The morning came. I opened my eyes and just sighed after realizing that I am still above the sofa where I rested last night. I closed my eyes tightly again. I took a deep breath and immediately stretched after I opened my eyes. I sat properly. I bowed because my head hurt. My palms immediately supported my head. I gently massaged the side of my head. Nothing has changed yet. Instead of the pain going away, the pain got even more worse. I raised my gaze. I'm looking for something but I don't know what it is or who it is I'm looking for. "Athara, prepare me a soup," I said, closing my eyes and massaging the side of my head again. "Fuck, Athara, I said— Shit, Theron! Don't you know she's gone? Don't you know she's out of this house because of you? Fuck you, Theron! Fuck your shits! Fuck your dumb ass, Theron," I said to myself. I gasped. I slapped myself because I was annoyed with it. I forgot that she is no longer here. I forgot that she left me. She left me because of my own doin
A few months passed when I started to have my skilled men search for Athara. I am now sitting in my swivel chair in my office. I was constantly thinking about their search for Athara. I hope I don't hear bad news from my men. My men have been almost all over the Asian countries but they still haven't found my wife. The trepidation I felt became even more intense because my men left two countries to search over.The telephone rang on the table but I couldn't pick it up. I was nervous and I just looked at the phone dumbfounded. The telephone stopped ringing for a moment but within a minute it rang again. My hand was shaking and I reached for the phone and immediately brought it to my ear. "Hello," I said on the phone. "Good evening, boss. We're in Taiwan right now and my colleagues are currently circling every corner of the country," said Mark, who was the leader of the group I paid to find Athara in that country. I closed my eyes. This was not the news I wanted to hear from him.
I am preparing my things now. I hope that the Philippines would be a welcoming place for a person like me– for a person hoping to see his departed wife.I sat down and immediately looked again to see if the things I needed to bring were complete. I put my things in two pieces of luggage. I will stay in the Philippines for a long time because I know it will be difficult to find my wife there. I just smiled at my thoughts. I was imagining the appearance and shape of Athara's body. It's been a few months so I'm sure her belly is big now. Well, I know that she will still be gorgeous no matter what her body shape is. I'm also sure that her being pregnant will give her more beauty than anyone else. There was a knock outside the door. I'm sure Maid Tanna is the person outside. "Come in, Maid Tanna," I told her. I stared at the doorknob that moved until I saw Maid Tanna enter after the door was totally opened. I couldn't define the expression on her face. I don't know if she is sad or not
I was gone for a moment because nature called me. I sat back in my seat on the plane, my eyes fixed on the clouds outside. As I gazed out, I couldn't help but think of Athara, hundreds of miles away.The distance between us always seemed so immense when I was on the road, and it weighed heavily on my mind. I shook my head because of the thought. I must think positively that our distance would become narrow. Whenever I thought of her, a warmth spread through my body that took the edge off the separation.I remembered the last time we were together, I took her for granted and I was afraid to tell her I love her. I smiled at the thought of her infectious stare and the way her eyes crinkled when she smiled.I reached for my phone and scrolled through pictures of her, feeling a sense of comfort and connection despite the physical distance between us. I hope this comfort won't be taken from me. I longed to hold her close, to wrap my arms around her and feel the beating of her heart against
It's been months and my wife decided to live with me. I bought a two storey house in the Philippines near the church where Athara is volunteering. Her tummy was slowly enlarging and it made me worried because her volunteering might harm our child. I decided to visit her to the church. As I approached my wife, her deep focus was evident. She was methodically wiping down the pews as she hummed an old gospel hymn to herself. When she saw me, her face lit up, and she greeted me with a warm smile."Hey, love," she said, her voice cheerful and light."Hey," I responded. "I didn't realize you'd be here the whole day.""Yeah, it's been a long one. But I'm happy to do this," she replied, gesturing to the space around her.I looked around the cramped, dimly-lit chapel, the sound of rustling paper and soft voices filling the air. "Listen, I was hoping we could spend some time together. Maybe grab a meal and take a walk or something?"She looked at me, her expression apologetic. "I can't, not
As I held her in my arms above the soft bed, I couldn't help but feel an overwhelming sense of love and protectiveness. "I think it's about being present," she said softly, her head resting against my chest. "Being there for them, listening to them, and guiding them as they grow."I nodded, knowing that she was right. "And being patient," I added. "Kids need patience, especially when they're trying to figure things out."She smiled up at me, her eyes shining with love. "You're going to be an amazing father," she said, reaching up to kiss me.I felt a rush of emotion, knowing that this was exactly where I was meant to be. Together, we would build a family and create a home full of love, laughter, and support.As we continued to talk, planning out our future as parents, I knew that the road ahead wouldn't always be easy. There would be challenges and obstacles, but as long as we had each other and our love for our children, we would be able to overcome anything.With a sense of purpose
It was a sunny afternoon when I decided to call Maid Tanna. I had been going through a lot lately, and I needed someone to talk to. As luck would have it, Maid Tanna was available to answer my call."Hey, Maid Tanna, it's me, Theron.""Oh, hi, how have you been?" replied Maid Tanna on the other end of the phone."I've been good. Things are settling down now that my wife is back home.""That's great news! I'm so happy for you.""Thanks, Maid Tanna. But there's something else that's been bothering me.""What's that?""Well, my wife has been focusing a lot on volunteering at the church. Don't get me wrong, I'm happy that she's found something meaningful to do, but I'm worried that she might be neglecting our relationship."Maid Tanna listened patiently as I shared my concerns. After finishing, she paused for a moment before responding."Theron, I think the best thing you can do is communicate your feelings with your wife. Let her know that you're proud of her for volunteering and that yo
A few days have passed but Athara and I still haven't spoken clearly. We eat together and we sleep beside each other but we are not okay. My heart was heavy because of our setup. I feel like I am carrying the heaviest thing on Earth. This is how hard it is if the person you love is not okay with you even if you live together in the same house. Athro is being taken care of by her well but she is still not resting from her volunteering at the church. We were close with each other but there was a huge distance between us, it made my heart the saddest thing on Earth now. "Shh, Athro! Stop crying," she said while she was carrying Athro. She was dancing without the beat of her own created music to calm Athro down. I was just on my table and doing my business. I realized how to take care of my business even though I am far away. The days that Athara and I weren't okay were turned to months and it feels even longer. Another two months have passed. Athara and I are growing up. Athro will