PIETRO
Seeing how Lucrezia feels so relaxed under my touch, I knew she had already forgiven me. Her eyes no longer held anger in them, and she doesn’t have to tell me that she had forgiven me to understand that she already did.
“Why are we even arguing about who is going to die first and the things we are going to do in those situation? Haven’t we agreed that we are going to grow old and die together?” I asked aloud to bring both Lucrezia and I out of our upsetting thoughts.
Lucrezia finally blinks upon hearing my question and fixed herself when she realized that she had been gawking at me. Not that I mind, I could admire her beauty all day long at that close distance between our faces. Lucrezia cracks out a smile when my question had registered in her head. “We shouldn’t be arguing about these things, it won’t happen anyway,” I added even though I know that someday I’m going to leavPIETROA comforted smile appeared on my lips because of Lucrezia’s words. Although her words wouldn’t be able to make any difference, hearing her assurances were enough to warm my heart.Hearing how sincere she was and how she is saying all these words because of how she is worried of me just to comfort me, really melted my heart.I placed a kiss on top of Lucrezia’s head and hugged her tight. Right now there’s just me and her in my arms and it is enough for me not to be worried about anything else anymore.I closed my eyes I cherished this moment with her. I wish time would stop and we could just be like this forever.Lucrezia hugged me back with equal tightness, she didn’t move in my arms, letting me savor this moment as long as I wanted.I felt her slowly pat my back like she was consoling me from tears. I appreciate Lucrezia’s genuineness and all her words of comfort even though I know she thou
LUCREZIAPietro and I stayed for the night and slept at the house after things got out of hand between us. We were supposed to go home that same day we arrived at the house, but we decided to stay, not expecting that we would still be there by night.Letizia suggested that we stay for the night since the mansion has many rooms for us to choose at. She tried to convince us that it’s better to travel tomorrow morning than at night, even though I know that she only wanted us to stay just so she could stay with me much longer.Nonetheless, her plan worked and she managed to convince Pietro and I to stay for the night.To be honest, I feel bad for Letizia. Now that Pietro and I had finally reconciled, we had agreed to each other that I will no longer work as a consigliere to my family anymore and that I will have to go back and live at the house with him.I promised Letizia before that I would help her and that I’d be the fam
LUCREZIA“What happened?” Pietro asks making me look at him through the rear view mirror.“H-huh?” I asked out loud, clearly confused since I had been stuck deep in my thoughts and Pietro had just pulled me out.“You are quiet all day. Is there something wrong?” Pietro repeats his question, making me blink and shift at the passenger seat.I didn’t realize that it looked so obvious, I thought I was able to hide anything wrong from him well.“It was nothing,” I replied as I stare out of the car window, thinking that by doing so he would stop asking me and I would be able to escape his question.“It’s not about me, is it? Did I do anything wrong that I didn’t know of?” Pietro asks making me shake my head.I couldn’t blame him for asking such a question even though we both know that he had done nothing wrong. After all, I used to not tell him anything when
LUCREZIAThere was this feeling that crawled inside my chest as soon as I saw that Pericles has actually been waiting for us at our house.I don’t know if I was just being a pessimist or if it was just my fears talking. Life hasn’t been good to me recently, and now that Pietro and I had finally reconciled our differences, I thought everything would go smoothly after that.Maybe I was overthinking or maybe I was too ambitious that I should have known that it was too good to be true.In life, there is no such thing as happy endings. Unlike in the books, their story only ends when the character gets or loses what they wanted. However in life, the story continues and it only stops when we die.“I’ll just go talk to Pericles, okay? Wait for me inside the house, I’ll just hear whatever he has to say,” Pietro gave me an assuring smile and places a soft kiss on the back of my palm to comfort me.
LUCREZIAI really didn’t want to let Pietro go, but I was left with no other choice. Even though I had made him promise that he would transfer all the dangerous jobs to Pericles, we had to make exceptions since not all tasks can be transferred to Pericles just like this one.Although Pietro do not want to go on a business trip and leave me behind, he is required to attend the trip and he couldn’t transfer the job to Pericles even if he wanted to.I could see how much Pietro is disappointed about our canceled plans. Even though I am disappointed with what happened, I couldn’t bring myself to blame him for anything.Pietro pulled my hopes up for nothing. I was looking forward of having this trip with him, but it turns out that my excitement was all for nothing.In between the both of us, I know that Pietro has the more reason to feel more disappointed than me. It was he who had scheduled everything.It was his i
LUCREZIAA child’s life is supposed to be a bliss. A child is supposed to live free without any fears, happy with small simple things, sheltered from the cruelty of the world.Childhood is supposed to be the phase of your life where you are starting to explore the world, learn who you are and what you can get to be.The fact that Pietro is so different from what a child should be shows what a difficult life he had lived in such an early age.My heart clenched inside my chest as I imagined Pietro feeling alone in this world at a time when he is supposed to be just a kid who can live freely in the world.“Does he get along with the other kids?” I asked Pericles hoping that when he was bought from his father, he finally found comfort from the kids that he met who also lived a life like him.I was hoping that he had found his new family who had mended his broken heart and make up to the cruel past that he ha
LUCREZIA“Should I bring you to the hospital?” Pericles asked me worriedly as he held all my hair in one hand and rubbed my back with the other to help me vomit all the contents of my stomach to the toilet.Pericles is such a great help. I don’t know what would happen to me if he wasn’t here. Why do I have to fall sick at the most inconvenient time while Pietro is miles away from where I was?I gripped the rim of the toilet so tightly as wave of nausea washes over me while feeling lightheaded and dizzy at the same time.I don’t know what’s wrong with me, I just woke up feeling like this. It’s not like I’m tiring myself or made contact with anyone who was sick.I was only stuck all day inside the house with Pericles to keep me company and he has been taking a good care of me. I don’t see why I’m getting sic all of a suddenPericles continued rubbing my back to help me a
LUCREZIAI was about to knock on the door upon finding it was locked, when Pericles suddenly opened it, catching me by surprise.Pericles’s eyes widened, not expecting to see me standing in front of Pietro’s office. I brought down my hand that I am supposed to use to knock on the door since Pericles had already opened the door.“What are you doing here?” Pericles asked me.Instead of answering his question, I tried to take a peek inside the room, but he was too good, he pulled the door close behind him, blocking my view with his body as he carefully closes the door behind him.“Didn’t I tell you to rest in your room?” Pericles raises an eyebrow at me when I should be the one doing that.He saw how I was trying to take a look inside, but he purposefully blocked my view that I did not even saw a thing. Now, he is acting like he did nothing wrong.I crossed my arms in front of m