30 - Trust

Nivi's pov

Bathroom door closed behind me making a thud sound because I closed it in a rage. I felt myself so low just because of that man. What all things I have to do with him to earn his trust ? Within this small time period I couldn't even come up with any other idea than this filthy act. I smacked on my head thinking about coming up with such a third rate idea.

I couldn't even look at my face when I stood infront of mirror. What I have become with myself ? Where is my pride ? Where is my dignity ? Now I really look like a whore. What I am even wearing to satisfy that ruthless monster ? I turned my face from mirror all frustrated but first thing caught in my eyes was the place were Siddarth and I was sitting few minutes before. Those filthy acts I did on him flashed inside my mind like a nightmare. I grabbed whatever got in my hands and throw it to floor to release my anger on him.

" Calm down Nivi, calm down. Endure him for few more days. After that it's pay back time. Mr Siddar