I tensed, expecting to see Jessie. There was something about my past that just seemed to stick with me like a curse. I could sense the train coming, but I couldn't get out of its way.
It was a separate life. I wanted to keep it far, far away from my current one. Jessie was an immature relationship, to say the least. Him, his friends, our school… everything about it was toxic, and I wanted to rid myself of that history and those memories.
The man who approached wasn't who I thought, but I knew he was friends with Jessie. That association immediately made me dislike him more than before.
Alex.
He was the man who had covered for Jessie one time at The Shack and was a complete asshole when I was grieving the loss of my best friend. He had treated me like trash and made me feel unwanted and unwelcome.
"Hey, do I know you?" He tilted his head to the side, looking at me. I licked my lips, nodding as I tried to hold back my anger. The dark chuckle tha
"I'm always ready. Bring it." He smiled at my enthusiasm. I turned to face my opponent, and my confidence was obliterated. In the ring was a huge monster of a man, and it looked like he was all muscle. He rivaled the majority of WWE fighters and was on the verge of being cast by Hollywood to play a giant. A nervous look back to Mark, and I noticed that everyone had gathered to watch me get squished like a grape. I turned back quickly before meeting Mark's gaze, not wanting him to see the terror on my face. Although, he was also in the prime position to witness me shit my pants, so that wasn't good either. I tried to focus. I pulled on every memory that I ever had that made me angry to fuel my fire and get me mentally prepared to take down the beast before me. Hans announced my competition as the Crusher, and I could only assume it was because he liked to crush people between the tree trucks he called thighs. Either that or he just took them to the ground until they s
Crusher approached me cautiously, with his palms raised toward me as if I were a beaten animal trapped in a corner. "Alright, girl. You did well. It's over." My head turned a fraction of an inch, wanting to look to Hans to confirm it was, in fact, over and to make sure it wasn't a trap, but I was smart enough not to take my eyes off of the man in front of me. As soon as I did, he could end me. I took a fast step back when he took another step forward. The moment he realized I was still prepared to fight, he moved back to the other end of the cage, placing his back against the fence. That meant nothing to me. I've seen how fast some of these guys could cross the small, confined space. The click of the metal door unlocking, followed by the squeal of it being opened helped to shake me from my fog. Mark walked in front of me, his warm hands wrapping around the tops of my fists, lowering them to my sides. "You were amazing." He whispered as he grabbed my c
"Cobra!" The irritating voice called out, and I let out a breath of disappointment as Mark pulled away from me. I turned and glared at Junior. "What do you want, Junior?" I growled at the man who had just interrupted one of the most perfect moments of my life. Mark patted my thigh just above the knee before standing up off the bench we had been sharing. My head shot around to look at him, not caring about the man who now had another strike against him. Mark had masked his face, hiding any emotion from me and leaving me with more disappointment than I had expected. I wanted to know how he felt about what almost happened between us. Based on our interaction beforehand, I assumed that he wanted to kiss me as much as I wanted to kiss him, but unless he spoke to me or kissed me, I wouldn't know for certain. "Sorry to interrupt, but I still need to bring you to your surprise. It's really important." Alex raised his eyebrows at me, seeming impatient and irritated th
"Mark!" I scolded as I tried to pull my hoodie down, aware of the unwelcome eyes on my skin. "I'm fine! Would you let go of my top?" He dropped the fabric, leaving his hand to still hold onto the end of it. His head tilted up from my injury to look at my face. "Sorry," was all he said, but his eyes stayed locked on me. I glanced at his lips, trying my best to push the thought out into the universe for him to kiss me. His eyes glanced down to my mouth, and I tried to hold back the smile of excitement. "Your lower lip is really swollen from that shot to your jaw. Come on, we need to get ice on that and then maybe a warm shower, so you don't get too sore." He turned toward the dorm, grabbing my hand as my jaw dropped in disbelief. He did not just do that to me again. When he pulled his hand away from mine to open the door for me, I let my own drop into the pocket of my hoodie. Mark seemed oblivious to my state of frustration and let his hand fall to my l
I threw my room key, cell phone, and towel on an empty lounge chair. My gaze remained on the hot water with excitement. I slowly and carefully pulled off my tank top, wincing when I had to lift my hand higher than my side wanted to allow. I set it down on the chair and turned to see Mark and his roommate, Trey, grimacing at the sight of my ribs. "What?" I asked, hoping they would get the hint that they were making me uncomfortable. Both men looked away, but not before I saw the obvious disgust on Mark's face. The lump in my throat from his reaction took me by surprise. I turned quickly, hoping he would see my reaction. Disappointment filled me when it was obvious that Chey caught on. She would probably want to talk about it later. I looked down as I moved toward the Jacuzzi, and the bruise seemed to have gotten even bigger. I frowned and moved my arm back to cover it. If I didn't have to walk past Mark, I would have gone back to the chair and pulled m
Marx P.O.V. I rubbed the back of my neck aggressively as the elevator moved up to my floor. What the fuck did I just do? There was a very high chance that she just told me that she liked me, and I told her to go talk to her ex-boyfriend. I'm such a fucking idiot! Walking over to my door, I took my key out but paused before opening it. How could I expect her to choose me if I was just pushing her toward another man and walking away? I wanted to make her my girl. I just needed to know that I was the only man in her life. The feeling of dread washed over me when I realized that I might have just given her up if she still had any feelings for Jessie. My feet moved before my brain processed what I was doing. I jammed my finger into the elevator recall button, but it was no longer on our floor. In a rushed panic, I bolted through the door to the stairs and made my way down to Julie's room. Several deep breaths were pulled into my lungs as I mustered
Jessie's P.O.V.I had to get out of that house and of that town. My father had gotten violent. The more trouble I was in, the harder he hit. I had started living with Alex last month. He showed me where he fought for money and trained me so I could pay my part of the rent since scooping ice cream didn't cover it.Seeing Julie at that club today made my heart pound harder than ever. It was as if just looking at her brought the once useless organ back to life.At first, I thought it was a joke and froze. Alex had been bringing me 'surprises' every other night. Each woman he paraded in front of me to get my mind off Julie was attractive, but they could never compare.I did try to forget her as I got lost in the beauty that had offered herself to me. While Julie and I hadn't even slept together yet, it was unbelievable that fucking other women didn't help me to shake her from my mind.It didn't help that each time I wished it was her instead of one of
I heard Jessie's sigh of relief and immediately felt the regret and anxiety fill me. "Text me when you're here, and I'll head down," I said, and he advised that it would be about forty-five minutes. The call ended, and I sat there thinking about what I had just done. How stupid could I get? The smell of Chlorine was still prominent on my skin, so I jumped up and ran into the bathroom. I rinsed off in a hurry. After getting dressed, I grabbed my keys and phone and headed down to the lobby. Chey passed me as I moved out of the elevator. Her mouth opened as if she wanted to stop and talk to me, but she snapped her jaw shut just as quickly. Having had captured my attention, I turned to her. "Hey, Chey. I'm going to be out for a while." She smiled and nodded. "Jessie's going to be here soon, so we can hash this shit out." She looked confused but said okay. Trey just shook his head next to her, and I couldn't help but feel that he was disappointed in me.