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Seventeen
Micah pov
Why did Alyssa have to see me at my weakest, not only that, I opened my mouth and started to talk about her, why would I do that, now Alyssa will get it in her head to hate whoever I love because of my mouth and when I do decide to tell her that it is her, she will hate herself for not knowing. I keep complicating things and now how will I tell her that I am in love with her when I know that she will be sad and hate herself. I love her too much to put her through that but still the question remains, will I tell her that I am hopelessly in love with her.
What will I do to slice this dilemma, wait a minute, Miss Robin said that we should write a letter, she didn't specify which one. I will write a love letter and Al is always curious, she would want to know all about my inspiration and what I hope the letter would be, and when she asks who I wrote the letter for, I will finally tell he
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