In the aftermath of a lengthy surgery, the boundary between reality and fantasy blurred for Lara. Encountering Olivia again reignited a deep-seated hatred, prompting a journey back to her college days.
Nearly a dozen years prior, Lara's relocation to Triguna Campus in Jakarta marked a significant shift after living with her aunt in Surabaya. Orphaned at a young age, Lara struggled to adapt, her unique appearance drawing both praise and bullying. Despite being labeled beautiful, Lara saw herself as average, her mixed heritage making her an outsider. The bullying intensified, leading to a traumatic incident that resulted in her uncle transferring her to a new school.***
"Lara, please join the Campus Queen contest, will you?" the class representative invited Lara at that time.
"Campus Queen?" Lara asked, her curiosity piqued. "Yes, beautiful girls like you will be competing to become the most beautiful student on campus," the representative explained. "Um, no thanks. I'm not interested," Lara politely declined. "Come on, you're the most beautiful student here. Our department has to win. This is part of the success program of the Language and Literature Student Union, please!" the representative persisted. Lara felt conflicted. Should she agree or continue to refuse? Her past experiences, nearly becoming a victim of rape, made her hesitant. To her, beauty was just a superficial aspect, and she saw nothing special about herself. "Hey! Yesterday you said I should join, why are you changing your mind now?" a woman in a yellow shirt and a denim mini skirt suddenly interrupted their conversation. "Oh! Olivia!" exclaimed the class representative awkwardly, realizing the interruption. "You're so disloyal! I already registered earlier!" Olivia accused. "Well, it's okay, isn't it? Whoever wins from among you will bring honor to the entire department!" the representative tried to mediate. "Sorry, I just won't participate," Lara decided, but the class representative insisted. "I promise to help you with the Indonesian literature assignment, really! You know, that subject is difficult? Especially for you, who was born and raised in Canada. You sure you don't need it?" the representative offered. Lara hesitated, acknowledging the difficulty of the subject. She wanted help but hadn't found anyone to turn to yet. "You promise?" "I promise!" "Okay. Fine." Reluctantly, Lara agreed to the invitation, marking the beginning of her tumultuous relationship with Olivia.***
After being chosen as Campus Queen, Lara's relationship with Olivia became more like hills and valleys. According to rumors, Lara stole her position as the winner of the 'Campus Queen'. She was also accused of winning the hearts of the coolest guys Olivia was interested in.
Of course, that guy wasn't Seno. That guy was a senior Lara rejected. She didn't like dating during college. Of course, before Seno came into her life, that is. "Hey, look... your rival!" Their enmity became a legend in the 2008 literature department. Since Lara became the winner of Campus Queen, Olivia became obsessed with competing with her in everything, especially in appearance. Olivia wasn't as smart as Lara. Her GPA was always just 2.5. But Olivia was good at making friends and influencing them. Lara, on the other hand, was ostracized. *** "Lara..." She began to open her eyes after being unconscious for some time. Slowly, she heard someone calling her. That voice. Her husband's voice. Lara just blinked, ignoring Seno's call. She really wanted to avoid him. "Lara... forgive me," Seno said, kissing the back of her hand. Lara could feel his lips touching her, and she felt disgusted. "Lara..." He called her again. She heard his voice trembling. Could it be that he finally regretted his actions? "Uh..." She just grumbled. It felt like her voice was hard to come out. Seno then smiled and moved closer to her face. "Darling," he called again, this time his voice sounding close to her ear. She shivered. "You must be in shock, huh? I'll make sure Olivia never comes to our house again, okay?" Seno kept babbling and bringing up the name of the woman Lara didn't want to hear about. "Olivia is—" "Stop." Finally, Lara could speak. "Don't talk about her anymore. I'm disgusted!" "I'm sorry..." Seno began to stroke her head again, although Lara didn't want to. But she couldn't resist because she was still too weak. Tubes and cables were still connected to her body. The sound of monitors and the special care from the doctor's team accompanied her healing process. She felt like a prisoner who couldn't go anywhere. "What day is it?" Lara asked, trying to count how long she had been unconscious. "It's Friday, darling. Why?" "Where's Bi Yani?" "Bi Yani... Uh..." "Don't tell me you fired her!" Lara tried to sit up with the anger she held back. If only Seno dared to fire her favorite maid. Then, she would make calculations with him. "Bi Yani is resting. She's at home. Don't worry. Okay?" he said. "You're lying!" "I swear! I'm not lying. Be patient... we can check when we get home, okay?" Lara tried to read Seno's expression, which seemed unchanged or nervous. It seemed he was speaking the truth. "Fine..." She trusted him. She also didn't want to waste energy arguing with her husband. "I'm sorry, darling. I made a mistake. This won't happen again," Seno said, referring to his cheating incident. Of course, this apology was the umpteenth time, but this time it was different. Lara no longer suspected. She saw with her own eyes that he had an intimate relationship with his mistress. What wife wouldn't be hurt by that? "It's okay, Seno. I don't care." She turned away. She even felt disgusted when she saw her husband's face. She could remember how Seno and Olivia looked when they were in the peak of pleasure together, without caring about their location. The boss and his promiscuous secretary didn't care at all about rumors or possible eyewitnesses who might see their intercourse. Seno and Olivia weren't even shy about showing affection in the workplace, which should be full of formality and professionalism, not just lust. Lara really couldn't understand. But, she didn't want to bother anymore. For her, Seno was just like a thorn, so tiny but hurt.Seno—Lara's husband—smiled as he welcomed her threat. What was wrong with him? "Of course, Dear. Don't divorce me. I don't want to separate from you either," Seno said, caressing Lara's face gently. His reaction seemed strange. Lara just stared blankly at the hospital ceiling above her. The dazzling light momentarily dispelled the disgusting shadows of her husband's affair with his secretary. "Don't be conceited. I'm not begging for your love. I just don't want our child to grow up without both parents, like me!" Lara's voice sounded sharp, and Seno was quite surprised by her change. He seemed wide-eyed. Yes. Lara had never been this angry with him before. She was used to being silent and indifferent. But, this time was different. She had to speak up loudly and let him know that she was no longer the foolish woman craving for love. "You're so cruel, Dear." Cruel? Wasn't Seno the one who had been cruel to her? All this time, Lara had just resigned herself to accepting this bitte
Lara stared sharply at the doctor who was in front of her at the moment.A tall, handsome doctor with typical brownish eyes of mixed-race men in general. His black wavy hair was neatly combed like the appearance of a white coat wrapping his body.Andre.Lara's childhood friend who has now become my enemy. "You!" Her anger suddenly flared up—as if she could tear apart the doctor's body right then and there.Memories of the relationship between Doctor Andre and Lara in the past suddenly resurfaced and now they hurt her.Andre and Lara weren't enemies initially, but a terrible incident left a mark on her mind. That incident later made them archenemies, up until now. Lara even tried to cut off contact, although Andre and his sister often tried to find her, he said. Lara never confirmed that.Lara indeed a girl full of scars from the past. She hasn't even felt completely happy, until one day, a fetus suddenly emerged from within her womb. That fetus, Lara's unborn child, is her only streng
For a few days, Lara had to be in the hospital. Her recovery process needed to be undisturbed, requiring complete rest both physically and mentally. Seno, her husband, was always around. Andre didn't like seeing him. It seemed like Seno was portraying himself as the ideal husband, coming back and forth to check on Lara amidst his busy schedule. Whether he was genuinely worried or just pretending, Andre couldn't tell. According to the servant, Lara had been bleeding because of a young woman's actions. Andre was certain it was related to Seno's affair. *** As Andre passed by the nurse station after finishing his shift, he took the opportunity to ask about Lara's condition. "Lara's patient, how is she?" he asked. The nurse, eager for some gossip, replied, "She's getting better, Doc. Is there something?" Andre was aware of the nurses' gossip, especially if there was a hint of scandal. One of his trusted nurses had once shown him their W******p group when rumors about his engagement
Andre glanced briefly at Olivia's thick lips, feeling a fleeting temptation to kiss them, but he held back. In his opinion, Olivia wasn't that beautiful. He had met women who were far more attractive, especially his sister. Andre's sister was a stunning woman who had inherited the best genes from their Caucasian father. Her blonde hair was natural, unlike Olivia's fake blonde. No matter how much he scanned Olivia's appearance, nothing about her caught his interest. Olivia really wasn't his type. "Please step back a bit," he snapped, starting to feel uncomfortable. Olivia's overpowering perfume made his head feel dizzy. "Huh?" Olivia stepped back, her demeanor suddenly awkward. This awkwardness wasn't apparent when they first met. "Have you been working here for long, Doc?" she asked, playing with the ends of her hair blown by the night breeze. Her voice sounded a bit odd, too contrived for his taste. "Quite long enough," Andre replied, still enjoying his cigarette. He quickened hi
Someone suddenly knocked on the door. It was Olivia. "Madam, may I come in?" she asked with a suspicious smile, brandishing a lewd photo of Seno with a woman—Olivia herself. "Come in!" Lara ordered, gasping for breath. Seno had just come home after spending the whole day with her, even though he hadn't been asked to. The next day—early in the morning—Seno had to go out of town to continue the payment process to acquire a partner company. Lara didn't pay much attention to the details because she didn't care about Seno's activities. "What do you mean?!" she raised her voice, forcefully grabbing the indecent portrait from Olivia's hand and tearing it apart until it was unrecognizable. Olivia chuckled cunningly. "I have a thousand nude photos of Seno that are more shocking than the one you just destroyed." "Divorce him." "Y—you!" Lara was truly angry and indignant, but Olivia just kept making her furious. The darkening sky made the atmosphere in her room even more stifling. The inc
Lara contemplated the impact of Olivia's threat. Yet, typical of Olivia, who couldn't think too deeply and maturely, the threat was just an empty one she could carry out. Throughout her observation, Olivia would see Lara's trapped response and couldn't do anything else but comply with her wishes. "Lowly slut..." Lara whispered, her voice already worn out. She couldn't shout anymore, overwhelmed by the shock. She truly didn't know how to handle this situation. Her head felt sore, her heart ached, and her body felt powerless, even just to support these fragile bones. Did she really have to divorce Seno? "No!" she vehemently rejected the idea. She even raised her head, holding back the tears starting to well up in her eyes. She didn't want to appear weak and helpless. She would be a stronger woman, ready to face the consequences of the choices at hand: she wouldn't divorce, no matter the reason. "How about it? Do you agree?" Olivia asked, now coming closer to her. The noisy sound o
Lara cried again, the hatred and pain not easily vanquished. Slowly, her body began to feel weak. Even her eyes started to dim, and strangely, her head felt dizzy. She tried to hold onto the IV pole beside her as the fetal monitor cables still entwined her body. Since a while ago, the hatred and pain filling her being felt suffocating, leaving no peace at all for her. She grew weaker and more powerless. The peace she had just felt was incomparable to the accumulation of pain that had been buried for so long. She was once again gnawed by negative energy, sucking strongly, as if unwilling to let her go so easily. "Ha…" Her breath began to weaken. Black spots started to blur her vision. Her head spun instantly, like a whirlpool sucking all thoughts and feelings. The pain pounding in her head grew more intense, creeping through the bones of her neck, then engulfing waves in her brain that increasingly gripped her consciousness. She tried her best to endure the pain, but its strength
"What the hell?!" The baritone voice of a man startled Andre. Suddenly, he turned around and found Lara's husband standing in front of him. The man in a black suit with a formal appearance surprised Andre. His slick black hair shimmered under the overhead light. In contrast to Seno, Andre's appearance seemed disheveled. The doctor, who usually looked formal, now appeared unkempt and sleep-deprived. Seno wondered what business the doctor had in Lara's room. Moreover, the regular visiting schedule hadn't even started yet. This added to his suspicion. "Be careful with Doctor Andre. I saw him with your wife last night," Olivia's message warned him. Seno postponed his business trip out of town and decided to visit Lara first. His business schedule could be delayed, but his curiosity and suspicion needed confirmation first. If the man claiming to be a doctor was flirting with Lara, Seno would surely make him regret it immensely. "I—I," Andre, still not fully awake and half sleepy, sud