Chapter 23

LARA VIA

I don't know for how many hours I've been staring at the ceiling of my condo. I've been in a daze since earlier. The ceiling has glow-in-the-dark stars. I intentionally decorated it like this. Since I feel so relaxed and comfortable, I can think clearly whenever I look at it. It's so calming; those stars I put on the ceiling are so beautiful. They create unique colors.

I've changed positions on the bed several times. I still can't believe what Aiden did earlier; I can't hide the excitement I feel. It's so hard to control. I don't know why, but the anger in my chest seems to have completely disappeared.

It's just so unfair! I'm annoyed with myself because I'm so weak when it comes to him. With just his simple advances, I easily give in, and all I can do is allow him to be close to me. Until the time comes when he'll hurt me again with his hasty decisions.

"You're going crazy, Lara!" I lightly slapped my cheek because of the various scenes running through my mind. I can still fe