Sophie
The days snuck up on us like a ghost in the night, and they were full of pain, tears, and many- MANY obstacles.
I worked overtime to finish all my missed assignments and turned them in before Christmas break came during the nights. But the days were torture for us. We worried if mom would collapse again while dad had to be away in the vineyard, and us attending school.
There were times when I’d run home and find her crouched down in pain, holding her left breast, which was where the lumps of cancer had been detected. I felt so stupid, not knowing what to do. I’d go in panic mode, and cry along with her. It’s as if cancer had waited for the news to get out to hit her harder.
Dad hit me with the news that he had turned in my packet for the trip to Barcelona, but I refuse to go. How could I go under these circumstances? He had to be out of his mind! I refuse, and I repeat, I refuse to go on that trip this year.
I want to stay
Sophie Mom and I woke up super early and sat to have a conversation. To say that it was a pleasant conversation would be a lie. It was the complete opposite. "Sit down, sweetheart. I need to talk to you about what is going to happen next. And I need you to be brave for me. I need you, Sophie, I need you here with me." Mom was making me really nervous. I sat next to her, allowing her to take my hands in hers. "Mom. what is going on? Why don't you have breakfast first? we can talk about this right after." She nods in disagreement with her eyes closed. She takes a long sigh, looking away from me towards the ground. "Sophie, as soon as we go into the hospital, the doctor will
LoganWe finally arrived at the airport in New York. Everything has happened so suddenly. My nerves are still on edge. All I want to do is run to her and hug her tight, and never, EVER, let her go.We first picked up Mr.P, Jason, and Aaron's luggage. I had no time to grab anything for myself other than what I was wearing. After, we grabbed a taxi to the hotel where Mrs.P and Sophie were staying.We almost had the same inconvenience, but the reception lady realized there was a cancelation on a large party that had four bedrooms. We grabbed two rooms before they could be taken from someone else.After we left the luggage in the rooms, we grabbed a different cab and went on our way to the hospital. I glanced at my watch and sighed in irritation. It was now close to ten in the morning. My phone had run out of battery, but I was able to call mon on my way to the airport last night and told her what was happenin
Sophie"Logan, wait." I caught my breath as I broke our kiss. His lips were swollen, and I could feel mines the same way."Sophie, I missed you. I missed you so much. Please, give me another chance. I was, I was an idiot. I should have believed you. I know now that you didn't cheat on me. I'm sorry. I'm so sorry babe."I closed my eyes and pondered on his words. I folded my hands over my chest, turning my body away from him."Sophie, say something. Please? Tell me you're willing to give me a second chance. Please? I-I know I was a moron, I should have never doubted you. I know you kept Troy and Dylan's secret to protect them, I know that now. Soph." His hands softly embraced me around my waist. His hard chest leaned against my back."So, you only believed me, because you found out the truth about Troy and Dylan? What about when I asked you to believe me? What about every time I told you I didn't cheat on you? What about each
LoganThe days after Mrs. Patterson's surgery were hard for everyone. I talked to mom daily, making sure she kept me updated on the situation.Apparently, dad was not going to back down on his lawsuit against mom. The only way that he would undo the whole case was if mom agreed to go back with him, which I don't blame mom for telling him off.Derreck's office was not so far from the hospital, so I met up with him every chance I got to talk to him. It looks like mom may be able to win the case since dad had neglected to pay child support for us, and has not seen Ashley for over a year. She also had the upper hand since Steven and I had already witnessed them being lovey-dovey during the summer cruise.He has no idea I have videos of him being a little too friendly with her. But that is a surprise I'm willing to wait until it's time for the court date.Sophie has had it really hard. Her mom is agonizing because of all the radiation
SophieAfter we played around throwing snowballs at each other, Logan took us to a late-night ice skating. Though we only skated for a little since it was so late and they were already closing down.Then we took the boys to get a hot chocolate, listened to carolers, and ended back at the hotel with two boys who passed out the second we got there."Thank you for tonight, Logan. My brothers needed a distraction from all this." I sat next to him on the couch inside our room.Somehow Logan said the hotel was very sorry for messing up his room and offered him the presidential suit. They checked him out of his room earlier than the day he had paid for his stay and since they rented the room out to someone else, they gave him the biggest room in the hotel. This place had a total of five rooms, and since they were pretty much empty during the day, my brothers sometimes stayed home and caused chaos in each one, giving the cleaning ladies much to do.
Logan I woke up to the sound of my phone. I was still pretty tired. Last night was unforgettable. A night I hope and wish to repeat over and over again for the rest of my life, if possible. Sophie still doesn't know about my status. She doesn't know I have more than enough money to afford this room for a year if I wanted. But I know I have to tell her soon. If there is one thing I've learned- is to never hide something from her. She deserves all my trust; Just like I know she has always trusted me. I slowly open my eyes, the ring of my phone keeps going off. Sophie is still sound asleep in my arms, her hair covering her face makes me smile. I slowly move my arm from under her and I turn to grab my phone out of my sweatpants pocket. "Shit," I utter out as I see the phone number on the ID. "Hey! Where are you?" I whisper as I quickly
Logan (2 weeks later) Good and bad news for you guys. Mrs. Patterson is recovering beautifully. Slowly- but beautifully. Her last radiation is in a few weeks, just before Valentine's. Our schools trip to Barcelona for the first time in years includes most football players. We were in the middle of championships for the state, thinking we would win, but I'm afraid we lost big time. I kid you not- this is the second time our school actually gets to go to state play-offs this far during my four years in college. Last year we went all the way past the second game, but our team lost big time to a school in the northern part of Tennessee. We were on our fourth game going strong towards the middle of January when I sprained my ankle mid-game. From there, it went downhill. We lost the game, and then more. So now that the year is officially over for us- for now! Coach announced the school to move forward with the tri
SophieAfter dinner, we all went our separate ways. I missed nights like this; when all was normal and we had no worries but to enjoy our youth.It seems that the closer we get to graduation, the more real adulthood gets, and by all means, adulthood is not always pretty. I see how stressed out daddy gets helping out mom with her radiation and traveling to and from work every day.He's so strong. He never complaints about anything. He simply helps and puts on a happy smile. Deep down, I know he's hurting. He's hurting just as mom is, or more.Logan and I made our way to his car after saying goodbye to our friends and headed to his house. I have spent so little time in his house lately. He's been at my house mainly because he knows I want to be close to mom.Tonight we will spend the night at his place. Mom had to see her doctor in New York this weekend, so she will be gone for the past three or four days along with dad.This