N A Y A“Thank you for coming here,” I tell Adam. We're still sitting and staring at the expressionless distance ahead of us. My head is on his chest while he's running his hand on mine. I'm only holding onto his other hand. “I will always come to you. I will always look for you just for your information.” He says. I can hear the sincerity and seriousness blend together in his voice. I look up at him and smile. He smiles back. “How did you know I was missing. Do you always have that curiosity about my where I could be?” “Honestly, I had a feeling something is wrong. It's not that I am always curious but that my guts are telling me to look for you. ” He explains. “I wanted to find you, Naya.”I don't know what to say to that. I thought he has all his attention on Chloe. I had never expected him to be here. I'm still processing it. “What if...” I stop. “Okay. Let's say I ran away. And I never wanted to be found. Would you still look for me?”He shrugs his shoulders. When I look down
A D A MThe world doesn't have to know who you love or what things you do with someone you love spending your time with. That's what I think I should do until Naya suggests that if we find a way to get out from here, she wants to let Chloe know. Pretty much everyone, including Justin. And, yes, Cannon too.“We need to find a way out,” Naya says to me. We've been looking for possible ways we can get back up and the way out of this forest, but the grounds are slippery and there is barely something we can hold onto. “Should I try this time?” She gives me a nod not looking at me. “Please, be careful.” She helps my feet land on the last rock but I slip right back to the ground. She lets out a frustrated sigh. Her arms are on her hips while I try to think of another way. “Do you have your phone with you?” I ask.She shakes her head, “No, I don't. I don't know where it was.”Maybe that's why nobody could pick it up when I was trying to call her. But Naya stays calm amidst losing her thing
N A Y AIt's been almost twenty-four hours. And finally, this time after looking for so many ways to escape from the trap we were in, we finally escape away. Now we're walking the way back to the campsite. I still have the small memories of those moments right before I was taken away by Chloe. I still remember the feeling when I caught her and Adam kissing in the background. Those moments when I steal glances at him but I can't help but smile at the way he would the same. Maybe those glances mean something more than words could have been.“Have you ever felt guilty kissing Chloe in front of me?” I ask Adam as we continue to walk hand in hand. My head still hurts a little bit unlike the first, I wasn't too comfortable walking.He nods saying, “I do. Every single time. What about you? Do you think you shouldn't have kissed Justin at the back of the bus after that moment we had in the bookstore?”I almost gasped at the mention of that memory. That feels like forever ago. I couldn't eve
A D A MYou know it when it's time to cherish every moment when you know deep inside that later you'll be leaving. So I'm thankful that I found her. I'm thankful she allows me in. I'm thankful that she has forgiven me despite every pain I've put her in. I didn't mean to be hideous when it comes to treating her right. She deserves someone who's there to protect her from the pain and not cause her it. I only have a few days before I go back home. Before I finally disappear. And right now it's killing me knowing that she'll no longer be someone I will be next to after that. It's hard to say that I have grown to love her even if it seems that we only have a short time spent together that's why I want to spend it with memorable memories. Maybe one of the worst things a person can experience is counting the days before leaving. And also the one of the most painful is the leaving.If only we could go back, I would make sure it's a different place and time we could have met each other. “Wh
N A Y AIt's only been a day since we got home. Adam stayed with me last night but early this morning, he went back to his apartment to get something done. He didn't tell me what he was going to do. Right now, I'm just getting ready since he texted me a few hours ago that we'll be having dinner outside.I'm nervous again. I feel these butterflies whirling around my stomach every time I do something romantic with Adam. It's been a while since the last time a guy ask me for a dinner. Is it considered a date? I would say it is but I wanted to take it slow between us. I have never been in a relationship ever since me and Ryan. I don't know. It didn't take me much desire to be with someone. It's just until I bumped into Adam out of nowhere. I never noticed him. I never had a single thought of him. I just never saw him even with Chloe before. Perhaps that's because I could barely match a path with Chloe. After all, our friendship was starting to fall apart and getting forgotten.A knock on
A D A M“Naya, are you sure about this?” I stop kissing her. We have been half-naked for over ten minutes now. And I just can't help but think that maybe she's getting uncomfortable that this is getting long.She's under me. I don't want to turn the light off. But she insisted multiple times earlier but honestly, I want to see her. I'm only on my boxer but she never had a word about it which is fine for me. I had fun tonight on our dates. She told me she like tulip flowers and a sage shade of color green. We've talk about her parents right before their marriage became dry. She misses them a lot. I missed mine too. It leads me to think about meeting them again but Naya will be left here alone. She no longer has Chloe. I thought I should stay. But I don't want to disappoint my mother. “Adam, I'm sure about this.” She stares at me. “You. Are you sure you're okay with this? Is this your first time too?”I shake my head. There's a frown and a nod from her. “I want to do this with you, Ad
N A Y A“So where did Adam find you?” Cannon asks next to me. We find our seats in the cafeteria and now she's been curious about what happened. Honestly, I don't want to talk about it yet but she's my friend. It's time to tell her something. “In the forest. ” “Conscious or not?” She behind peeling off her banana. “Conscious.” I've been thinking about this moment. Where everyone would ask me questions. I hate that I have to recall that moment when I had my head wounded. My hands were tied behind and I have my fave on the ground when I woke up. It was a horrible time for me, that's why right now. If anyone would ask, I decided to twist the story a little. I told Cannon that I ran away because I couldn't help but get sad about missing my family. I didn't put Chloe's name on the story anymore. I'm just tired and I want to move on. I'm still hurt but I think it'll hurt more if everything that happened will occur in the words of those who are involved in that incident. I just want to
A D A MI am not only worried about what will happen to me. I am also worried about what will happen to us by the time I go.“Adam?” Naya calls, while my arms are wrapped across her chest. I insisted to visit the rooftop where I first recognize her. Technically, the first time we met was when that night she has mistaken me for a thief. “Yes, babe?” A giggle comes out of me. I think every time that babe word takes over our name, it hits different. “I think I had a terrible dream about you leaving.” She says in a lonely tone of voice. I wait for her to continue. “We were sleeping together. And something you said made me very not happy. As far as I can remember unasked you if you want me to wait for if ever you leave me, and you said no. And I woke up crying the next morning. It was a rare dream because my eyes were closed the whole time. I couldn't see actually. I hate that dream.” Her hold on my arms tightens and I tighten my arms around her too. She thinks it was a dream. It wa