putting the thoughts you aren't enough for me because you are. Your my everything and I love you May. Completely, Utterly and with my whole heart",he kisses my mark and I s
May povI wake in tears because now we got two more pups. What if he leaves me over this?"I'm sorry Duke",I whimper as he rushes to me"hey my love it is okay we just got blessed with more that is all",he wipes my tears. My stomach went completely flat once our son came out. Doc delivered my placenta and made sure I was good to go before they focused on our pups. Both were healthy and sleeping."but it is two more I thought one was in there Duke",I sobbed. "baby I don't care how many you bless me with as long as your all healthy and safe. I really love you baby",I reach for a hug and he holds me tight kissing me. I need comfort and I hear Silas purr for me.Duke povMay refused to let go so I had to crawl in bed with her so she would settle down. "don't leave me",she whispers as sleep takes her again. I wouldn't leave her for nothing. I kissed her head and looked towards the door and swore I seen Helen smiling as she vanished. I'm a little surprised so I mind link Jonathan."bro I
Duke pov "go go witch power",she said waving her hands it has been a few days of her saying random phrases and Johnathan and I losing it. I haven't laughed this hard in forever. "baby",I kiss her head."go...go...gadget arm",I'm howling and so is Johnathan as she keeps going."inspector gadget, I laughed loud, really my love?",her blush made me happy."I'm trying what I can, she sighed, up...up...and away",Jonathan looks so happy as he watches her trying to make her magic work. I sigh as she thinks of more phrases to try."baby relax",she scrunches her face." supercalifragilisticexpialidocious",she says and we howl in full belly laughs. The guards turn their back to us to compose themselves. "May,I pant, please stop baby",My stomach hurts from laughing so hard." the web ,go web go spider web",she is trying anything even Spiderman."Go Go Power Rangers Mighty Morphin Power Rangers" at this point me and Jonathan don't know what to do with ourselves as we're on the floor still laughi
May povI'm no leader I am stunned by the way things turned out.My mom is dead thanks to Fred and his assholes and apparently she left the witches to me."thousands of witches want to join our pack",Jonathan sits stunned."maybe I should leave",May utters tearing up."what!?",I growl and she whimpers. "thousands of witches want to join so I can lead them Duke and werewolves hate witches, I state, I bet soon everyone here will hate me for being what I am",she chokes up."no the fuck we won't, a warrior speaks up, your our beta female and we will never hate you",she hiccups as he looks down at her. She smiles a teary smile as he clears his throat and apologizes for talking that way."its okay, I smile at him and he blushes, I was just thinking out loud. You would be okay being around witches?",he nods."yes ma'am I don't judge others for their heritage or what they got at birth. Your are also half werewolf so to us your family as well",I teared up and wiped my cheeks. "thank you for b