4LINDYSleep.I needed to sleep. I needed to sleep. I needed to sleep. How?How can I sleep?How do I sleep?I guess I was too happy with how the events turned out after I told him about our child that I wasn’t able to fall asleep right away. My mind and body are just in a complete bliss recalling the things that Milo had told me. I know Milo is mature enough and he is responsible to show his love and support for our baby. All those worried thoughts were completely washed away as soon as he gave me reassurance that I desperately needed the past days. I loved how he promised me he would be here for us, I just wish he would keep his promise.I moved to and fro continuously on this super soft bed while Milo is already sleeping peacefully right next to me. I envied how he was sleeping soundly and I don’t know why my mind is so filled with so many thoughts that are revolving around him when he is actually just sleeping right here on my side. Even though it was so soft, I still wasn't
5LINDYTo be honest, I didn’t know that being pregnant would be this troublesome. I have this sudden urge for a particular dish at such a weird time of the day. Moreover, I have this sudden feeling of wanting to cry so bad because I really need to eat lasagna but I don’t even like lasagna in the first place. I’m feeling like the need to cry but the reason is so petty that it makes me want to cry for more thinking about it. Brokenhearted, I went back to bed and sat next to Milo. I stared at him for a while and I don’t want to wake him up to disturb him but I am really super hungry and craving.I sighed as I scratched my hair."Milo." I pulled him back and forth gently.He groaned deep in his throat."Baby wake up c'mon." I moved him even harder.I sighed heavily. Damn, why is this guy so hard to wake up?"Milo!!" I screamed.He opened his eyes wide open in an instant and pulled himself up looking puzzled and nervous. He holds me, looking shocked and cute at the same time with his hoo
6LINDY“Good morning my love!” I greeted him as he was still laying down and sleeping.Snoring and sleeping.“Time to wake up, babe.” I tried again.No answer but just snoring.“Milo Beckett to get up!”I leaned forward close to him, pinched his nose while messing up his hair at the same time as I find it adorable seeing him. I can’t believe he still is not waking up after I pinched his nose. He still did not move so I continued pinching his cheeks and made a flabby sound which makes me spurt into laughter. I continued pinching his cheeks as I was laughing and tried to press my palms against his cheeks and just moved them in circles. I was definitely enjoying what I was doing because he was still fast asleep. Instantly, I laugh softly as I watch his lips pout while I kept moving my palms against his skin. Still, he isn’t moving and still no chance of waking up from his sleep.Unbelievable.Unbelie--All of a sudden, I was cut off from what I was going to say as he unexpectedly grabb
7LINDYHe pulled out a chair for me and we were quick to settle ourselves down with cheeky smiles on our faces. The sun was bright on the sky at nine in the morning as the wind blows the ruffles of his curly hair while he pushes it back with his hand. I like his hand and how he rakes those fingers through the sea of curls on top of his head. His green eyes gleamed with happiness and his smile was getting wider as he scans the entire table of foods."You're planning on making me fat, aren't you?" He wrinkles his nose, teasing me again.Adorable!Such an adorable face.“Maybe.” I teased back. “Don’t worry, even if you gain weight, I will still love you.”“Oh yeah?”I nod.“Even if I get such a big belly?”I nod again, “Of course, I didn’t love you because of your abs.”He nods at me, “Must be my dick.” He says while touching his chin with his hand.I gape, “Milo!”He burst out into laughter. I laugh as I shrug my shoulders, “Probably not.”He squints his eyes at me. “Then what?”“Meh,
8LINDYNothing important.It might sound so simple and so innocent. It almost sounded like he did not really put much thought about it nor didn’t it sound something trivial.Nothing important.Was it really? Was it really just nothing important?Or maybe I am just the person who is thinking too much about what is really going on.Maybe.Yes, maybe.That is right.But no matter what and how I think about, trying to push it down in the gut of my stomach that it was really just nothing important, those words completely bothers me because in the back of my head, I felt something different from the way he said it. It felt like he was guarding something that he didn’t want me to know.Is it just me?Oh God, please tell me that it is just me.Nothing important.Nothing important.Nothing important.Those words kept running again and again and again in the back of my head.I groan inwardly and hated those words as it does not even want to get out of my head. I have always trusted my gut fee
9LINDYGwyneth smiles at me and I like how she looks at me sweetly, "You both are lucky to have each other. You're not fake and you're honest. It’s what Milo needs in his crazy world.”I smile back at her, “Thank you. This means so much to me.”“I’m just so inspired of you when I saw that interview you did back in the day and I admired you for that. You're such a strong woman." She tugs on her hand."Thanks a lot. It means so much to hear that coming from Milo's sister."She placed her arm on my shoulder, "It’s not much. You changed Milo. You actually made him more mature.” “It’s funny how you say that when he is much older than me.” “I can tell that you are a good influence on him. I'm not against you dating my brother. He's just changed since he met you and I'm extremely happy for him."I smiled at her and hearing that coming from Gwyneth just made me feel more loved and welcomed. She makes me feel as if I am really the best partner for her younger brother that she has met and I
10L I N D YJolene Jolene Jolene Who is she?I have never heard of that name.Jolene?Who is she?Jolene was a name I have never ever heard before coming from Milo or anyone else in his circle. She was a name with a dead end and I do not know how to actually feel about that. I can tell from the look in their eyes that there was something else that they were hiding which coming from this woman named Jolene. Jolene. I repeat her name in the back of my head.Jolene, I repeated again.But my head is blank.I try to recall if the lads had mentioned about that name before, but I am sure that they have never had mentioned any woman's name that is Jolene.Jolene.A name that rings no bell.Who in hell is she anyway?And furthermore, why is it the only time that I hear her name?Who is she to Milo?What were they?Her name is already bugging me and the thought about what she was and who she actually was to Milo is making me feel so anxious just thinking about it,God, who in actual freaki
11M I L O“Somebody answer me.”I stare back at Gwyneth who gave me an eager eye and I knew that she had obviously and evidently heard what I was talking about with Lind. I know she must have been traumatized by the things that I have done before and the kind of guy I was a few years back. Obviously, I know that she never wanted me to make the same mistakes as what I did before with the other women that I was with all for fun. She hated how carefree I was with my life and that I never took any woman seriously which really got her angry knowing I grew up in a household with two women surrounding me.Although, she never knew about the real truth regarding what happened actually happened with that woman and until now I could not tell her what really happened too. She would hate me.She would curse me to death.She would never forgive me.Ever.“How long have you been standing there?” I ask her intriguingly as I cast a glance over Lindy who looked just as mortified.She enters our bedro