I can’t remember the last time I slept undisturbed all the way to morning. There’s always sleepless breaks in between, either due to waking up from dreams and nightmares, or as an effect of my irregular sleeping patterns.
I wake up from the former, a dream that makes no sense at all. I don’t get to really think about it however, because my mind registers two things instantly.
The lights are off and I’m on my bed.
There’s warm breath hitting my face, breath that smells sweet.
There are arms around me.
Before I can despair, I hear Jude’s low voice. “Are you awake?”
I try to move my hands that are trapped beneath his. He moves and I free them, but that’s all the movement he makes.
“Sorry about the lights, couldn’t sleep with them on,” he explains, the same
True to Mum’s word and thanks to Sam’s need to celebrate his birthday twice a year, evening finds the entire Hansen family huddled in their warmest clothes, standing to the side as Trey and I get popcorn and soda for the movie. Sam is running around with Liam, there’s no sign of Willow. Maria is standing a few feet away from Mum and Dad, glaring into space and looking as if this is the last place she would like to be at the moment. She tried to deceive her way out of coming, but Mum wasn’t taking any excuses. I can only imagine where she wanted to get to instead.Trey keeps looking around.I nudge him in the side. “Expecting someone?”He shakes his head. “No.”“That girl wouldn’t stop stealing glances at you back at the restaurant,” I tease, referring to a girl who had been at one of the tables at the restaurant we went t
After my second and last paper of the day on Monday, my mind is finally set on one thing.Finding Jude and getting an explanation.I’m halfway towards his locker when I realise he’s not alone.Bethany Hill — his once upon a time girlfriend (the only one, too) — is with him, laughing, touching him as constantly as possible, and I can tell, even from a distance, flirting the hell out of him.I almost take a detour.Almost.Bethany’s presence is intimidating, and she has been throwing rude scorching glares my way any opportunity she gets. But she isn’t the one I want to talk to.I have exercised maximum patience waiting this long to confront Jude and I don’t think I can wait one more second, not with Maria practically breathing down my neck with all the self importance in the world.&nbs
“Why are you in a pissy mood?”“I’m not in a pissy mood.”“Yeah right, that’s why this pillow is lying in the doorway…” Simon pauses and bends to pick said pillow. “Flew here, I imagine?”“It has feathers, doesn’t it?” I offer drily. “I didn’t know you were coming over.”He closes the door behind him and approaches the bed. “I was with Trey. And I need to convince you.”I groan and throw another pillow, this time at him, which he catches in his hand. “I’m not sneaking out with you guys.”“Come on, Jo. You’ve sneaked Jude in and out of this room numerous times. You can do it for yourself. Besides, your brother does it all the time and he has never…” he grimaces and pauses. “I didn&rsqu
His eyes switch between us. “Henry? What are you doing with Jude’s girl? He’s going to kick your ass.”Isaac sighs. “Not doing anything.”“Not Jude’s girl,” I mumble, shifting my eyes away from the perfect specimen in front of me. He’s in fitting dark jeans and a dark shirt. I’m reminded once again how much he looks like Jude… And I’m once again wondering whether Jude’s someplace around.“Could have fooled me,” he muses.“She’s my friend,” Isaac offers, letting go of my hand. He runs his fingers through his curls.“Oh.”“Yeah.”“Of course.”I look between them. Jared looks as if he’s searching Isaac’s face for something, while Isaac’s eyes are fixed on
In the morning, I’m woken by knocks on my door. Heavy fast ones, that indicate that whoever is out there has been trying to rouse me for a while now. My heartbeat accelerates even before my mother’s voice breaks through the barrier.“Avery?”I shoot up from bed immediately.My mother never calls me Avery. It’s always Jo, and rarely Ava, but Avery?Synonymous to trouble.I reach for my phone, fumble, push it from the edge of the cabin and catch it just before it acquires its first series of cracks after one short week in my ownership. Fingers shaking, I unlock it.Ten o’clock.“Do not tell me she’s also not here!”My mother’s raised voice cracks like a whip and it has me hurrying to the door.“Coming!” I call, tur
Monday morning, walking through the school front doors feels like walking into hell.News have a way of getting around, and my incidence on Saturday night sure did. A couple of extra ears beyond the door in the hallway when Jude and Nicki came along took care of that.As if things aren’t bad enough, I see Cole walking purposely towards me. It’s the first time I’m seeing him after he acted all cool and unaffected after our friends walked in on us on Saturday night and I really don’t know what to say to him. If anything, I don’t want to be seen talking to him. The rumour mill in this school has the uncanny ability of spinning and twisting each little detail every possible way. I clutch onto my bag and walk faster. Any contact with Cole would not be a good idea, especially not before I’ve gotten a chance to clear things up with Nicki.I speed walk but then I hear running steps and a
I don’t know what’s worse, the deputy principal pulling me out of class to check my locker, the fact that this is all due to a tip off from my own parents, or the fact that it’s my favourite teacher — Ms. Fernandez — looking through my locker, the disappointment on her face unhidden. Then the next worst possible thing that can happen does. The bell for lunch rings and the hallway floods with students. And here I am, flanked by two teachers checking my locker for drugs. The embarrassment I could be feeling right now is buried beneath shades and shades of anger. The only thing I can think about is how I’m going to make this right and watch Maria writhe in this same murk she has me grovelling in. My parents have shown a complete loss of trust in me. I thought I felt alone before, but not to this extent. I’m completely alone and
"I finally managed to get an appointment with Julia, Saturday morning at ten, so cancel any plans you might have," my mother says on the evening of the Thursday that marks the end of one week since school closed.I'm passing through the kitchen to the back when she says this, so I stop in my tracks. "Julia?""Julia," she expounds. "Doctor Ings, ring a bell?"My insides freeze because the only Doctor Julia Ings I know around is a gynaecologist. "Why?" I whisper, feeling the anger that has been a constant feeling in my radar awaken.One week later, Jude still hasn't found anything incriminating on Maria. Not surprising since she has been quite the golden daughter of late, running errands, not staying out later than six in the evening, and putting the library in the house to use for the first time since we were in lower primary school. She's being extra cautious, and the longer she keeps up the good girl act the longer I continue to suffer.Comi