HAZEL"I'll be sure not to have Damian watch over you ever again." Ramon says softly, holding my hand in his and rubbing his thumb over my knuckles. His attention is on where ever he's leading me. That's all he has been doing lately. Thinking... so have I."I don't need anyone to watch me." I reply softly. I don't want to be the reason that he gets angry again, so I try to keep my voice low and my comments restricted. Ramon is the last person you want to put in a bad mood."But you don't like being alone," he mumbles. "I know you don't like being watched, but I do know that you don't like being left by yourself." He says softly. I hate being by myself for long periods of time. I don't know how Ramon knows that, maybe it is just a feeling. I enjoy company, and always try to be around at least one other person."Can you just, not say it like I am being babysat then?" I ask. Ramon pauses and looks towards me."I can try," he looks me over. "If you think I'm bad now, I wouldn't recommend
HAZELI wake to the sun brightly shining in my eyes. The images of what happened only hours before fills my mind and clouds out everything else. I roll onto my side and bury my head into the covers. A few more hours of sleep won't hurt.To my disappointment however, I cannot go back to sleep. My muscles throb and my core aches from Ramon completely taking my innocence. As much as I hate the way my body is aching at this moment, I don't regret what I let him do to me.It was going to happen eventually. He and I both knew it. That's what mates do. That's what people in love do. I quietly sit up in bed and rub my throbbing neck. Ramon likes biting, probably more than he should, but I don't mind."Good morning," Ramon says softly. His eyes glance at the clock and then they rake over me. "I figured you would sleep in." His hair is wet from a recent shower, and he's wearing nothing but a pair of boxers."Trust me, I would if I could." My eyes slide from his eyes down to his shoulders, red w
HAZELMy heart aches as I fall asleep against Ramon's chest. I didn't mean to, but crying as hard as I did has drained all of my energy.People tell you to never go to sleep upset, or angry since it messes with your dreams, and you tend to wake up still in that very mood. Which, I could agree on completely.However, it's the only closure one can get for the time being. Sleep is something I run to, to try and get away. It's what my dad always told me.'Go take a nap, and dream of the one place you want to be.' He would always tell me. Especially when my grandma passed. 'Go and dance with her in your dreams.' Oddly enough, my dreams would be something like that.The sound of a beating heart against my ear pulls me awake. Wrapped in the warmth of Ramon's embrace, I let out a sigh and realize that we're in his bedroom. The letter Ramon had given me is still in my hand. The smell of my own heat hits my nose and I frown. No wonder I'm so emotional.I shift and rub my dried out eyes. "Go bac
HAZEL"Have you spoken to Jackson?" I ask softly, afraid that mentioning his name may cause Ramon to freak out. Ramon's eyes run over my face and his jaw clenches."I have. Why do you ask?" His tongue darts out and cleans his lower lip. I watch the tenseness of his shoulders as he takes in a deep breath and lets it out ever so slowly. He is agitated, but not to the point where he won't discuss the topic."Well, he isn't dead so I figured you either haven't spoken to him and you're waiting for him to make a wrong move or he is innocent." I chew on my bottom lip and reach my hand across the table to hold his. Softly, his thumb runs over my knuckles and he lets out a sigh of relief."Is this your way of asking if you can talk to him, little wolf?" My nickname rolls off his tongue like silk, and I inhale slowly. The thickness of his voice is telling me that he doesn't want me to go."Is this your way of telling me you want me to stay?" I raise an eyebrow and give him a playful grin. Ramon
HAZEL"If I knew you'd be back in that fucking heat again so early, I wouldn't have agreed to it." Ramon seethes. I rake my eyes over him. Everything in me is wanting me to jump on him, but I have self control. Lots of it."Jack would never do anything." I huff out annoyed. "Why can't I beat it into your hard head that I will never even think about being with someone else other than you?" I run my hands through my hair and let out a frustrated sigh."I'm not leaving my mate unattended with an unmated male wolf." I glare at him. "I know you would never even do that, because I have a hard enough time getting into your pants." He huffs. "But that doesn't mean a wolf won't force his way!""Jack would never do that though!" I argue. I cross my arms over my chest and stand to my feet. Ramon has already pissed me off."You'd be surprised what a wolf will do when ones in heat." He says ruggedly.I clench my jaw. "I already fucking know, because clearly it drives you insane!"Ramon lets out a
HAZELAs the sun pours into the bedroom, I lie on our bed thinking. Ramon's hand is sprawled out over my back and my leg is hanging over his hip. The sound of his steady breathing lets me know that he has yet to wake up.A week from now, I won't just be his. Instead, I'll be the Pack's. The Pack members will depend on me like I'm their mother- and they are my children. More of my time will be taken from Ramon, and replaced with duties.I will be the Luna...his Luna. I'll be expected to do things I've never even been able to do in a group project. Lead. The thought alone terrifies me, because I am no leader. I'm a follower.Ramon buries his head into my neck and inhales deeply. "Good morning, beautiful." He murmurs. I shut my eyes and can't help but smile at what he has said.His hand trails down and gently plays with the hem of my panty line. "Your family talks a lot." He mumbles into my skin. "I'm sure they won't be awake for another hour or two." He presses a kiss against my cheek
HAZEL"Are you sure you can handle Myles?" Mom asks, looking him over and pulling her bottom lip between her teeth. I turn to look over my shoulder and smile.Ramon is holding Myles in his arms, carefully swaying back and forth with a huge grin on his lips. He feels me staring at him and looks up, giving me a wide smile. Since my parents have been here for two days, Ramon has gotten used to holding my brother.Ramon is always wary of being around babies, only because of how fragile they are. He has never actually been around such a young baby, leave alone getting the chance to hold one."Yeah mom, Myles is in good hands. Now you two have a fun night and relax!" I grin. Mom hesitantly looks at Myles one last time before Trevor calls for her by the front door."Come on woman, Myles will be fine, and the driver has already honked at least a dozen times." Trevor says."Mom, just go. Ramon wants you to enjoy yourselves tonight. Our treat." I smile. Mom sighs out in defeat."Alright, thank
HAZELMy heart stops in my chest the moment I wake up to a heavy body landing on top of mine. A quick memory of being taken flickers into my mind, but it quickly fades at the familiar sound of my best friend's voice."Hazeeeeeeel!" She exclaims loudly. I tiredly move and exhale softly. Trying my best to push her off of me, I fail."Get your fat ass off my chest, Bertha," I wheeze, and I hear the laugh that reminds me of wheezy from Dragon Tales. She climbs off my body and sits cross-legged on the bed, waiting for me to get up."Goodness," I rub my head tiredly, "what time is it?" I groan. I was up most of the night wide awake. My stomach aches, and my body feels raw because someone decided that last night would be a good night to get all of his anger and stress out."It's one in the afternoon," she winks. Tiredly I wipe the sleep from my eyes and inhale deeply. My best friend eyes me up and down and I know she knows what Ramon and I did hours ago. Yet, she doesn't mention it."What's