41. D day

ANNA

I nervously walked into the restaurant where Theo had asked us to meet. He had called last night and we agreed that we were going to meet here and talk about everything that needed to be said once and for all.

At first, I didn't want us to meet outdoors cause I preferred that we stayed in and discussed between ourselves but Theodore had insisted that he wanted us to talk outside and I decided to agree with his request. Today was the last day of our trial relationship and it was also the day that I would be giving him a response.

I was feeling very nervous and anxious at the same time because I really wanted to avoid going this far with him but now that the day had come, I knew that there was nothing I could do besides prepare myself to speak to him even though I knew that his feelings would eventually be hurt and that things between us get awkward after today, I had no other choice but to do what I needed to do because it would be best for both Theodore and me if we could settl