I stood still and transfixed on the entrance to Aiden's residence, unable to bring myself to move away.My mind was preoccupied with a million thoughts, all centered around the fear of not being welcomed back after my unannounced visit. I had hoped my instincts were wrong and that Aiden would be understanding and forgiving of my unexpected appearance without warning.Will Aiden still accept me despite what I did? My stomach churned nervously, my mind racing with anxious thoughts. I couldn't stand still, so I fidgeted with my fingers anxiously. There was a deep fear inside me that he would never be able to forgive me or look at me the same way again. What if this changed our relationship forever? It seemed like such an impossible feat; will he ever be able to get past what happened between us and move on?I took a deep breath, my hand trembling as it hovered over the door handle. Before I could knock, the door suddenly swung open and there Aiden stood in front of me. I was taken aback
The atmosphere between us had suddenly shifted, wary and tense.Even though Aiden had forgiven me for my wrongdoings and I had done the same for him, I still couldn't shake off this feeling of unease. Despite our reconciliation, something felt off and it was hard to ignore. We were both apologetic for our actions, but part of me felt like something still hadn't been addressed. The tension between us was clear and neither one of us wanted to be the first to break it. We would have conversations but there was always this looming silence afterwards.This guilt that I hold inside hasn't disappeared yet. The fact that I had a sexual encounter with Adam and then proceeded to go back to Aiden, knowing full well he isn't the father of the woman who showed up here has been consuming me day and night. It almost feels like I don't have any right to be here with him, now that all this information has come out. The reality is, if things were different then maybe nothing would have happened in the
I felt completely overwhelmed, my mind in knots. My lungs were heavy and a voice inside me was warning that this may not be the best course of action. It was like I was standing at the edge of a cliff and unable to step back, not out of fear but willingly accepting its consequences. Every part of my body told me to stop but there seemed to be something in the air that whispered 'move forward'. The idea seemed so enticing yet so dangerous at the same time.“Hey, you need to relax. They won’t hurt you.”I glanced up at Aiden who's standing behind me. His hands were placed on my shoulder in an encouraging manner, providing both support and comfort. His expression was stoic, but his eyes conveyed a glimmer of apprehension that matched my own. I could tell he was just as anxious as I was, despite his composed exterior.Taking a deep breath, I tried to steady myself while I waited for the medical professional who would be coming to examine me. It wasn't the thought of an examination itself
I’m scared.For countless reasons I have come to be in this state of distress, but the primary instigator of it is undeniably Aiden. No other person has impacted me like he has; his presence is a source of both pain and pleasure. His every move, every conversation - it all haunts me like an echoing wave. His mere existence unsettles my soul, and yet I can't seem to shake the feeling that he's something special in my life.Part of me wanted to tell Aiden about my pregnancy, but I couldn't bring myself to, due to the fear I was feeling. In the back of my mind, there's a voice that tells me that the baby could be his, but until I know for sure it's impossible for me to confront him with this news. It's a scary thought and it weighs heavily on my heart and mind. This uncertainty is not something I can easily bear; it feels like a heavy burden on my shoulder.“Do you want me to tell him, Ms. Villarreal?”I was suddenly brought back to the present when Dr. Preston uttered a few words after
Aiden's character changed dramatically after discovering my pregnancy. He became much more attentive and caring, noticing my smallest needs and doing his best to ensure that I was always comfortable. His enthusiasm for our child was almost infectious, as he began to eagerly plan out our futures together with an excitement that I'd never before seen in him. This newfound tenderness left me feeling incredibly appreciated and loved; I felt like nothing mattered more than the bond we were carefully forming as a family.“Are you feeling a little hungry? Are those cravings for something specific starting to kick in? Is it the same kind of strange and sometimes off-putting food cravings that many pregnant women experience?”He was diligently going over the list of possible food items that a pregnant woman can consume. His notebook was filled with scribbles and notes, making sure to have everything accounted for. He was determined to make sure he had all the necessary information on what I ne
“We will move out of this unit tomorrow.” I said nothing when Aiden announced that our long-awaited move to our new home was finally about to happen. It's a mix of emotions; excitement, but also a little fear. As much as I am looking forward to making this place feel like home, there is still an unknown element that can be unnerving. We have been waiting for so long and all the little details are starting to fall into place and before we know it, the big day will be here. I looked down at my stomach, still not able to make out any hint of a growing bump. But Aiden was doing everything he could do to make sure our unborn baby was safe and healthy. He had been creative in his approach to prioritizing my safety first. From keeping an eye on me while I went for long walks, ensuring I took my vitamins every day and making sure the food he was providing was nutritious - all these considerations had been taken into account. “What do you want to do before we move out?” I gaze at Aiden, who
“I…i-”My hands started to shake with fear as I looked at Adam, my breath catching in my throat. I wanted to say no, but the words were stuck in place. A million different excuses and arguments tried to escape from me, yet nothing came out as my mouth remained frozen shut. Every instinct told me this wasn't something I should agree to, yet here I was still unable to express myself. Is it because of Adam's intimidating presence or my own fear that kept me from voicing my opinion?“Please…” he begged.I shifted my jaw, looking over to Alicia next to me who appeared incredibly perplexed trying to fathom why Adam would want to suddenly speak with me.The intensity in his gaze made me hesitant but intrigued at the same time.“O-okay…”I was just about to get up from my spot on the couch, preparing to follow Adam wherever he went when suddenly Aiden stepped in between us, his expression ominously intense.He had a clear message in his gaze; he was warning me not to go anywhere with Adam. I
It’s awkward.Well, to be honest with you Aiden didn't even seem to be paying attention to the conversation. I kept stealing glances at the other two, who both seemed just as uncertain of what to do or say. There was an awkward silence that hung in the air like a fog and none of us seemed able to clear it away. I could tell they wanted desperately for someone else to take charge and break this stalemate.“Leilani! Let’s go here!”Oh, wait, except for Alicia who seems to be the only happy person today. Aiden and Adam are the ones who aren't exchanging any words.Alicia grabbed my hand and tugged me along cheerfully towards the large fish pond. We silently stepped into the still, shallow water, feeling the fish quickly swarming around our feet. I could feel their delicate scales brushing against my skin, and it was a truly unique sensation that I had never experienced before. She grinned at me with an infectious joy as she watched me squirm from surprise but also delight.Deciding to go