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CHAPTER 11
Scott surprised me when I came home and cooked me a delicious Italian pasta dish with homemade breadsticks. We relaxed together on the futon and eventually made-out before moving to the bedroom. I laid beside him in his arms after making love and stared up at the ceiling. For the first time in forever, I felt guilty after having sex.
I should have felt guilty for my romp with Preston. I should feel remorse or shame for taking his money in exchange. Instead, I felt guilty for being with Scott; as if I was somehow cheating on Preston by having sex with my own boyfriend.It was ridiculous and insane and made no sense at all; but it felt like it should be Preston’s arms I should be laying in. It should be his bed and his home.His broad smile kept flashing through my mind. The taste of his lips taunted me, growing a constant need inside me for him. The feel of his body on body on mine, of his hands exploring every single inch of me, set my body aflame with desire.Related chapters
Love Me Or Die Young CHAPTER 12
I stood watching him leave, completely thrown off by him. When I had first met him, he had nearly undressed me the first chance he got. And now he was asking if I wanted a drink? Men were fickle things.I wandered back into the condo and looked around the room. Various landscape photos hung on the wall. There was a bookshelf near the large screen television and I walked over, my fingers skimming over several classic books. I noticed a guitar sitting in a stand over in the corner and strolled over to it. I gently traced my fingers over the strings just as Preston returned to the room. I turned around toward him as he walked in with two water bottles.“I got one for me, too,” he explained as he held one out to me.“Do you play?” I asked as I took the water bottle. “And thank you.”“Yes,” he replied as he opened his and took a long drink. “And you’re welcome.”I grinned at him as I opened my water bott
Love Me Or Die Young CHAPTER 13
"Hey," I drew out nervously as I laid in Scott's arms in our bed.He turned toward me; his eyes droopy with sleep. His dark hair was messy and curly atop his head making him look rather adorable. "Is it okay if I go dress shopping with Tricia on Saturday?" I had decided the lie would be better than the truth. It shouldn't matter that I was meeting a client on Saturday. I knew Scott would be thrilled with the news of the payday, and he was the one who initially hooked me up with Preston. But there was something about the rendezvous that felt wrong. It felt dirty; like I was somehow cheating on Scott to take Preston as a client. I knew exactly why, though I would never admit it out loud. I had feelings for him, feelings I shouldn't have.Scott grinned lightly at me, fatigue showing across his face. "Why does she need to go dress shopping?" I mentally smacked myself on the forehead. "Fred proposed! They're getting married." "Really?" he remarked in surprise. "What's so surpri
Love Me Or Die Young CHAPTER 14
After breakfast, we drove to Sammy’s Skydiving. I stared with unease at the tiny building, but Preston assured me it was completely safe. He held my hand and led me into the building with confidence. Sammy himself greeted us enthusiastically as he spoke to Preston about the current, perfect conditions for a jump and heights and equipment I had never head of. My hand tightened on Preston’s as my nerves began to mount within me. He glanced at me occasionally, giving me a reassuring smile and my hand a gentle squeeze. “This is my friend, Kendra.” Preston glanced at me as he introduced me. “This is Samuel. He’s the best skydiver around.”Samuel chuckled as he shook my hand. “Its nice to meet you, Kendra.” “She’s a little nervous,” Preston drew out slowly in his accent. “No worries,” Samuel said reassuringly. “We’ve already had an accident this morning so we aren’t due for another f
Love Me Or Die Young CHAPTER 15
We went back to Sammy’s Skydiving. We took off all the equipment and the jumpsuits and left in Preston’s sports car. We drove in silence with the windows down, both of us seeming to reflect on the amazing experience we had just participated in.Preston drove us to his condo and parked. He opened my door for me as he led me into his home. I excused myself to the restroom as he began rummaging around the kitchen talking about burgers and grilling.I returned to find the condo empty and noticed the sliding glass doors off the kitchen slightly ajar. I headed toward them and found Preston standing outside in front of the grill. I cautiously stepped out onto the stone patio.A large, built-in grill was surrounded by tan and light brown bricks with a beautiful countertop. It made a large L shape and had a dark, wooden canopy over it. Across from it was an oversized umbrella with four patio chairs made of a dark wicker with light brown cushions beneath. Matching ottomans sat in fro
Love Me Or Die Young CHAPTER 16
We sat out on the patio beneath the Florida sunshine and ate our burgers with some fruit he had grabbed from the fridge. We talked about much lighter topics of favorite movies, sports, and foods. “Favorite song?” he asked as he took a large bite of his burger. “Easy,” I replied as I lounged in the patio chair with my feet up on the ottoman. “Everything I Do, I Do It For You by Bryan Adams.” He looked at me in shock. “Really?’ “Yep,” I assured him with a confident nod. “Nothing will ever beat it. I used to listen to that song over and over again in my room and write every single lyric out. I was obsessed with it.” He chuckled as he took a drink of his soda. “Care to explain why?”I shrugged. “It was the first glimpse for me that love like that could exist. That a man could love awoman so immensely and…” I trailed off as I froze, the Florida sunshine suddenly unable to touch thefreezing chill inside me. I slowly shook my head, realizing I was on the brink of revealing too much.
Love Me Or Die Young CHAPTER 17
Scott was in an exceptionally good mood the next morning and it was contagious. He kissed me as he danced with me in our small kitchen. I was dying to tell him how much money I had made. I wanted to break open a bottle of champagne and celebrate with him. But I only wanted to share it with this Scott. I didn’t want drug addicted Scott to know about the money I had made, or where it was hidden.Scott drove me to work my lunch shift at Kiki’s. I nearly skipped into the restaurant in my joy. I was finally hitting a good streak in my life. I had an amazing client, who maybe saw me as more. It was possible, right? He did want to spend an entire day with me. He wouldn’t have done that if he didn’t truly like me. He would have just had the quick roll in the sack and went on his way like the other men did.And Scott was currently sober. I hoped with all my might it would stay that way. We couldn’t do down the dark path of his drug abuse again. Perhaps I should use the money Preston ha
Love Me Or Die Young CHAPTER 18
The bass pounded loudly from the speakers in the large room where the engagement party was being held. It was packed full of all of Tricia's and Fred's family and friends, which seemed to be half the state of Florida. It was an interesting mix of Fred's accountant friends and upper-class family and Tricia's former co-workers at Blue Hades and her current co-workers at her receptionist job.There was a large dance floor which was constantly full. Scott had taken me out to dance to a few songs, but had since disappeared. Large, rectangular tables sprawled across the half of the room which was not occupied by the dance floor. I sat at one of them, sipping on sparkling water when Tricia approached. "You can't look glum at my party," she drawled out in her Southern accent. "It's going to be bring the entire party down and Lord knows I can't have that."I chuckled at her as she sat down beside me and threw her arm around my shoulders. "I'm just resting my feet. These heels are killi
Love Me Or Die Young CHAPTER 19
"You gotta be fucking kidding me," Scott remarked as I dropped my eyes downward. I was completely and totally ashamed of what had occurred and what Preston was now witnessing. "What happened?" Preston asked in his British accent. His voice sounded restrained with anger. "She was clumsy as usual and hit her head," Scott drew out as he pressed the napkin harder against my head. I winced at the pressure. "Is that what happened?" Preston asked gently.I lifted my eyes back up and my heart fluttered as he was crouched down, inches away from me. His concerned green eyes bore into my inner soul and I struggled harder than I ever have with the lie. "What the hell, man," Scott said angrily beside me. "You don't believe me?" "Yeah," I whispered out. "That's what happened. I tripped."I could see the disappointment in Preston's eyes and it tore at my heart. "Let's take a look," he instructed as he slowly raised his hand toward my face. He pushed Scott's hand away as he reached into a bag
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