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Living with the Enemy. 17. Another Blue balls.
Deangelo.How much this girl affects me was starting to become unreal. It just didn't make any sense anymore, she was just another girl and I couldn't believe that she made me even think of having sex with Anna.I had been down so bad that I thought letting it all out after lacking sex for so long was what would get her out of my mind easily but I couldn't go through with it and I hope I don't end up going through because I know how much Anna would get clingy afterwards and start thinking that we can take it further. I do not want these attachments, not now. Not ever.I don’t need love. I don’t need acceptance or approval. I reject them before they can ever reject or accept me. Seeing her just now and being alone in the same space with her gave me another blue balls. My mouth had watered that I almost rose from the chair before I settled back again when she showed up. Her short dress had done nothing to stop my imaginations from running wild, I couldn't even help but wonder if she kn
Living with the Enemy. 18: Playing Arcade games.
Elena.The next day, I had an alarm given on the shelf in my room set, I didn't want to get told or have to go through the same mistake again. I then woke up the kids even though they were both grumpy, to drop them at school, one of the drivers which was also assigned as bodyguard for the kids assisted.I was also told that Mia returns back to school in her school bus in afternoon because she's involved in sports extra curricular activities that require her to stay in school for longer times and Diego is the one I have to go pick up. During the coming and going out of the Ferrari's estate, I knew I had to protect myself from being recognized or seen I'm the outside world so I always made sure to have a scarf and a facemask on at all times. I could afford being snatched away because of my own recklessness. I was quite happy and excited to be picking up Diego alone as I wanted the chance to be with him and get to connect with him. I even planned to take him to a park while we play arou
Living with the Enemy. 19. One down, One to go.
Elena.You're banned from playing those games, Diego. Banned! You're too young to be so interested in those games that can get you so addicted, and how many times do you have to be told that running is not exactly good for you nor your health. At least not now, why don't you ever listen?" I watched as Mr. Deangelo scolded his young son like he was a teenager or something and it just didn't sit well with me, "Sir, I think speaking to him in more gentle manners is what will get across to him and not in such harsh ways... he's too young to...""Oh shut up, Elena. Shut up!" He snapped, cutting me off and I was embarrassed. Diego ran up the stairs into his room and then the Alpha faced me squarely, "You're supposed to be their nanny which means you guide them from doing wrong and bad things that may be detrimental to them not join them in doing those things. If you cannot correct and guide my kids in the right path as expected, then what kind of nanny are you? Huh?""I'm so sorry sir, I h
Living with the Enemy. 20. He belonged to me.
Sofia.I hate the new nanny. I've gone too far to have that bitch from nowhere to ruin it all for me and that's why I needed to keep sabotaging her just as I have been sabotaging a lot of them, especially the ones who seemed to have their eyes on the alpha.I didn't spend years in this pack tutoring some spoilt and arrogant kids despite having an MBA just to get sidelined like this. When I first saw Elena, she looked quite young, naive and dumb enough to be manipulated and pushed around. It looked like she won't be able to last very long in the pack anyways, non of the nannies ever did because they never got along with the kids. Never.She had only spent two days in the pack and she already had Diego wrapped around her fingers, and the fact that the alpha himself kept overlooking a lot of things from and about her was even more enraging. I mean, did that girl just dare to go in private to speak to the Alpha and did the alpha really just allowed her to manipulate him so easily like t
Living with the Enemy. 21. You like testing me.
Elena.I found myself in an empty room, except there was child who looked nothing like a child. She was wrapped so tightly inside a thin mattress that I could see only her feet and somehow... her right arm... which had become a knife from her elbow to the place her fingers should be. I ran to her, try to calm her, yet she wielded the knife in blind panic, unable to tell friend from foe. Someone pulled me away from the blade and instead, I find myself sitting on the end of a large bed. I had thought it empty, but soon there was a man inside it, tall and broad. I moved away to a chair, unsure of why I was there, yet I couldn't find a way to leave. The man spoke... sitting up in bed, he asked me to rub sunscreen into his upper back and shoulders. I refused. I told him to ask someone else to do it, there were lots of people in the room but they did not move.And then, I awake safe in my bed... wondering if I was the girl in the mattress, part human, part weapon, fighting the entire world
Living with the Enemy. 22. I am Deangelo Ferrari.
Deangelo.Holy shit. I am so fucking screwed. I’d been staring at my ceiling since I woke up this morning. I couldn't stop thinking about the yet another encounter with Elena. So many thoughts crashed through my mind. The things that we had done, the way she had stared at me in such intimate position and the things I wanted. I wanted to taste her, to see if she would be as delicious as she was in my dreams. I started this sex thing with Anna to curb this, to stop my over the top sexual urge, It should have been enough. I was sure that if I just had sex regularly with a female, the wanting would be over, and I’d finally have some peace. But here I was, in my bed, fucking throbbing like I haven’t come in weeks.This was just sick. What was I, sixteen? Even after what had just happened between us yesterday, I was hard. Again. And this time was even worse than the seven other times I had woken up this way. This time, It was like I knew what I was missing. Seven days and endless fantasi
Living with the Enemy. 23. Get out of my Room.
Elena.I remained on my bed as soon as I was back with Diego, I had gone to pick him up from his school and we were such good friends now such that everyone in the pack were shocked at our closeness. I've also noticed how much he spoke whenever he was free with me, about his school, his friends and everything he had done in school. He's such a bubbly and adorable little boy that I find myself so whipped by.As I lay on my bed, I couldn't help but think back to my encounter with the alpha a couple of days ago and how I had tried to avoid him or anything that had to do with his presence since then. But despite the avoidance with his presence, he didn't seem to leave my mind for a second. Even his smell seemed stuck to my nostrils. He smells good, like soap and cigars and testosterone, like a midnight walk in the woods.It made me remember how he had felt when I looked so scared of him in his study, something about my response and behaviour towards him had dissatisfied him so much that
Living with the Enemy. 24. Mia's Ballet Performance.
Elena.It had been two whole weeks since I was accepted into the Ferrari pack and I had been living amazingly okay with them without any issues.Yet.I had even grown so close to Camila and I've grown to understand in my little way about friendship and relationships with people. Camila had been nothing but nice to me, she gists me about everything and anything. She was like the sister and bestfriend I have always wanted but never got. Another thing I liked about her was how she never asked about my background or where I was from, it was almost as if she knew I didn't want to talk nor reminisce about that aspect of me at all. She was also responsible for the clothes I put on, she gave me clothes from time to time especially body hugging gowns claiming that I would look better in them just because I had a tinier waist.I had just returned from Diego's school where I had gone to bring him back home and I joined Camila and her mom in the lounge where they both sat, talking.The fact that
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