TAYA's POV :
"And so I was just wondering, do you wanna... maybe... do you…?" I couldn't even bring myself to finish the sentence. I just sat there with my mouth open and my eyes pleading for an answer.
"Do I what?" he pressed on.
Shit on a freaking stick, this is so nerve wracking! Gah!
"You know, me and you, and our friends are gonna be there..." I said again, waiting on his reaction, but I swear he was just playing dumb.
"Blondie, what are you talking about?" he furrowed his eyebrows and snorted a laugh.
Ugh! I can’t take this anymore!
"Damnit, Judah! Will you just go to this stupid dance with me?" I said finally. I was half shouting too, and that didn't come across as cute or sweet at all.
Judah raised an eyebrow at me as silence hung in the air.
TAYA's POV :When I was little, when our teachers would ask us what we wanted to be in the future, all the kids in my class said they wanted to be doctors, pilots, or teachers. But for me, I wanted to be a princess. I was five years old, so don't judge.Fast forward to twelve years later, on the night of my senior year Winter Formal, I was finally feeling like one.And here is how the fairytale goes:Once upon a time, there lived a beautiful princess, me. The princess wore a lovely off-the-shoulder silver dress, as she waited for her Prince Charming to arrive at the ball. She had her friends to keep her company, and so she spent the first half an hour of the party merrily dancing and laughing at their jokes.But the clock kept ticking and there was still no sign of Prince Charming around. She thought of using her magical conch shell to give Prince Charmi
TAYA's POV :I pulled my hand away as soon as I could, causing Blake to flinch. He followed my gaze and his body stiffened as soon as he saw the figure standing by the door."Blake, I'm sorry..." I started and he turned his head back to me. "I think I need some time to think it over,""What do you mean? I just told you all those things and you—""And I'm saying I need some time to let it all sink in," I paused for a second before saying, "Okay?""But..." he looked as if he wanted to say something, but he took in a deep breath and let out a long sigh instead. Finally, he muttered, "Fine...""Excuse me," I slipped past him and made my way over to the door. I was well aware that Blake was still watching my every move. The whole room too, I could almost hear all the whispers."You came," I said as soon as I was an arm's
TAYA's POV :Why was the sky spinning? Why were the trees moving? Wait — what? Where am I?My eyelids weighed a ton and my head was pounding as I forced myself to open my eyes. The first thing that I saw was his face. Judah. The morning light was hitting his face in a gentle glow. He was fast asleep, his eyes were closed, and his breathing was steady. He looked so peaceful, it was truly a sight to see.Slowly, I propped myself up on my elbows and took in my surrounding. I was on the back of a moving truck, and my body was draped in Judah's jacket. I looked up to see who was driving, and I saw Hallee and her boyfriend, Jesse, were in the driver's seat. Behind me, I noticed Gabe, passed out like a damn log. My hand went to rub my temples as I tried my hardest to remember.What the hell happened last night?* * * * * * * * * * * * * * *
TAYA’s POV :The silence in the air was deafening. None of us were blinking or moving or saying anything. And all the while, my hands were dying to touch and to roam Judah’s perfectly sculpted body. My heart was beating fast and my breathing felt ragged. I wanted to feel more of him, I wanted to taste more of him. I wanted his mouth on my skin and his hands to touch me where my stomach was twisting…Oh God. What am I thinking?!“Hey, Blondie,” he said suddenly, breaking the silence.“Yeah…?”I watched his reaction cautiously, anxious to know where his mind was going. Judah’s expression was stern and serious. His eyes were hooded and dark."I think we should get outta here," he said."Oh? Why?"This is it… is he gonna ask me to
TAYA's POV :"You guys go ahead, I'm fine," Judah said as we finally reached his house. He could barely keep his eyes open and Jesse had to help drag him inside."He doesn't look fine," Hallee whispered to me as Jesse let him down on the bed. Judah groaned in pain as he put his arm over his face and laid flat on his stomach. Judah’s house was empty as Jenny was out working in the diner. The thought of leaving him alone like this didn’t sit well with me."I got this," I whispered back to Hallee. "I'll stay with him,"Hallee nodded her head and pulled Jesse to the side. Meanwhile, Judah was still shivering, but he kept mumbling that he was all right. I could tell he was trying to put up a fight. He didn't want to look weak and or ask for help. But still, I couldn't possibly leave him at home, all alone, in this state — no way in hell."Call us if
TAYA's POV :Do I trust him? What was that supposed to mean?I didn’t know what to make of it and I was still lost in my thoughts, when suddenly and without warning, Judah’s hand reached for my face and he pulled me in.His lips found mine and he kissed me with such tenderness and fervor. He had never done that before and for a split second, I forgot how to breathe. I was caught in a daze, and he wasn’t showing any signs of slowing down. Instead, he then pushed me back against the wall and his strong body was pressed up against me. This ignited a spark in my brain and I immediately threw my hand over his neck and I kissed him back with everything I got.He groaned lowly as I parted his lips with the tip of my tongue. My tongue delved into his mouth and we tasted like blood and cigarette, which was a horrible combination, but I didn't care. I didn’t want to sto
TAYA’s POV :My eyes then darted to his jeans, where there was a clear bulge on the front part of it. It was a big one too. His eyes followed my gaze and he gave me a sheepish grin.Wait. Are we gonna…?"Don't worry about it. You're not ready for that yet," he said as if he could read my mind.My face was a mixture of embarrassment and awkwardness all rolled into one. I shoved him playfully and let out a small relieved sigh under my breath."Wait, Judah, why? I mean, what was that for?" I said to him when he rolled over to his side."Nothing. I just... want you to know how that feels like, and to remember it," he shrugged simply and he grabbed his shirt on the floor."But—""Ah, I feel amazing!" Ignoring my protests, he stretched his body up as he slipped on his shirt.
TAYA’sPOV :“You okay, Tay?” Hallee asked as I stopped my tracks in front of the school steps.“Yeah, just give me a minute,” I breathed.Today was Monday, which meant it was back to school day. I had been going to this school for almost four years and I had never been this nervous to enter the building before.What was I nervous about? Oh, I don’t know, maybe seeing Judah? The boy that gave me my first orgasm and I don't even know what we are?After taking a few deep breaths and making sure that my clothes looked alright, I finally took a step into the big building. Hallee rolled her eyes at my dramatic antics and followed me into the halls. We walked straight to our lockers, and I was anxious with every step I took, I wasn’t sure how to act around Judah at this point.&ldq