120. Betrayed

120.

Vera's POV.

Two days have gone by and David is still not back from his trip to Miami. When he announced that at first, I had this tentative feeling inside me.

That maybe once David leaves he'll never come back the same.

I just don't fucking know why that's happening.

The strings of thoughts have denied me adequate sleep since he left.

Oh, aside from that, I keep feeling super tired, it's hard for me to move my limbs.

Yeah, that's another reason I've cooped up in my bed, not moving for the past two days.

I feel so cold without him here. I wish he was offering me some baby treatment and whispering sweet nothings into my ear. Maybe that will make this unease I feel go away.

I feel pains slinging through me as if my heart is being pulled from the inside out. It hurts.

Not hearing his voice.

Not seeing his face.

Not feeling his touch.

"Why hasn't he called me?" I mumble under my breath, wincing.

Why do I feel so insecure like he's out there cheating on me?

God, I can't