102 I Want To See You

"Damn, will he be alright?"

I frown and look at Pierro.

"What do you mean by that?" I can't help to ask.

Why does it sounds like a big deal?

Come to think of it, when I came here I was not given enough time to know every single detail about Sain Czar Ildefonso. Everyone knows that this mission was unexpected, I was not prepared. I didn't prepared myself as well.

I mean, this is not the flow of plan that I envisioned when I was still young. This is not the revenge that I wanted. What I want is to kill Cesar Ildefonso myself, I want his blood on my hands. I want the smell of his blood filled my nose

But everything changes when I was told to pretend as Selena Asli Castania. Everything happen so fast, I must say. So I didn't know anything about him aside from the fact that he's the most dangerous Ildefonso. I don't know what he likes, I don't know his hobbies, I don't know what his favorite food, I don't know how he spent his free time if ever he has knowing that he's a busy person.

Al