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21. Much More Interesting than Math
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Knowing Jude 22. Not Alone
“John?”That’s what Jude exclaims when we run into my dad in the living room, on our way to the kitchen where mum ought to be.My eyes widen as I look between the two, but mostly at Jude, to make sure he hasn’t grown a second head. It’s not everyday I hear someone call my dad so casually by his first name, and most absolutely not anybody my age.All I see on Jude’s face is an expression of surprise, as if he hadn’t expected to see my dad here, so I look back at my dad.He doesn’t look pissed that some teenage boy is being disrespectful towards him. Instead, he steps forward, a grin and a frown both on his face at the same time. He slaps Jude on the shoulder, in a friendly manner, twice.Like two old friends.“Jude! What a surprise, boy. I haven’t seen you in forever.”
Knowing Jude 23. Oh, So That's Her
I admit, the first thought to cross my mind is to leave.Then Jax lets out a broken sob and my heart squeezes behind my ribs.I imagine Angeline hovering somewhere around, watching us. It’s something I do a lot, and I know it might sound stupid or creepy but I can’t seem to be able to control it. I have always been paranoid, so I always imagine she’s in my room, or in class where we would sit together, and half of the time I would almost believe that she’s going to show up.It sounds messed up, and I’m sure if Dad knew the sort of thoughts I have he would most probably make me have sessions with one of his colleagues or something like that.I can’t push the thoughts out though, because every time I think of her it always ends up in the lines of what if she’s here? What would she do? What would she say? What did she use to do, say, et cetera?
Knowing Jude 24. Ditched
"Sam! Sammy! Samuel! Get back here you little..."I stand in the front doorway for a second, surprised as to why Nicki's loud voice is booming throughout my house, and what exactly is going on between her and my brother. I knew she was going to show up with Simon, but I didn't think they were going to show up this early.I take off my shoes and walk into the living room.Nicki and Sam are going circles around one of the couches, with Nicki trying to get hold of him. Paces away another little boy is sitting, quiet but with a grin on his face as he watches the two."Hi, Liam," I call out, waving and smiling at him.He waves back, a shy smile on his face. He is usually quiet when in people's company, but you wouldn't recognise him when he is with Sam. He might be sitting there right now all innocent and silent, but wait until Sam gets tired of bothering Nicki and they get together.I probably shouldn't refer to them as a duo from hell sin
Knowing Jude 25. I Want More
In gaining one friend – Isaac, regaining another one, - Jax, I have also sort of… Well, definitely lost one.Three weeks later, I still have no idea what happened.I have a feeling Jax breaking up with her has something to do with it, because she doesn’t talk to him either. He also told me she didn’t take the break up well.Does she think I had something to do with it? That maybe I asked him to stop things with her? I might have not approved, but that wasn’t my call to make.I would like to talk to her, but she doesn’t hang out around me anymore, and she went ahead to switch her sitting position in English class. I have had a lot of time to assess the status of my friendships, and I think it’s a bit worrying that Nicki is the only girl left in my life I can call a friend. I talk to Lilian regularly, but she’s my sister and I might be chea
Knowing Jude 26. Need to Be Needed
I should apologise.I've been telling that to myself since I left the supermarket, all through preparing dinner, through dinner, and now that I'm in my room about to sleep, it's the same song.He was right, I was being too nosy. If he had been rude, then I had been rudely nosy. Who was I anyway, to say the two hadn't deserved his rudeness? It might have seemed odd to me for someone to behave that way towards a parent, but then again Mr. Walker hadn't been exactly warm towards his son. Maybe that's how they dealt with each other, no love lost, and there I was, being the nosy know-it-all.Me, 11.32pm: Hey.That's how long it takes me to gather courage to type out that single word. Two long hours. Knowing Jude, he is still awake.And still mad?My phone buzzes a minute later, and I check the text, heart in mouth.Jude, 11.34pm: Hey. Jo? It's Cole.Oh. I feel myself deflate. Why is Cole texting back on Jude's phone? D
Knowing Jude 27. A House is Not a Home
In the evening I lag behind Isaac, Simon, and Nicki towards Isaac’s car in the school parking lot. For once in very many weeks I’m going to spend time somewhere that’s not school or home. It’s encouraging, and I’m excited about it, even though I’m busy trying to downplay the excitement.It’s not like my parents have restricted me from going anywhere else. It’s entirely my fault that I never go anywhere.I had a little issue about hanging out at Isaac’s because of Mrs. Rutherford, but Isaac assured us she won’t be around, and even if she would have been, that she wasn’t scary at all. I just felt a little odd hanging out at a teacher’s house. Maybe if she wasn’t my teacher I wouldn’t mind.“I really love your hair,” Nicki is telling Isaac up ahead, running her fingers through his dark soft curls. She’s in a m
Knowing Jude 28. Who Said...?
.Nine Days Later.A lot of things happened during the mid term break. A lot of things, some of which I’m just learning about standing in the hallway beside my locker, listening to Nicki give me a full countdown of all the interesting stuff that happened because she’s more informed than I am.A little break from the semi-hell that is school, a little freedom, and kids run loose.I should know.I’m going to be a little fair to everyone else who is currently feeding into the school gossip mill and start with my own share of midterm break… Waywardness.It was Wednesday night, middle of the break. Sometime after eleven o’clock at night, and I was out like a light.What woke me up was a series of raps on my window. At first, I thought I was dreaming, being half groggy from sleep. A louder rap had me shooting from my bed, my wide
Knowing Jude 29. Bad Boys Don't Commit
The next day, on Thursday, that’s when I started falling into the trap Jude had set — intentionally or unintentionally — for me. Which is why right now I think I might be developing feelings for him.‘Think’ being the operative word.He came rapping on my window yet again, the time being similar to the night before, and I let him in through my window. I was surprised at his appearance, because I had thought Wednesday night’s visit would be a one time occurrence.Later on I sat against my headboard and regarded him through half open eyes.“You look fine today, why are you here?”He had left early that morning, while I’d still been fast asleep. As so was everyone else in the house, thankfully. I could only imagine the kind of storm my parents would kick up if our little arrangement came to light.
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