Not when Lucia is involved.For a moment, I think Lucia is going to argue with me. But her shoulders slump, and she looks away with a heavy sigh.“Okay. Fine. But you’re staying on the couch. That’s where you’re staying.”I don’t respond. I would prefer to be in bed with her, but I’m not about to push it. Sighing, I get my cell phone out. I will need to call Mom to make sure she’s there for Lucia.She’s right. I do need to hire a helper. And I hope Mom isn’t going to be smirking, knowing that I’m spending the night with a woman she thought might be a good match for me.She knows me far better than I want to admit.LUCIA God,why can’t I sleep? I’m sure I’ve been lying in bed staring at the ceiling for hours now, but my alarm clock says it’s just been a couple of hours. It’s not even ten yet. I was barely in bed around this time, but after eating and getting my paperwork sorted, Micheal ran a bath for me and told me to have an early night. I’m not about to argue with him.It’s been a w
“It's my ex. I keep him unblocked so he doesn’t try to get hold of me through friends or unknown numbers, and he’s taking advantage of it.”“Maybe you should change your number,” Micheal suggests.“I’ve thought about it, but knowing my luck, I’ll forget to tell those who really need it, and then there’s changing it for the doctors and all that….” I shake my head as I delete the entire text thread from Nate. “Besides, I’ve got a business number. I can’t change that, unfortunately.”“And you can’t block him because he’ll try to go through a friend or a new number.”Exactly.”Micheal shakes his head and sits on the edge of the bed. He’s taken off his coat and jacket, leaving him in just a shirt open at the neck. He looks good in pale blue.God, I need to get rid of these dirty thoughts building in my head.“You need to call the police and make a report,” Micheal says. “Even if you can’t get him arrested, at least you have a paper trail, and they could have a word with him, at the very le
“I thought you didn’t want that anymore.”“Let’s just say you make me want things I shouldn’t. And,” I shift onto my knees and put my arms around him, “for some reason, I’m feeling very horny.”That part is genuine. I can feel my arousal building despite feeling off-color, and now I’m touching Micheal; it’s building tenfold. I’m desperate to get his clothes off.“What about your sickness?” Micheal asks, still not reaching for me. “I'm still worried about your condition.”“Do you normally push away a woman wanting sex with you?”“No…”“Then don’t start with me.” I start to undo the buttons on his shirt. “You did say you would look after me tonight, yes? Then look after me.”Micheal groans, and suddenly I’m on my back as he kisses me fiercely. Our hands are everywhere as we pull at each other’s clothes, almost getting tangled up as we try to do the same thing simultaneously. I kiss his shoulders and chest as he throws off his shirt, and then his mouth devours my breasts once my pajama t
What’s the harm in trying? If I want to pursue something with Lucia more than just the occasional round of sex.I’m going to have to leave and give her the space she needs before getting those answers.With a heavy heart, I put on my shoes and socks, checking that I have everything on me as I put my jacket and coat on. Then I walk back to Lucia, who is watching me with an expression that doesn’t know whether to be shocked or upset, her arms wrapped around her waist. She looks so delicate and innocent that I want to hold onto her and not let go.Instead, I kiss her forehead and step back before I pull her into my arms.“I’m just a phone call away if you need me for anything. You’ll let me know, won’t you?”“Sure.” Lucia’s mouth twitches. “I’ll let you know.”Something tells me that she’s pulling away again. I really don’t want that. But Helen is practically nudging me towards the door. Whatever is happening is not going to be revealed right now.And it will leave me in knots until Luci
“Well, the pill isn’t working if you’ve still managed to get pregnant. And Micheal was just here, so why didn’t you tell him?”“I don’t know.” I try to drink my tea, but it’s too hot, and my hands tremble. I put it to one side. “I wasn’t thinking clearly. I just needed him to get out of here before I had a panic attack.”“Oh, honey.” Helen looks torn. “I wish I knew what I could do to make you feel better. If I could take away…”“I appreciate you feel that way about me, Helen. I love you for it. But I have to deal with this.” I sigh heavily and rub my hands over my face. “I feel like crap. How do I tell someone I’m not even in a relationship with that I’m pregnant? I can’t see that going over well.”“How do you know? You need to tell him, and it can’t be that bad.”“But…”“Besides, he’s a dad already, isn’t he? And from what you’ve said, his kid is cool. I think it’s safe to say he’s a good father.”There is that. I can be sure that Micheal will be a good parent if Regina is anything
Nathan looks pained.“I…I thought…once you had calmed down…”“What part of our communications said that I was calming down? I was calm every time until you contacted me, and you would wind me up again. Seriously, Nathan, take a fucking hint!” I shove him in the chest again. “Now get out of here before I have Helen call the cops. I’m not in the mood to deal with any of this. Fuck off!”“But, Lucia…”I manage to turn Nathan around to push him toward the door, but he stops when he sees something on the table. It takes me a moment too long before I realize that he’s seen the pregnancy test. Helen seems to think the same thing because she’s snatching up the test and putting it behind her back before Nathan can get to it.“What…Helen, what was that?”“It’s nothing to do with you, Nathan,” Helen says, darting away as Nathan tries to reach behind her. “Just get out like Lucia wants.”“I’m not…what you picked up…that was a pregnancy test, wasn’t it?” Nathan tries to grab at Helen, but she shov
I’m not thinking aboutthat, Dad! I mean, talking about being with a woman like they’re your girlfriend. You haven’t done that in a very long time. And there’s a spring in your step.”“A spring in my step?” I can’t help but laugh at that. “Given that I’ve felt like I’m in a slump, I’m surprised there was a spring at all.”“Granted, I’ve seen how low you’ve been and felt bad about it.”“How come?”“Because I love you, and I wish to help.” Regina frowns. “I hate seeing you sad.”I don’t think I can love my daughter more than I already do. She is far too sweet for her own good. I’m not looking forward to the teenage tantrums that are on the horizon. I’m sure that they’re not too far away.I squeeze her hand before I grab some fries and dip them in the barbecue sauce.“You don’t need to worry about that. It’s not your responsibility to make me happy all the time. You’re my daughter, not my mom.”“Grandma was concerned as well. She wasn’t sure how she would cheer you up, either.”“Grandma w
I laugh at that comment.“I wouldn’t be surprised if you did. You are quite outspoken when you want to be.”“Someone has to be.” picks up some fries. “So what—are you going to make it official? I’m guessing, with how distracted you’ve been recently, you haven’t asked her to be your girlfriend.”“It’s easier said than done, Regina. It’s not like I can go up to her and actually ask.”“We do it at school all the time.”“Does that mean you’ve got yourself a boyfriend?”Regina laughs.“Not yet. But I’ve had guys come up and ask me on a date. I haven’t been out with anyone in a while, but it’s good fun.” She munches on her fries. “I'm just saying, Dad. If a thirteen-year-old can come up to me and ask me out, then a grown man like you can go to an adult woman and ask her on a date. Or ask her to be your girlfriend, whichever you want.”I shake my head.“Things change when you grow up, honey. It’s not that simple.”“Sometimes, that’s all you need. It must be embarrassing to have a teenager wi