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AUTHOR'S POVSia didn't know why she always ended up doing everything they wanted. Now she was standing in front of the huge apartment building where Emily's apartment was.In the car, they had an argument but Emily had convinced her saying that her house is near and they all need a change of clothes or they will get sick. If it was about something else, Sia wouldn't have agreed but then she looked at Harry who was shivering even in the warm heater which made her give up. Even if Harry was in her 'Forever ignore list', he was still a human and she couldn't bring herself to be the reason for someone innocent's suffering.Everyone got out of the car and started lesisurely strolling towards the building, as Sia stayed standing on the same place glaring at the apartments like it was all their fault.Emily si~FLASHBACKAUTHOR'S POVSia stepped inside Emily's apartment which was on the top floor of the building. It didn't surprise her as she knew that almost everyone in her prestigious university owned wealth. Emily after asking her to make herself comfortable, disappeared in a room saying that she will bring clothes for Sia. John, Louis and Harry were God knows where, as she couldn't see them in the lounge. Initially, she had wanted to just sit but then she decided against it, as her clothes were still wet. Her eyes roamed around the huge lounge. It was a combination of white and Pink. Girly and so Emily! Sia thought and smiled to herself. She passed by the sofa and aproached the wall where alot pictures were hanged in a square shape. At the top left, there was a picture of a little girl making sand castle on a beach
~FLASHBACKAUTHOR'S POVHarry and Louis's jaws dropped as they looked at Sia who was stomping to catch up with John who was running around. They didn't know how to react for a while, as this situation was quite knew but then they both burst out in laughter seeing her like this. She looked weird in pink. Less scary and more like a red tomato.Sia stopped by the sofa where those two were sitting and laughing at her, before she placed her hands on her waist and glared at both of them. Louis fell down the sofa clutching his stomach as Sia looked around to find a spot to hide.Due to all to the chaos in the living room, Emily who was making coffee for everyone peeked outside through the door of the kitchen and placed her hand on her mouth to stop any noises from coming out. Sia looked so cute which was so against her style. She pulled her head back inside
~FLASHBACKAUTHOR'S POVLaying on the bed with head feeling like it was about to explode, was not something weird or new to Sia, but this time she was not even able to get up from the bed to take some medicines for the fever that was breaking her down physically.Coming home soaked from head to toe, she thought that she had a chance at not getting sick but here she was, laying on the bed with her limbs feeling like they were not attached to her body at all. It was 5 a.m in the morning and she woke up due to difficulty in breathing and ended up sneezing countless times which was a sign that she had successfully caught cold due to the changing temperatures she experienced yesterday.She was staring at the ceiling now, shivering slightly but unable to get up and take medicine. Was it the punishment from nature for hurting someone like, Emily? She thought and pursed
~FLASHBACKAUTHOR'S POVSia's body felt like it was on fire as she struggled to open up her heavy eyelids. Everything seemed blurry for a second as she adjusted to the light in the room. Someone was leaning over her and she took a second to recognize that figure, “ Emily! ” Her voice came out as a hoarse whisper as she blinked several times to get rid of the bluriness.Emily was so worried about her. It had been three hours and she was still not conscious. She had even tended to her by placing iced wet clothes on her forehead but her fever was not going down making Emily more worried about her conditions. She had been leaning over her to check her temperature when she heard her hoarse voice calling out to her. A smile of relief tugged up at the corner of Emily's lips as she stared down at Sia who was opening her eyes blinking several times.
~FLASHBACKAUTHOR'S POV“ Emily? ” Sia looked up at Emily as she stopped in her track hearing Sia's voice.Turning around, she stared questioningly at her. Sia folded her arms on her chest to warm herself up a little.“ Where are John, Louis and Harry? ” She inquired still trying to hold in the shivers. She was feeling cold all of the sudden now.Smirking, Emily crooked her eyebrows at Sia, “ Do you miss them? ” Her tone was clearly teasing as Sia scoffed at Emily forgetting all about her cold.“ No! Not at all! Why would I even miss them? See it's so peaceful now! ” Sia shook her hand in front of her face laughing humorlessly as Emily's smirk deepened. Sia was clearly nervous. She usually doesn't say such long statements.“ Ofc
~FLASHBACKAUTHOR'S POVSmirking sneakily at Sia, Emily picked up the bowl from the table as Sia too leaned down to pick up her bowl. Emily was reacting the same way, she anticipated.Looking down at the hot noodles, Emily picked up the fork and started eating. She had not eaten anything after the breakfast as she was too busy in taking care of Sia. She still didn't believe that Sia was worried about her sleeping hungry. A smile was constantly present on her lips as she slurped on the hot noodles almost burning her mouth.“ Slow down! ” Sia warned unconsciously as she noticed her almost chugging the bowl of noodles down her throat, but she regretted the moment these words left her mouth as Emily again gave her that creepy smirk and side eye. A shiver ran up Sia's spine. God! Sometimes Emily acted like a psychopath.
~FLASHBACKAUTHOR'S POVAfter the day Emily took care of Sia, Everything changed. Well! Not in a good way but not in a bad way either. Sia just realized what she had been doing. She had been showing too much emotions. When they provoked her, she got angry, irritated and when they did something good she showed her good side too. That's what she bad been doing! She had been reacting too much for them.So after that day when John took Emily home leaving the food behind saying that Sia can store it in the fridge, shs sat there for the half of the night thinking about her own behaviour. Giving up on her thoughts, she made a final decision. She decided that she would be neutral with them. Not showing any emotions or not reacting to whatever they said or did will eventually lead them away from her.What she did proved to be right! Emily and John start
~FLASHBACKAUTHOR'S POVA moment comes in your life, when you are unwantedly made to face the things you have been avoiding just so past memories don't appear again. A day which makes it clear that no matter how many time or years you have been running, you were right back on stage one because you were always running in circles without knowing that you were doing it.You realize that the feelings you thought have faded away were never gone...Those feelings were right there, hiding under your facade that you have created not to fool other but to fool yourselves. You try to think that you were not hurting and that you have moved on from the past as you have grown up but this all proves ot to be nothing but a big fat-useless lie that day.That day had come in Sia's life and those who were trying to heal her had unconsciously ripped out the stitches, she had applied to