Chapter 110

I don't loosen my grip on my phone for one second, clenching my jaw and gritting my teeth as I search the road ahead. My knuckles are getting more and more white as I tighten my fingers around the steering wheel, and all that comes out of me is a string of profanities.

“F*ck…”

I can’t seem to help it, my overwhelming anxiety always gets the best of me. The unbearable news of our child’s death rocked me to my core, and every ounce of guilt and remorse for what I had done only intensifies with each passing moment.

F*ck, and it’s all because of me!

My tears are splashing against my cheeks, blurring my vision and making it difficult to drive. I forcefully shake my head to clear away the thoughts that had caused the tears. I focus all of my attention on driving and refuse to let myself cry.

“Wait for me, Leilani…” I whispered to myself.

I cannot believe how naive I was! Why did I allow our relationship to end in such a way?! What was going through my head when I left her alone, knowing ful